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You could be a sweet dream,
Or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from
you..
JOYOUS!
Friday, February 29, 2008 7:19 PM

Hello everyone! Anyone miss me? Oh great! I can see some nodding their heads (: Of cos! I am so adorable and lovable, how can you resist missing me right? Hahahahahas!! Yeah! I am back being a happier person compared to the past few entries. Yes! I am fine now though I am injured. As in, I am emotionally fine now. No more riding on a emotional rollar coaster I hope =D Cheers!!

Just few photos Zhili sent me for the chalet. WARNING!! NOT SUITABLE FOR THOSE WHO HAS WEAK HEART! Well. Might be a bit gross though. If it is, then scroll faster. Ignore that part! If not, I will have to take the blame for causing you this way =/ Hahahahas! Okok! Not that serious. But really, may looks gross. So view at your own risk.

On the first night which we have bbq. Before the photos are taken, there were cake all over us - on the face, hair, shirts. In short. More than half of the body are reeks of diary cream. It smells 'ewwwww' to me. I hate the smell of that man! Hahahahas. And erm, actually, I dont remember who applied it on my face till zhili's gf, andrea told me it was her! Damn! I actually dont remember! How could that have happen!?! *smack forehead*



Some photos of me taken with vivian, Zhili's gf - andrea (the girl with the shirt "he's mine") and baby (: Oh man! Baby looks hilarious!! HAHAHAHAS!! Oops =X Sorry baby! I can't control anymore la! Hahahahas!!

On the second day. Aftermath of the "accident". These were taken after Zhili forced me to bathe. Damn! He was hard-hearted to actually threatened to hit my wounds if I dont bathe =/ Baby and Vivian were sitting there, making sure I clean and apply cream to my wounds =/ IT HURTS OKAY! See how honoured I was. So many pairs of eyes in the room, looking at me applying cream. *SHY* Hahahahahas. Nonsenses!

Look at what baby and vivian did when Zhili asked them to take photos.

Some candid shots of me and my wounds =/

The bottle of volka that Zhili brought to the chalet

I am feeling jolly all of a sudden these 2 days. Dont know why. I just felt so relieved and over the moon. It's like the rock in the heart had been liften (: That feeling is super great. I kept singing and smiling.

Yes. Finally everything have come to an end. I have made things clear to him (:

I have been treated like a princess at home these few days. Hahahahas! But nevertheless, I appreciated it. Slow down the footsteps, take a look and appreciate. Appreciate the things my loved ones have done for me.

To my baby, thanks for being there when i need you to. Sorry for the times that I caused so much agony in you. Making you worried and troubled over me. Thanks for bringing me back to senses. No matter what, ILOVEYOU TOO!! ((:

Though my parents will not see this. But still. Mummy, thanks for what you have done. Thanks for taking special care of me these few days. I am sorry for what i've done. Daddy, thanks for doting on me. I am really very happy when you asked about my injuries and what I want to eat. I am glad to see the change in you. You really make me feel loved (:

And to those friends who send me their concerns. Thanks to all!! LOVES! =D

Till then. I need to go prepare dinner now (:

`i am not alone (:


Aftermath
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 7:34 PM

Had a hard time sleeping last night. Anyway, went to the doctor just now. Hmmm. At least I feels better now after taking the painkiller. Doesnt hurt that much. Doctor had cleaned my wounds and dressed them up. Gotta return to the clinic on saturday to change the dressings again. Oh man! I dont wanna leave any scars ): I am afraid! =/

Nevertheless, I am able to sleep properly tonight I hope. After the wounds are being covered up and hence, I wont have to worry it would come into contact with anything that will wake me up all of a sudden due to the pain (: One thing I am glad bout.

After thinking it through, i guess it's time to pick myself up (: And stop letting others to worry bout me. Especially baby. I have given her enough troubles and worries. It's time to put them to a halt. Time for a change, rhowena (: Like what baby always say, tomorrow will be a better day.

