==>Let al the unhappiness begone with 2003... Guo qu jiu rang ta guo ju ba.. All the memories will stay in my heart always.. *promIse*...<==

Year 2003 is cuming to an end.. So fast... Another year has pass... I still gort another 10hrs53sec left in 2003... But wad can i do during dis hours? Duno leHz... Tink can do nth loRz... Mayb in the years to come.. Den mayb de last dae of each year spend it with my frenez or loved one..

HmM.... Went out with vivien dey al yesterdae... Duno wanna sae fun or sianz... Or no feeling...Haha... Went to catch a movie...Den go walk walk... Den lidat loRz... Nth special oso... Mayb can sae special oso laHz...

HmM... Tonite mayb drink champange with my parents... 2004 is another new beginning... Wish fer al the best next year... Treasure each time u have... Have u ever wonder how many 31/12/2003 u can gone thru... Yes.. Tats one! So muz treasure every milisec, every sec, every min,every hour u have... This might be the last diary i m writting this year... Haha.. Todae's sunshine seems to be super bright... Having headache nw.... This year 2003 is the most special year to mi... Because i noe wad's true love...

**Vinson... 2003 is ending... After todae is a new beginning... Forget abt our past ba.. Juz let it begone with 2003.. I will concentre on studying n competition... U will go seek fer ur true love...N not forgetting to concentre on ur studies n com training oso! After todae i hope we still are lyk b4... Juz frene... Good frenez... This year 2003 is special to mi cos of u.. U let mi spent half of my year enjoying myself... The time being with u is de most happy one.. U taught mi wad's true luv.. Thxz.. From todae onwards.. U zhou ni de yang guang lu... Wo zhou wo de du mu qiao... All the memories will be kept in my memories always... I promisE... I never regret being with u or loving u... Thxz fer al de memories u gavE mi.. Thxz fer al de happinesS u gave mi... Wish u al de best in de roads ahead... This might be the last time i m leaving message fer u lyk dis le... Stay happIe n smile alwayS... LOVING U ALWAYS THOUGH....**

][-Do not cry if the sun set at the end of the dae.. Bcos de tears will nv let u enjoy the beauty of de staRs¡­.-]

HmM.. It¡¯s such a long time ever since I up date my diary le... Cos I duno watta write.. After the x¡¯mas.. I tink nth much happeN... Onli de sat BNCO test baH.. HmM.. Mi hav no confidence to pasS leHz.. Lyk will fail lidat leHz.. HmM.. Duno laH.. Let fate decide baH.. Haha.. I m a psn who always let fate decide everyting one.. Haha.. Stoopie rite.. HmM.. Perharps baH...

My x¡¯mas was not a joyous one... I had a beri lonely n saD x¡¯mas this yeaR.. Cos my wishlist none of it cum tru... HaIz... But nvm laHz.. Cos I hav frene who remember to sent mi x¡¯mas sms... So at least I m not so lonely on x¡¯mas eve.. X¡¯mas I went out wif huiling n hui fanG to cine... We go tk photo.. Nice is nice but de printing effect is not beri gooD... Den lyk blur blur lidat...

HmM... De nite before my BNCO.. I chated on de fone wif my instructor on de fone fer 20 mins... HmM... He told mi wad he wrote in de cadet assessment den ask mi to pass my BNCO... HmM... He¡¯s not a bad instructor afterall... HmM... De strangest ting is hoRx... We chat in de middle of de nite... 12am... SiaOz rite... Summore I hide under my blanket n toK... Den my voice lyk different.. Cos beri soft.. Haha.. No laHz... Actually he cal mi at aruld 11pm... Den I tell him my mum haven slp... Cal him bac ltre... Den lidat loRz..

