desire & lust
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 7:28 PM
what is desire?
Desire is to wish or long for; crave; want.
what is lust?
Lust is a passionate or overmastering desire or craving.
what is craving?
Craving is to long for; want greatly; desire eagerly.
okay.
why did i mention all this.
well.
cos i feel that i am hunger for a better quality of life.
don't you think so?
wouldn't you want to lead a better life?
money is never enough.
take me for instance.
my salary now, to me is enough.
cos i am not a spendthrift.
thus, to me, it is sufficent.
it is only short- term.
long- term, it is a big no no.
it is NOT ENOUGH.
take courses --> money
driving license --> money
study --> money
holiday --> money
see.
everything need money.
c'mon.
this is how practical the world is =/
so tell me.
which one of you will think money is TOO MUCH?
(if you think it is too much, share with me XD)
hmmm.
but however.
don't take money too hard.
you come to this world empty-handed, you go empty-handed as well.
i agree to a certain extend.
you don't go empty handed.
you go with memories...
oh well.
i just dropped 2 bucks today.
well.
2 bucks?
small amt?
try dropping 10 times!
20 bucks!!
but anyhow.
what's yours is yours, what's never not yours will never be yours.
okay.
i seriously think there is no link in what i typed above =/
random.
it is just a note to self =)
well.
the sun has set.
ask me which one i like better.
day or night?
in the past, i'll say night.
but now i'll say day =)
esp the moment when the sun are bout to set.
night falls means darkness.
i fear darkness =/
long post today.
lot of reflections to do.
i don't understand.
why am i getting so many custs asking me stupid questions!?
!%^@#*&!
seems like ra*ha is enojying the company of all her mappilai(s).
but wadever.
just don't step on my tail.
if not, .........
whatever.
lil tyrant, tyler is heading back home tonight.
gonna miss him.
didnt spend quality of time with him =/
to my special one:
wherever you are, whatever you do.
i'll be here always to stand by you =)
-what goes round comes around-
Desire is to wish or long for; crave; want.
what is lust?
Lust is a passionate or overmastering desire or craving.
what is craving?
Craving is to long for; want greatly; desire eagerly.
okay.
why did i mention all this.
well.
cos i feel that i am hunger for a better quality of life.
don't you think so?
wouldn't you want to lead a better life?
money is never enough.
take me for instance.
my salary now, to me is enough.
cos i am not a spendthrift.
thus, to me, it is sufficent.
it is only short- term.
long- term, it is a big no no.
it is NOT ENOUGH.
take courses --> money
driving license --> money
study --> money
holiday --> money
see.
everything need money.
c'mon.
this is how practical the world is =/
so tell me.
which one of you will think money is TOO MUCH?
(if you think it is too much, share with me XD)
hmmm.
but however.
don't take money too hard.
you come to this world empty-handed, you go empty-handed as well.
i agree to a certain extend.
you don't go empty handed.
you go with memories...
oh well.
i just dropped 2 bucks today.
well.
2 bucks?
small amt?
try dropping 10 times!
20 bucks!!
but anyhow.
what's yours is yours, what's never not yours will never be yours.
okay.
i seriously think there is no link in what i typed above =/
random.
it is just a note to self =)
well.
the sun has set.
ask me which one i like better.
day or night?
in the past, i'll say night.
but now i'll say day =)
esp the moment when the sun are bout to set.
night falls means darkness.
i fear darkness =/
long post today.
lot of reflections to do.
i don't understand.
why am i getting so many custs asking me stupid questions!?
!%^@#*&!
seems like ra*ha is enojying the company of all her mappilai(s).
but wadever.
just don't step on my tail.
if not, .........
whatever.
lil tyrant, tyler is heading back home tonight.
gonna miss him.
didnt spend quality of time with him =/
to my special one:
wherever you are, whatever you do.
i'll be here always to stand by you =)
-what goes round comes around-
the calling
Saturday, November 25, 2006 12:13 AM
So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own
[chorus:]
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you
[chorus]
Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time
[chorus]
If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
the calling -where ever you go
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own
[chorus:]
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you
[chorus]
Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time
[chorus]
If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
the calling -where ever you go
macdonalds'
Friday, November 24, 2006 4:38 PM
should i or should i not pity them?
i asked myself.
we ordered mac at ard 11.40am and guess wad's the time it arrived.
1.45pm!!
and no delievery man somemore.
is one of the staff from the nearby mac i suppose.
oh fuck.
the fries are like rubber!!
the drinks are all spilt out!!
some burgers squashed!!
wad kinda lunch is this!?
nevertheless.
i am full X)
-blurp-
oOps.
excuse me.
the meals cost 40over bucks altogether.
but we need not fork out a single cents.
lalalalas.
thanks devi man.