Baby, give me some time. I know action speaks louder than words. And I know this is not what you wanted to hear. But still, sorry baby. Sorry for all the worries and troubles given. ILOVEYOU MANY MANY BABY!! (:

I am feeling hungry and bored. Waiting for mom to come back with dinner. I wanna work. But not working for quite some time makes me a bit lazy. But my christmas wish of raining a year of money was not granted. Hence, I need to use my 2 hands to make money =/ Santa dislikes naughty kid like me =/

AHHHHHH!! I wanna see baby soon! Though it's just only yesterday I saw her. But.... ): IMISSMYBABYSO!

Oh Oh. Gerald Butler is hot! P.S I Love You is a nice show. I am gonna watch it online again.

I think i will just spend my time watching movies online to kill my boredom. Hahahahahhas!! Alright. Eat, sleep, shit is really waiting for me now. I am off to watch tv or nap while waiting for mom to come back (: Hehehehes!! Byeeeeeeee!

`please forgive me


bad fall
1:46 AM

Just came back from the chalet. It was pretty okay except that I had a rather bad fall while cycling this afternoon. Hurts super lots till I started tearing while vivian and baby were trying to clean my wounds. It hurts even more especially when I have to bathe and clean my wounds. I hate that part the most.

Was suppose to come back only tmr. But dad and mom called to see how was i doing, like how's my wound and everything. And dad said he was nearby, can come and pick me if i want too. So i told him okay, come and pick me for I dont want him to wake up so early in the morning to come and pick me.

I LOVE MY PARENTS TO BITS! ('= Dad actually called to ask how's my injuries and everything which he dont used to do. Dad called mom, I supposed. I was pretty surprised and glad that mummy called and asked bout me (: And I really appreciated that dad picked me to and fro the chalet and home. Thanks dad! And brother was damn funny when he saw my injuries when i reached home. But nevertheless, credits still goes to him for he attempted to cheer me up with his nonsensical questions (:

Was kinda drunk on the first night of the chalet. Drank abit too much. And making it worst, was using straw to drink beer after losing the fingers games with lina. She is just far too good for me la (: Jia Wei was worst than me! Hahahahas! Oh man! I seriously hope I havent done anything funny that night man =/

Woke up the next morning, threw up. Oh well. Then afternoon, accident. Hahas. Clumpsy la me.

As I was tearing just now, it was not only bcos of the pain. I dont know. The more I cry, the more upset I was. Then only to realise, I was crying from deep within too. I dont know. I felt very very sad then. While cycling with the breeze blowing against my face, trains of thoughts were running through my mind. Probably that's one of the reason that caused the minor accident. Must concentrate in whatever we do. Hmmm.

Forget it. I am not in the right state of mind i guess. I cant drive for the time being )): And most probably going to the doctor later. I dont want any jabs ): I wanna turn in soon, but i am afraid of disturbing the wounds. Felt so damn useless over everything. Sigh.....
`part and parcel of life

contradiction
Monday, February 25, 2008 2:01 AM

Upcoming next will be 3days 2 nights chalet as i have mentioned. I think I better go replenish my sleep soon. I havent got at least 8hours of sleep for some time already. Oh great! Havent pack! =/ And i just remembered! I haven't cut the hotdogs and stuffs yet! Oh man!! Shall wake up ealier tmr. There goes my sleep again ): ): ):

No doubt it was sunday yesterday. But slept late and needa wake up earlier to go buy the stuffs for BBQ. Baby waited for me bathe and go to go to bed until 4am ): Sorry honey =/ Was on the phone with doreen till then. 2 emo elmos talking on the phone until both of us teared. Hahahahas! Mad people. But well.

Woke up in shock today upon looking at the time. Called dad. Never will i dare to assume again. I thought he might go out and come back soon after. But he didnt! He went fishing =/ *faints* There goes the car! ): But luckily G was free. Thanks for the help given G! And sorry to trouble you G! Shopping was fun today! Stupid shit! We just practically went around the whole sheng siong like 2 'mountain turtles'. It is like as if we have never shop for grocery before.

Not forgetting baby. Thanks for the help at my place (: Helping me to wash the seafoods and stuffs (:

And vivian! Though you might not see this. But still thanks for getting the stuffs for me and at a cheaper price! And also help me wash the sotongs. Hahahahas! Sorry to trouble you.