**Vins0n.. How r u.. Tink tat u go overseas rite.. Got enjoy urself.. Hope u do.. Hmm.. Actually wanna go out together one¡­ But u not bac yet so tell vivien tml lorz.. Duno y laHz.. Keep tinking of the past.. Den haIz..Heard frm vivien tat ziyi sae u gt steaD.. Wad u sae is true meHz? U gt steaD.. Sigh.. Mayb is ziyi hen rong yi bei pian lorz... Haha.. I decided le... When school reopens.. I will concentre on my studies n com... I will try to bury myself in dis two tings.. But I will still mizZ u if i have de time to.. I promise.... When sch reopens... Juz hope tat we r still frene¡­ [-I LOVE U-]¡­.. [Right heRe waiting]¡­..

~+_ wo ji shi cai hui kan dao yu guo tian qing de yi tian neh???_+~

sIgh... 24th is drawing nearer n nearer.... Will a miracle happens??? HmM.... Beri hard to predict.... Haizz... Hoping to watcH "di xia tie" with de psn i love... HmM... It's so romantic... But i will nv get de chance though... 24th is drawing nearer means tat christmas is cuming... AnD wen x'mas is cuming... It means a new year will come rounD.... Wad goes rounD.. Cums rounds... Izzit reali true... I duno... Mayb baH...

It hav been raining everydae eversince i came bac frm camp... The temperature is oso dropping... Singapore temperature is 22 degree to 26 degree... Quite cold for singapOre... Looking forward to a dae after rain... Yu guo tian qing??? Qing tian?? When??? Haiz... Hoping to go out n play.. But cant... Beri busy... THe recruitment ting laHz... Wad de.. N de bnco still gt test... Haven study... HeheZ.. =b Den still gt tution every sundae... De hmwork haven do oso... =b HEHEz...

**VINSoN.... Wad happened to u??? Y nv reply my sms.... R u sick or busy or wad??? Sigh... Haven seen u eversince we r dismiss from camp.... How r u??? Have u tk gd care of urself??? 24TH is round de corner u noe... Do u still remember de dae?? On 24/8/2003.. Do u still remember??? I duno.. I reali hope i can run away frm de prob... But i noe i counldn't... Tats another movie cuming up.. "Di xia tie"... U noe de psn i wish to watch with most is u... Do u noe??? I remember we watch 2 movies together.. First is The twins effect.. Enjoy watching with u.. I remember u once told mi u watch 5 times le...Den i ask u de nxt time leHz.. I remember very clearly u told mi dis... "If i hav de nxt time... I wish to watch with u...." U told mi on de mrt... De nxt movie we watched is turn left turn right... We watch alone... I remember tat time we went to suntect to watch... We were sitting at de back row... We held our hands thruout de movie.. Bcos my hand was cold.. I remember u were holding on to my left hand n i was holding on to ur right one.. N after movie.. We both hav cramps in our hanDs.. HaHa... ='( All dis small details i remember very clearly... Bcos i still lovE u... N can u sense it... I doubt so... Mayb u already forgotten..N on de flag dae.. I took mrt with huiling, ziyi dey al.. I recalled on wad happened on de mrt n wad u sae... N i was lyk duno watta do n wish i cpuld mi alone.. Sumhow i wish u were dere... Tats y wen huiling n hui fang tok to mi i nv ans.. I wanted to b alone tat time.. Sigh.. Anyway... I MISS U N I LOVE U... =(

*+_n0 couRagE t0 leT g0...24th is heRe oncE m0rE...][misSing u][... hopinG t0 receIve a miracLe....._+*

I M BAC FROM "HELL"... Haha... My bnco camp is finally oveR.. Yeaz... I make quite a number of new frene.. N i learnt quite a lot of ting oso... All de tireness is worth it... I learnt quite a number of cheers oso... Known quite a lot of ppl frm other schools, other groups... Hmm.... But beri tireD arH!!! All de nites onli gt 4-6hrs of slp... Bluff us wad at least will hav 7 hrs of slp... aiyO... First nite jiu firedrill liaOz... So u sae leHz... First nite 1am den slp... Den morning we learn hw to pitch tents... n wad knots in de afternoon..De knots super siaNz... Haha..