(she didnt treat us mind you).
why?
let your imaginations run wild man!!
hmmm.
everything has been going rather ok these days.
things are getting better.
back to normal =)
but i am still thinking of how to talk to my dad.
i presume he is waiting for me to say sth though =p
well.
today is marcus's birthday.
the parents are not free.
so thus, i'll bring him out X)
lol.
cat fight in the office now.
muahahahahas!!
more and more staffs coming in.
weirdos..
one MAPPILAI(bridegroom in tamil)
he wore a white top, black pants and red tie today.
think wad.
clown ar?
working in circus izzit.
and his assisstance.
haiyo!!
1 tall, 1 short.
new generations 'wang sa & ye feng'.
but darker ones.
attention-seeker.
behave like sec kids like that.
'heh heh heh' all the way.
think they prawns ar.
another one will be the one eric mentioned in his blog.
when eric described the way that guy pee...
i find it very funny.
few days back, went to vivo city.
hmmm.
it is an expensive yet tempting place.
well.
the photos for all will be uploaded soon.
lol.
hmmm.
gg ballon fight now.
devi and i in the so called same 'team'.
while gigi and aina same team.
and.
uhm..
lily saw us playing =p
but anyhow.
to my special one:
the smile on your face definitely brighten up my day.
but it would be better if you could rest more =/
-time waits for no one. cherish-
i asked myself.
we ordered mac at ard 11.40am and guess wad's the time it arrived.
1.45pm!!
and no delievery man somemore.
is one of the staff from the nearby mac i suppose.
oh fuck.
the fries are like rubber!!
the drinks are all spilt out!!
some burgers squashed!!
wad kinda lunch is this!?
nevertheless.
i am full X)
-blurp-
oOps.
excuse me.
the meals cost 40over bucks altogether.
but we need not fork out a single cents.
lalalalas.
thanks devi man.
(she didnt treat us mind you).
why?
let your imaginations run wild man!!
hmmm.
everything has been going rather ok these days.
things are getting better.
back to normal =)
but i am still thinking of how to talk to my dad.
i presume he is waiting for me to say sth though =p
well.
today is marcus's birthday.
the parents are not free.
so thus, i'll bring him out X)
lol.
cat fight in the office now.
muahahahahas!!
more and more staffs coming in.
weirdos..
one MAPPILAI(bridegroom in tamil)
he wore a white top, black pants and red tie today.
think wad.
clown ar?
working in circus izzit.
and his assisstance.
haiyo!!
1 tall, 1 short.
new generations 'wang sa & ye feng'.
but darker ones.
attention-seeker.
behave like sec kids like that.
'heh heh heh' all the way.
think they prawns ar.
another one will be the one eric mentioned in his blog.
when eric described the way that guy pee...
i find it very funny.
few days back, went to vivo city.
hmmm.
it is an expensive yet tempting place.
well.
the photos for all will be uploaded soon.
lol.
hmmm.
gg ballon fight now.
devi and i in the so called same 'team'.
while gigi and aina same team.
and.
uhm..
lily saw us playing =p
but anyhow.
to my special one:
the smile on your face definitely brighten up my day.
but it would be better if you could rest more =/
-time waits for no one. cherish-
perception
Monday, November 20, 2006 7:17 PM
under the influence of caffeine, i think my gastric is going bonkers again.
it is hurting as and when it like.
hello. please ask for permission before you act up can.
alright.
im indeed mad.
lol.
well.
i believe im still the same old rhowena.
yes.
i may have change.
but it is bcos of you i believe.
both of your perception of me have change =/
mis-communication i suppose.
im disappointed.
yes.
i may not understand.
but still.....
nvm.
hmmm.
i am supposed to meet jiaen and geng hui after work today.
but, in the end, for some reasons.
i back out.
i decided to extend my working time to 8pm.
to jiaen and geng hui.
geng hui probably will not see this.
well.
i am sorry guys.
i need some time to myself.
hope you guys understand.
before i actually publish this post just now.
i received a call from marcus.
sorry marcus.
i know i have neglected you this few days.
i don't wish things to turn out this way too =/
sorry.
hope you understand.
next i received a call from her.
my heart melted.
i felt guility.
but still i won't say much.
anyone can give me a tight slap on my face to wake me up?
i felt terrible.
enough of saying.
i shall end it with a video again.
enjoy :)
-my heart is crying-
it is hurting as and when it like.
hello. please ask for permission before you act up can.
alright.
im indeed mad.
lol.
well.
i believe im still the same old rhowena.
yes.
i may have change.
but it is bcos of you i believe.
both of your perception of me have change =/
mis-communication i suppose.
im disappointed.
yes.
i may not understand.
but still.....