Emo emo go away! Come again another day! NONO! DONT EVER COMES BACK!! Sigh. I dont know la. I am feeling emotional again for all the things that had happened lately. And on top of that, my fingers just clicked on those emo songs. They are like playing over and over again in my player =/

My tear glands just increase tremendously in population lately I guess. I hate them! Shoo shoo! Go away! Hahahas. I am fine (: Anyway, till then..

`Let the tears hide in the flowing water

Break free for now!
Sunday, February 24, 2008 2:00 PM

At last exams are over. And that semester 2 have come to an end. Which means I am having 6 weeks of break. Seems like a weekend to me everyday starting from today. I doubt I will pass all papers. Well, I am keeping my fingers crossed. I think i will get supp paper. Wait. Will i even be given a chance or have to repeat? Sigh. I dont know.

Just came back from prata house with baby not long ago. This time is dinner not supper (: And baby gave me a gift. ILOVEYOU BABY! Thanks! It was great!

After the paper on friday, went out with baby, vivian and kai sin. Had lunch and town-ed. Wanted to catch a movie with them after my inteview. But in the end we went on seperate ways after my interview. Went Kembangan CC for an interview as a part time chinese teacher. Dont laugh la. Hmmm. They need someone to teach kids chinese. Oh man! The teachers there have to be very animated. Chiam ah!

Then train-ed down to catch a movie with doreen and ening. Baby, ening and I are really poly students man! 3 of us were really knocked out on the train. We were simply too tired. Hahahas! Watched P.S I love you at the grand cathay. Tau hui after that and home.

Today went for blood test at SGH with Marc. For the bone marrow doner programme. Holy cow! Needle! God damn it! I am scared of needles! ): But still, i went for it =D Brave rhowena! Hahahahhahahas! Oops! Okay! Then went over to SP to play badminton. SP is really cool man! They have got like everything!! Compared to NYP. Holy cool! (: Home-ed and out for dinner with baby.

So many things to do. Or rather not really. Need to do some market-ing tomorrow morning for monday's chalet. 3 days 2 nights chalet coming up. Look forward. Not looking forward. Hmmm. I dont know. I just want my sleep badly. But still, I dont seems to be tired for that I stayed up almost every night.

Just finished settling everything. Sorry baby. Kinda neglected you for a while just now ): Oh my god! Leg crampppppp!! DAMN!! Alright, I am off to bathe and sleep. I am tired after a long day. Hahahas! Nights world!

Just when..
Saturday, February 16, 2008 2:28 AM

Just when i was on the verge of crying due to stress, I saw sumin's tag on my tagboard. Made me nearly burst out laughing. What's with you sumin?! Hahahhahahas! Lee loo lee loo. Lee loo married already. Hahahhahas! Just bcos I claimed I am an introvet, jiaen and sumin are like protesting hard like nobody's business. Luckily Huiling not here ah. If not 3 against 1, bully eh!!

Hannna hanna! I admit. I am an extrovet. Not introvet. Happy? Be good girls. Dont protest already. If not I will really hear lee loo lee loo soon. Hahahhas!

I am wondering, when will i get to drive on the road on my own? I dont wish to see dad get into trouble again. I dont want history to repeat itself =/

I tend to think too much. Esp when I am alone at night or tired. That's no good i know =/ Just now I was thinking, what is the point of complaining when the problem is already there? Isnt it better to find solutions instead? Oh well. Just a little thought of the day.

Studies is driving me mad. Practically everyone is feeling the same. But just feeling damn f*cked up cos i dont understand a lot of things. I am not good in studies neither do I have got talents in arts and music. I dont know what am i good at. Maybe there is something I am good at - complaining and venting my anger.

Sigh! Why I cant just f*cking pick up the damn courage and tell him straight in the face - it's impossible between us now! Damn!

I dont know i dont know! Again, I am being such a wimp! Complain complain and more complains! This is driving me crazy! I am off ~ !

P/S: Without fail, Iloveyou and imissyou baby!

`when i see you smile..

Happy V.day!!
Friday, February 15, 2008 2:40 AM

Wheets!! Baby is back! Alright, I am going to bed with a smile (: And I met her just now (: Thanks dear for the gift (: Iloveyou!! Happy Valentine's Day!