Second dae go hiking... Wa den b4 tat in de morning gt lecture.... Wanna fall aslp arh mi... But cant loRz.. Den after tat we learn abt wad pacing.. wad compasS...Den go hiking.. My group mix wif one advance course group.. Mix wif Hydra... Hwee sianG's n jiaying's group... HmM... Den we go hiking at lower peirce... Den dere c alot of lao kaoz... Haha.. Beri cute c dem carring their babies... De babies mei you mao one.. Haha.. Den we "pinic" dere.. Eat canned foods.. N maggie noodles!!! No different wif our own school st john camp loRz.. Haha... Den at first tink beri fun... Hu noes... Tough is at de bac... WAd de... De hiking route damn de long... SiaOz eh... Duno is siao or ding tong.. De route damn long.. SUmmore so many slopes... Up n down up n down... Go up den ltre cum down again.. Den still must kp quiet.. Aiyo.. Not fun one... Walk until leg breaK... Den at nite discuss campfire item... Discuss until all beri buai song.. All gt their our own way n ideas.. In de end... Still cum out wif a play loRz..

Third dae... hAiZ... EAT BREAD AGAIN.. Every morning bread n kaya or butter.. Half mug milo.. But nvm loRz... Hu ask it to be budget foods.. Nicolas sae one.. haha... Tat ding tong guy... Duno hw to write spell death word one... HmM... Den nite time campfire.. Finally last nite.. CAMPFIRE NITE!!! I loved it... Campfire mc is nicolas.. N vivien actually but she dun wan... Wa lau.. Nicolas damn talkative.. Full of ideas in his heaD... Den is our turn to perform.. We perform a play... Si bei funnie... I cal it de gay play... Haha.. Ccos de sickco is nicolas... Den we kp laughing at him... Our play was a sucess... We perform together wif out instructoR, Vincent... Haha... He acteD qutie well... Look reali lyk ah gua...haha.. But act act onli..

Last dae area cleaning... HmM... Den de debrief... But Beri siaNz arH... I wasn't even listening... Den b4 go home... Tk photo loRz.. Den finally HOME SWEET HOME!!! Finally... Hurray...

Hmm... De camp i tink it wasn't tough... It's quite fun... Beri fun... Super fun... Haha... I love de camp alot... M group instructor is oso beri gd... He dote on our group alot... He's quite a "cute" guy... Haha... SiaOz eh... He looK afteR us quite well... Haha...

**VinsOn... De camp is over le... So wad is u ans... U promise to tell mi de ans after camp... I hav a feeling tat u might reject mi... But won't u at least giv mi a hint??? HaIz... Nvm... In de camp....Mayb u will lyk one of ur groupmates loRz... U so cute hu will not lyk u rite... Hmm... Btw... HopE u will be happIe... zU nI yong yuan xinG fu... 24th is round de corner le... Remember i once sae tat 24th is christmas eve.... Ya... I was trying to sae mayb we cpuld celebrate togetheR... But nw... ~SigH~ No chance...n0 couRagE t0 leT g0...24th is heRe oncE m0rE.... hopinG to receive a miracle..... Will i?? Not sure..][misSing u][...Rite here waiting... I LOVE U N I MISs U...(".)

*+_ WheN theRe Is life... TheRe is hoPe....._+*

Todae went out again... Go buy tings fer camp... N oso de flaGs... My goD.. Nv tink tat making a flag is so difficult... Aiyo... Tonite can sew until slp liaOz... Tml is my first tution lesson by my cousin... Haha.. WondeR wad will it be lyk... Hehezzz...