I had a good laugh with doreen just now (: Wahahahahhahahas!! Doreen! Keep to yourself what i told you okay! We laugh between ourself can already. Hahahahahas!

Okay. I am very happy tonight (: Indeed I am ((:

`that's the way it is (:

Day Six!! Happy Valentine's Day!
Thursday, February 14, 2008 2:10 AM

Hello!! I am back again. Oh man! I am so excited now. Cos baby is coming back in less than 24hours time!! Wheets!! And that I might be meeting her at night! Wheets!! Hurry hurry! Let clock ticked faster faster!! I was counting down at doreen's and her boyf's blog. Hahahahahas! Sorry ah, mei! I got nowhere and no one else to countdown with. So hahahas!

Then again, I dont know if i should meet baby. Should let her get a rest. Esp we are having lessons on friday. Well. Shall see bout it. Oh boy! I really cant wait. I cant wait for my phone to ring and that is showing n*n*a tur*le! Wheets! I am getting real hyper over it! *hops hops!*

In the mean time, shall post bout just now. Went out with marc just now. Had our dinner at Mahattan Fish Market. Not too bad. Marc was saying that the prawns were very fresh. But no, I didnt touch any )): I didnt wanna get allergy outside. Sat there chit-chatted a while after eating. Can't think of where to go. Meaningless to sit there too. So we left the place. And before we left the place, Marc took out something under the table. He showed me one pink huggable soft toy. I asked him what is it for. He said he wanna bring it back to camp and hug. I was like HUH! -.-" He kept asking me if it's cute. The moment I said ya, he gave it to me! Oh man! I didnt know. It was actually for me. Oh my god! ((:

Here folks, i present you my TOFU! Say welcome to my new friend ((: Marc told me on top can play tic tac toe. Hahaas! Lame! Cos on top there are 6 boxes like tic tac toe. Thanks Marc! ((:

I asked him what to do. He suggested walking around town. I was like "Uhm. Town also nothing much. Why not let's catch a moive". And so we went up to the ticketing counter and got our tickets. Wheets! Since we still have time, we walked around PS. Upon hearing what Marc said, I was like "ya! I need to get a gift for someone!". Wahahahahas! Took a long time to got all the things I want. Hahahhas! Shall keep it a secret. Cos it is meant to be a surprise (: Shhhh! Thank you ((:

After getting the stuffs, off we go for moive! Okay. Overall the show not too bad. Out of 5popcorns, I give 2.5. Not too nice, not too bad either. So yea. Hahaas! Marc took out the tofu and asked me to hug. Hahahahas! So I was practically hugging it throughout the show. Hahahahas!! Pai seh! But luckily it was dark inside. So nobody except him saw. He kept smiling to himself! Just like baby la! Always smiling to herself whenever she see me doing something silly. Like for instance how I hugged my fav 2 small pillows. Hahahahas! Well well. Never mind (:

Reached home around 11.30pm. Mom was telling me how fun it was at toa payoh safra. Bla bla. Told me if i go, I will get more ang baos and bla bla. Hahahahas! But it's alright.

Okay. That's all for today. Needa revise a bit. A bit more to finish this module. Gambatte Rhowena! ((:

Baby baby! Baby is coming back!!

Happy Valentine's Day to all! <3
`crazy in love

Day Five
Wednesday, February 13, 2008 12:44 AM

As promised, I will post bout my malaysia trip. Set off at ard 10plus that morning. Went to pick grandma up. Hmmm. I only remember I was sleeping throughout the trip. But before marcus and I actually fell asleep, we started cam-whoring a bit. Wahahahahahhas! He kept telling me this not nice, that not nice. Hence we kept re-taking until we're happy bout it. Hahahahahhas!

Reached there around 1plus. Was very hungry. But we were on high tighs too. So we went to 3rd aunty house to put our things first before going out for lunch. Saw my niece. She is so big already. The last time I saw her, she was like hmmm. Quite young. Now pooof! So big already. I am turning old.

Went back after lunch. Mom, grandma, aunty and uncle started sitting there and chit chat. Oh man! I was so dead bored. Marcus brought poker cards there. Started playing a bit. Needa entertain small kids you see. My niece kept bugging me to play blackjack with him. After playing a while, my niece needa go home for a while. And hence, marcus and I ended up watching tv until I fell asleep on the sofa with my pillows. Yea. My pillows! Hahahahahhas! Buay tahan already. Went up to the room to nap until bout 6. Mom came to wake me up as we were going out for dinner.

Had dinner and stuffs. Went back home to slack a while. My niece kept bugging me to play blackjack la. Oh my god! Blackjack-phobia this year la. Cos i lost S$50 in total this year. Luck ain't that good this year. Or rather cos I forgot to wear red inside. Laughs! Took a bit of photos with the kids.

Take 1 & 2, failed!

It would be better w/o the twist on my head!

And guess what my cousin showed me. Oh man! Really bring back many memories (: I will show you. Don't laugh okay. Alright, here it goes.

Ok ok. Enough enough. Dont laugh. Hush hush! Dont laugh. I know I am cute. Hahahahahahahas!! Okay. Bet you stop laughing already. So ha!

Went to one of the temple to pray before going home. Took some photos on my zodiac sign - Snake. Again, was sleeping through the journey. Was too tired.

Yeah! Baby sms-ed me just now. So happy! Wheets! And that she is coming back soon! One more day! One more day!! I cant wait man! Hurry hurry!!

But then again, something is troubling me. I dont know la. Stress stress STRESS! I just want baby to come back soon )):

`Goodbye to everything I thought I knew


Sigh!
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 1:04 PM

My mind is in a whirl. I really dont know what to do..

Let the time move faster please ): I wanna see my baby soon!

`I dont wanna be a fool again

Day Four
2:12 AM

Just came back from a supper with the guys. Oh man! They are total madness! Wahahahahahahhahas!! G came to fetch me around 9plus. Off to pick Zhili at YCK mrt then jia wei. Guess where we went for supper? Oh my god! TAMAN JURONG, S11!! Luckily this time round the serving they ordered were just right. Hahahas! If not, it's gonna end up like my bday again!

After our supper, sat there chit chatted a bit. Zhili suggested we go to the nearby multi-storey carpark to chill out. And yes! Off we went. Sat there dicussed bout chalet's stuffs and some craps. I really had a good laugh man! HAHAHAHAHAS! The guys! Oh man! It's not a chair they were sitting on FYI! It's a some sort of railing. The lights there kept turning on and off by itself too! Don't fret! Is cos of the sensor. That's why! Hahahas!

We were sorta lost on our way back. Zhili told G to go all the way straight and turn left, he will see PIE. Before he got down the car, he said "good luck". We were all like thinking good luck what. Then he added "good luck, ting ting!". Hmmm. I know what he meant when he said that to me. But good luck to the rest was like making no sense.

G went all the way straight. Not only, we didnt see PIE. We saw the Tang Dynasty City and AYE instead. Tang dynasty city, i dont know if you guys know bout it. It's the artificial man made Great World of China in Singapore. But it is closed now for some reasons. Then we started laughing bout what zhili said - good luck. Cos we were talking bout how scary it is inside there. Then the next thing we know bout going straight, we saw it! G and jia wei was like "NB! No wonder he said that!". Made me laughed like mad la! LOL!!

It took bout more than half an hour to reach home. Cos we were lost! Called dad, and he didnt answer. Ha! We found the way eventually. Hahahas! G went to pump petrol before sending me back. I needa help mom buy the bread she wants too. So went petrol kiosk first.

Oh well. Yes. I did mentioned bout me going malaysia last weekends. But I am tired to post bout it. So yea. Tomorrow alright? If not, no topic for tomorrow. Lmao! And moreover, I am meeting adriel and the rest in school to study. So needa turn in soon. If not, it will be another unproductive day again. And I dont wanna end up sleeping for another 12hours like yesterday. I slept from 2plus the night before to 2plus yesterday afternoon.

So, toodles!

P/S: Counting down, another 2 more days (:

`I miss you so, my love!


Day One
Saturday, February 09, 2008 3:19 AM

Tonight is the beginning of not so easy to pass but no choice night. Baby had left town. She is now on the plane to Australia. She will be arriving ard 6am I guess. As much as I dont look forward to tonight, somehow, eventually the day would arrived and it did. Time is something I cant control )): Sometimes, life is weird. When you are so looking forward to something, it will take very 'long' to come. When you dont look forward to something, it will arrive in a blink of an eye. Well. Maybe it is life here we are talking bout.