Hmm.... Beri siaNz arH... Nw beri sleepy... Perharps not enough slp... Lyk wanna fall sicK liaOz...Keep having headache... Aiy0... Die liaOz... Beta dun fall sicK durinG camp... Mi dun wanna waste another yeaR go BNCO.. Haha.. Mi go tk bird nest, ginseng, chickeN essence liaOz.. Haha... No laHz... Mi no so much money buy loRz... Mi nw beri cold loRz... Lyk no strength to presS the keyboard liaOz.. My uncle sae those hu feel cold easily is very weaK... Huh... Mi beri weak meHz... But mi dun fall sicK easily maHz... AiyO.. After cum bac frm camp i wanna go de checK-up liaOz..

~sigH~ Matt leave fer Korea liaOz.. Wonder will he buy mi anyting... Haha... Impossible loRz... He will go shopping meHz... Hmm... Before he leave he at least gt msg mi.. Hehe.... But nth loRz... Juz sae he leaving onli... HaIz... Everyone is leaving... ~sigh~

Duno y... I suddenly felt very very sad again.. I tot i could get it oveR.... But de facts is i couldn't... I counldn't let go.... ~sigH~ Y... Y mi i so uselesS... Y cant i even do a simple ting... Cant even get oveR sth... Ya... PerharpS sth isn't easy to get over.... I msg him todae... It's juz nth.. Juz abt de camp items... Y??? Y i m can try ways n means to help him get tings? Y other ppl i will ask dem get himself... ~sigH~...

**Vins0n... Sori.. I cant get oveR u... I tot i could... HaIzz..I m sori.. I cant giv u happinesS wen wif u... I m sori... U gave mi reali far too much memories le... Wadever i do i will tink of our past... Everyting i do.. I will tink abt our pass... Every place i go, I will oso tink wen we r togetheR... Almost all de places in every corners of singapore hav held our memories... Indeed.. Our memories haven die.. It's still so fresH in my minD... No matteR wad.. I will b right here waiting fer u... I love u... **

(.")?WaD actually Is luRve??? Lurve is sucH a stranGe anD funny tinG....(".)!

y0z.... I m bac frm camP le... HmM... Yesterdae beri beri tireD arH.. AiyO.. My goD...Slp all dae peacefully... Without hearing any sounD... I slp beri soundly.. Hehex...Mummy oSo let mi slp... Hahaz... I forget to co0k rice she juz sae sae a few words den nv bother mi liaOz... Mi todae slp until 12pm den waKe uP... Wa.. Si bei sOng..

The camP is sO mucH fuN..... Especially gt ziyi tat "ah siaOz"... He's beri funnie... WheneveR c him i will laugH non-stoP... Cos he kp saying "shao si ni"... Den everyboDy cant stop laughing... HahaX.... Especially mi...His actions when he do father abbraham... HahaX... Damn funnie... Summore he beside mi... HahaZ..~lolz~ And wen we do senty duty together beri fun.. Not only wif him loRz... Wif yiting, vinsOn dey al oso beri fun... Cos al beri funnie..Mi lurve doing sentry duty though it's beri tiring.. HahaX...

HmM.. We went ubin hiking.. We ate our lunch dere...Together wif de sanD.. Haha.. Den no tools to open de cans.. Den use stones loRz... Lyk ancient ppl... HahA.. The gameS oSo beri fun.. Anyway i had alotz of funs... The treasure hunT... aiyO... The schooL is so darK in de nit3... Den mayb will c.. OoPs.. Hahax.. Nth.. hMm... Den mi beri scared going alone after being scared by ziyi maHz..So hoRx de treasure hunt mi duno go wif hu.. Den vinsOn sae go wif him loRz.. Den mi go loRz.. Den wen we c vivien dey al.. He sae wad we two go together loRz.. Den sae "we two" dis two worDs until beri waD... Den still campfire... Beri fun... EveryboDy was having so mucH fun.. We sing, dance n perform together... Did quite alot of tings... Den mi was forceD to cum out n dance father abraham wif vinsOn... sTill got ziyi.. AiyO... My goD... But beri fun loRz..