Anyway, talked to Baby till like 4plus yesterday morning. She never fails to make me laugh before I sleep man! HAHAHHAS! Sms-ed the whole day. It's a month! HAPPY FIRST MONTH BABY! ((: Not that I forgot, is I dont know if i should take 8th as the day we're together. Cos it's actually more than a month since we're together. Then again, doesnt really matter. We shall take it as the 8th ya baby? ((:

It's really amazing and awesome with baby around for the past one month plus. Life just can't gets any better. I SIMPLY ADORES YOU BABY! ((: Thanks for being there during my darkest period. If weren't for you being around, I guess, I wouldnt have got over it so soon. Thanks for sharing the ups and downs with me. Thanks for being my support all this while. Thanks for the bottle of cranes you folded for me. Thanks for the thoughtfulness and tolerance all this while. Thanks for everything that you've done for me!! ILOVEYOU BABY!!

Oh well. Day 1, day 1, day 1!! Like 5 more days to go! Ahhhhh!! Rhowena!! Be strong!! 5days will pass in a blink of an eye! Out of 2 days, I will be in M'sia, aunty's place. I am going later. Will be back on sunday. So of 5days, 2 days occupied. Then, 13feb, DCN extra lessons in the morning i guess. Then late afternoon or something, meeting Marc out. So another day down. 2 more days to go. During that 2days, shall keep myself occupy. Revise, eat, sleep, shit. Time will flies. I hope.

I once swore that, no matter in which r/s, I never wanna be emtionally or physically dependent on someone for fear that they will leave me. But for this r/s, I give up. I cant do it. I am being too dependent on baby already. Just look at how I behave when she is out of town now )): I am like a big baby yearning for her return soon )): I cant bear to close the offline message baby left for me ):

Anyhow, CNY day 2. So freaking bored. I dont know how la. Really very bored =/ Again, I am gonna repeat myself. This CNY is not like CNY! Oh man! And I lost like 50bucks while playing blackjack. Down in luck this year. Hmmm. Or maybe I didnt wear anything red? Well well. Marc asked me out for a movie last night. Then again, I am simply too lazy to go out though I feel like going out. Ha!

Oh well. Nothing much. I am off to bed soon. I am tired. I fell asleep while watching tv at grand's place. Then I woke up cos Uncle James talked to me. And baby video called me! ((: I was glad I saw her. Never mind that I didnt see her in person. At least I saw her! ((: Smart baby to have done that (:

Okay okay. Toodles!

`More than words, more than love!

HAPPY CHEENA NEW YEAR!
Friday, February 08, 2008 3:43 AM

First of all, I would like to wish all a very HAPPY CHEENA NEW YEAR! May you peeps have a properous year ahead. Thanks those who have sent their wishes to me. All the best to you people too! (:

Had supper at prata house again with dear just now. It's been like days since I last saw her ): And she is going to fly off soon later in the evening to australia )): Booos! But well. I was really over the moon to see her just now. Though it's just for a while. Hmmm. Well. It's alright. Shall keep the inner thoughts to myself (:


ILOVEYOU DEAR!

This year's cny doesnt really smell like cny to me. Hmmm. Well well. Reunion dinner last night was pretty okay. It was a bit different this year. Cos we no longer do nothing after dinner. Kor asked us to watch The House movie. Fiona jie jie, doreen and marcus watched. Oh well. Aren't really that scary. But, I was freaked out while watching. Hahahas!

First day of new year at grandma's place which i called it the HQ. As usual, lunch, blackjack then dinner again. Lost 8bucks when playing blackjack. Lost 20cents when playing dai dee. Seems like not much luck this year ah. But okay, not too big the sum. New year is the festival whereby we get to see each other (all the relatives). Everyone changed in a way or another. Some I dont even know what to call them. All I said was "Happy New Year".

Driving today was steady. Learning not to speed if not the parents gonna say something again. Well. Driving these days is slow and steady. Need to get used to the car. I dislike big cars. No sense of security. Hmmm. Then again, I dont believe I am unable to befriend with this Toyota Wish of mine =/ Well.

New year day 2. Keeping my fingers crossed bout what's gonna happen. Hmmm. But guess it will be another boring day. It will be even bored when dear is not in town. Sigh!

Anyhow. I will be visiting my aunt in Malaysia this coming weekends.

I dont know what else to say already. Just wanna keep my inner thoughts to myself. I dont know, i dont know, i dont know! All I know is I wont be seeing baby for a week )): And that Im not too happy at the thoughts of that. Well. She just got back home not long ago. Gonna talk to her on the phone after she bathe. Or rather Im already talking to her.

Okay. I am off. Byeeeeeeee!

`It's more than words can say

Boringggg
Wednesday, February 06, 2008 2:18 AM

I am feeling very boreddddd....! Oh man! Dear is helping at her friend's shop now. And me rotting at home. I am so bored and that i dont feel like moving my butt to do anything at all. I gotta dry the laundry later. Hmmm. Am feeling hungry now. Uh oh! Hope dear doesnt see this =/ But how would she not see unless she stop visiting my blog. Fwahahahahahhaas!

Went for interview this morning. It was pretty okay. Oh man! The office was very style. Esp the basement. It's like australian style of housing. Super duper cool can! I wanted to take a photo of it. But before I could do that, the person walked down to interview us already. Disappointed ): I even imagine the smell in Uncle Robin's place. It made me really wanna go australia, uncle Robin's place. I super love his place! Hmmm. Well well. Maybe I should aim to go and visit him in the next long holiday which is in erm, August or September. Then travel to Sydney or something. Sounds great? Hmmm. It will be winter then. Anyone wanna come along? Well well. Shall see how it goes (:

Thinking of Australia, I am starting to miss the foods there. The fresh and juicy oyster that my uncle got it from the supermarket. Vietnamese foods, vietnamese roll in Chinatown, and etc. Oh man..! I am getting real hungry now. I need to stuff some foods in my mouth now! Itchy itchy!!

Hungry hungry..! I am complaining to Marc now. Hahahas! And he told me high maintainence. Like wth. Hahahahas!

Anyhow. Met up with sumin today. Had lunch at prata house. Went prata house and not eating prata is like )): Cos Im too heaty, hence the slight fever. Dear forbidded me from having prata )): But well. Mee hoon goreng was equally nice too. And the uncle was humourous can. Hahas! After which, accompanied sumin to Toa Payoh to redemn the recepie book. She is damn crap can. We have a real good laugh and talk today man. Hahahas! She and her craps! Fancy imitating the poster on the bus. Siaos one! Hahas! While on the bus, ...

I still cant believe new year is just one day away! TELL ME I AM DREAMING PLEASE! Bring me back to reality please! )): Seriously not in a new year mode )): Why is this year like that? Every year I am always looking forward to play blackjack eh. Why not this year? Pai liao! Rhowena pai liao! Hahas! I finally tried my cny clothings.


For day 1 ((:


For day 2 ((:

Little Tyler the tyrant is back in town. Wonder did he grow taller? Wonder is he more playful than ever? Wonder wonder and more wonder. No fear (: I will be seeing him tmr night (: Hopefully. Well well.

Cute, isnt he?

Friday is coming soon. And i dont like it )): *sulks* Sigh. I am really not looking forward to it. But I gotta look at the bright side. Well. Dear deserve her break. So yea (: I should be happy.

I think I shall go and dry the laundry and off to bed. Goodnight people, alien, monster and whoever is out there ((:

`ILOVEYOU is the least I can say (:


Sunday, February 03, 2008 4:26 AM

Didnt wanna blog. But still, I came. Whatever! Am having some kinda damn blo*dy moodswing. So hopefully after blogging, I will feel better. My head is starting to hurt again. D*mn! Hmm. I think I m getting more heaty, that's why. Why you see so many astrick is bcos I am trying to control. No criticising, condemning, complaining. Though I am just saying how I feel.