**vinSon... I reali cant maKe myself to giv u up.. I cant do it... Cos u once again maKe mi fall in luv wif u deeper again... Once more.. I felt myself dropping into de hole of lurve deeper again.. U gave mi memories again... ~Sigh~ Can we not sae gdbye??? Cos i luv u.. Do u reali still lurve mi??? If u still do would u giv mi one more chance??? I reali duno watta do without u arould... The dae u sae "we two" in front of jinfa n vivien tat time, i sense tat our lurve haven end... And wen yiting sae abt couples(ms tan will eventually breaK dem up), I knew we hav an obstacles.... And wen i sae i was afraid of darK, u ask mi to go wif u... I knew u still care... Can i hav one more chanCe to sae i love u? Can we hav one more chance to be together? And can i hav one more chanCe to care fer u? I hope i reali hav... Cos i still luv u.. I luv u fer wad u r... I wanna be dere fer u wen u nd sum1 to be dere fer u... I hope to be de one... And i m willing to... Cos i lurve u And no matter wad happens..I lurve u alwaYz....(".)

-=>NothinG is eveR constaNce in this world excepT chanGes...<=-

Fer de past two days i went fer BNCO course.. It stanDs fer Basic Non Commission OfficeRs... Hmm... Is de course fun? Erm... Can sae quite fun loRz... Not as scary as wad de sec 3s sae... Mayb this year is more relaX den last year baH.. Cos no more corporal punishment... HeheZ.. Yes! The sirs is quite humourous loRz... But wen dey r fierce.. They can be reali fierce... But to mi.. They r quite friendly n approachable... Especially tat Charles sir.. When he sae jokeS.. He dun laugh one.. Haha.. I guesS the tough time is yet to cum baH... Haha.. It's juz onli de beginning...

~sigH~ Izzit worth waitinG fer??? I duno.... I m in a losS nw... Y goD makeS gal so dumb? Ans is simple... So gal wuld lurve boy...There were timeS in life tat one wisH it could be foreveR... But it neVer weRe.. Cos nth is foreveR... Nth is ever constance except chanGes... Tats de proB... When a pers0n hav chanGe... It wuld be difficult to chanGe him bac... No matteR wad u d0... U hav a chance of one in a million to chanGe him bac... But luv can chanGe sum1.. Tats y it chanGes mi....

Some people make things happen, some watch while things happen, and some wonder 'What happened?’ So wad type of ppl r u... When u r gd to ppl... Dey might not even treat u gd... They might tinking of harming u behinD ur bac... Tats de ppl i hate.... They juz pretenD to befrienD wif u... ~SigH~

How to leave each dae wif no regrets? Mayb wad u wanna do.. Juz do it... Den u will not regret doing anyting or sae anyting... Tats y i follow my heart n do de tings i wan... Hu noes... I might not live thru tml... Mayb de nxt monment i walked out of de roaD.. I might get knocKed down.. U will never noe wad will happen nxt... Tats y i dun feel regret after saying sth.. Mayb de psn close to u can nv b wif u tml... U will sure to regret tings u nv do or sae wen tat psn is wif u... Death is aruld us... But one wuld nv sense it... ~Sigh~ Y is death??? It hurts de one hu love tat psn most... So treasuRe de special one given to u..

~Wad actually is lOve??? U will unDerstanD wen u once haV it....~

~sigh~.... I ask him fer patch le... But wad will be his ans... i duno... I seems to be avoiding him todae... I guesS he also can see baH... Ya....Mi is sort of wanting to avoid him... I tell myself... I will onli tok to him wen he tell mi his ans... I will giv him time to tink over it...

YuPx.... No matter wad i will be here waiting fer him...

**vinsOn... No mtter wad... I will be waiting fer ur reply... Tink it over... I will face de problems with u one... Cos de psn i luv is u... No matter wad... I love u...**

Name: Rhowena Chia(Rho)
Age: 21 years old
Date of Birth: May18 1989
Horoscope Sign: Taurus

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