Anyhow. Went Vivo with dear today. Got my heels from Charles & Keith. Practically today is harvanas hunting I guess. Walked around to look for the design, color and sizes we want. Oh my god! Vivo, Citylink mall, Cathay! But well. We got it in the end. The same one. Wheets! Okay. I know I dont have to get so excited over it. Oh well. At last, today looked more like shopping with 2 not really big but big bags =D

(while waiting for train to go over Cityhall)

Walked over to PS to meet Marc. Funny fellow! He helped me carry my 2 not so big but big bags cos he wanna look like a gentleman by helping me to carry my stuffs. LOL. Had dinner at Pastamania and chit chatted. Nothing much. He brought his laptop and that he wanna transfer stuffs over to me. But my thumbdrive's memory is too limited. Anyway, PSP games and videos together are too huge to be put into my thumbdrive. Hence, he suggested coming over to my place and transfer to my hardisk instead since we seldom meet. Hahas. And so he came. This video that he passed me is d*mn funny la! Was laughing so hard just now. The video is below.

Went out shopping with mom few days back. Didnt get anything. This year CNY, mom got all the clothes for me. I dont know why. Maybe I am being very picky over the clothes I wanna get. I just couldnt find the right one. But when mom bought all for me, I am like "Okay. Not bad". The clothes she got is quite alright. One of the dress I tried. "D*mn sexy when bent down eh", I told mom. She started laughing. Hmmm =/ I want my boyf shirt! )):

Went shopping with dear and gorilla tan(Vivian) yesterday. That gorilla was making us laugh like mad. Total insane! Dear laughed so hard that she sat on the floor. Oh my god! No matter we're eating, walking, waiting for the green man or whatever, her nonsenses just went on and on. HAHAHAHAHAS! She even went to the extend of scolding a cockroach! What the hel*! LMAO!

Haiyaya! Im tired already. Shall go off to bed now. If not, dear would continue to play the PSP =/ Oh man! I want my pearly soya bean! DEAR!! You still owe me one! )): Boooooos!! Alright, I am off. Goodnight world*

`只为成功找理由, 不为失败找解口


Dreams
Friday, February 01, 2008 4:55 AM

At last, today will be the end of all nightmares. And that I will get to sleep peacefully without having to wake up in the middle of the night to continue with project. Be it VB or Java project. Just find this semester sucks anyway. Probably it is due to the wrong way of starting this semester.

First, I took too bloody long to settle down and get into study mode. Second, I went on a holiday in the 3rd week of the semester. Third, I haven't have got much motivation to study. And when I finally decided to pull up my socks, it is too late. Oh well. Excuses one after another.

Just pray hard I will get through this semester and yes, I have learnt my lesson. Never to start another semester this manner. IT SUCKS TOTALLY WHEN YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON FROM THE START TILL THE END OF THE SEMESTER. You will be like lost in a bloody complicated maze not knowing how to get out. At least this is how I feel =/

Have got no choice but to appear online as I need to send my team mate a file. And sumin! AHHHHH! She is full of craps. Hahas. Saw me online and she came talking to me. Haiya! Sumin ah! And guess what. She drew a photo of me and her using the handwritting function on MSN. Hahahas!! Okay. Still passable. At least I can tell what was that. Hahas. Will get the photo from her if she happens to be online again (:

I bet she will be elated to see her name here by the way. Same as Jiaen. So in order to please them, I have to mention them more. If not they will be jealous and hack me to pieces. LOL! Eh! Kidding la deyyy! SHIT! Did I just use the word 'deyyyy'?!?! OH MY GOD! This is infectious too. Same effect as the DORTS!

LOL! Baby was influenced by me and that she kept using the word "hanna" and "hannor" nowadays. I was influenced by using the word 'deyyyy'. And doreen's boyf was influenced by her as he kept using the word - DORTS! Oh man! This is total madness! Siao!

Yesterday was spring cleaning day. Mom took a day off and that we stayed home to clean the house. Shopping at night. Shopping nowadays make me feel so sad cos nothing caught my eyes!! And that I dont know what to get for CNY! )): *boooooss* This sucks! But will still be going shopping with baby later to get my CNY's stuffs. Sorry to trouble you baby ):

Anyway, I dont know why I went to look for this picture and set it as my desktop. Cos maybe I want to be reminded of my dreams and goals. And yes, I will be there someday ((: This is Colosseum in Rome. Beautiful, arent it? ((:

`Have you ever dream about what you want?


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