nvm.
hmmm.
i am supposed to meet jiaen and geng hui after work today.
but, in the end, for some reasons.
i back out.
i decided to extend my working time to 8pm.
to jiaen and geng hui.
geng hui probably will not see this.
well.
i am sorry guys.
i need some time to myself.
hope you guys understand.
before i actually publish this post just now.
i received a call from marcus.
sorry marcus.
i know i have neglected you this few days.
i don't wish things to turn out this way too =/
sorry.
hope you understand.
next i received a call from her.
my heart melted.
i felt guility.
but still i won't say much.
anyone can give me a tight slap on my face to wake me up?
i felt terrible.
enough of saying.
i shall end it with a video again.
enjoy :)
-my heart is crying-
Oblivious
Sunday, November 19, 2006 4:28 PM
please don't say you know.
you don't even understand me, let alone know me.
you are oblivious to what is happening at home.
you know nuts.
so stop bullshitting.
i don't need you both to understand me.
i just need trust from you.
that is what i am asking for.
i hate you to jump to conclusion without getting the facts right.
it is getting on my nerve.
seriously.
trust and communication are very important in all kinda relationship.
at least to me.
don't you think it is very tiring to doubt someone all the time?
my chest is tight.
my head is heavy.
i need to vent it all out.
but i choose the wrong way to vent my unhappiness.
that's bad i know.
i can't help it though.
i felt numb.
to my special one:
im sorry to have make you worry.
-physical pain cannot be compare to the pain emotionally-
you don't even understand me, let alone know me.
you are oblivious to what is happening at home.
you know nuts.
so stop bullshitting.
i don't need you both to understand me.
i just need trust from you.
that is what i am asking for.
i hate you to jump to conclusion without getting the facts right.
it is getting on my nerve.
seriously.
trust and communication are very important in all kinda relationship.
at least to me.
don't you think it is very tiring to doubt someone all the time?
my chest is tight.
my head is heavy.
i need to vent it all out.
but i choose the wrong way to vent my unhappiness.
that's bad i know.
i can't help it though.
i felt numb.
to my special one:
im sorry to have make you worry.
-physical pain cannot be compare to the pain emotionally-
the shoes
Saturday, November 18, 2006 7:21 PM
~EDITED POST ~
few days ago, i bought a pair of shoes.
to me, it is beautiful.
i love it a lot.
but the problem is that, it hurts.
however, no matter how much it hurts, i still love to wear it.
this pair of shoes caused me to NEARLY slipped and fell a few times.
still, i love to wear it.
as i was walking to the office this morning.
i was thinking.
why do i love this pair of shoes so much even though it hurts my feets?
why do i love this pair of shoes so much even though it caused me to nearly fall a few times?
why?
cos i love it for what it is.
if not, why do i buy it?
lol.
no matter how it hurts, i'll endure.
no matter how it try to make me fall, i'll be extra careful.
to me, it goes the same with life.
if someone try to put me down, and i happily surrender w/o putting up a fight.
why do i live for?
if i gonna surrender easily, life would be meaningless.
even if i fall, i will pick myself up.
i must learn from mistake.
life is about learning.
this pair of shoes is like my ***.
no matter how much i dislike her for critising me and the ppl ard me.
no matter how much i quarrel with her.
i still love her.
she is still my ***.
i don't have a choice.
i cant choose.
so i've gonna learn to accept it.
well.
i need more time to sort things out.
learn to love yourself before you love others.
if i don't love myself, how can i love others?
well.
i need more time.
i need to stay away for a while.
it is a terrible feeling.
but still..
nvm.
i think this entry make no sense.
i also don't know what am i typing.
so well.
just ignore this entry.
it is all rubbish.
hahas.
ok.
end of rantings.
video to share with you guys.
i like the song :)
-destination is not important. it is the journey that matters-
few days ago, i bought a pair of shoes.
to me, it is beautiful.
i love it a lot.
but the problem is that, it hurts.
however, no matter how much it hurts, i still love to wear it.
this pair of shoes caused me to NEARLY slipped and fell a few times.
still, i love to wear it.
as i was walking to the office this morning.
i was thinking.
why do i love this pair of shoes so much even though it hurts my feets?
why do i love this pair of shoes so much even though it caused me to nearly fall a few times?
why?
cos i love it for what it is.
if not, why do i buy it?
lol.
no matter how it hurts, i'll endure.
no matter how it try to make me fall, i'll be extra careful.
to me, it goes the same with life.
if someone try to put me down, and i happily surrender w/o putting up a fight.
why do i live for?
if i gonna surrender easily, life would be meaningless.
even if i fall, i will pick myself up.
i must learn from mistake.
life is about learning.
this pair of shoes is like my ***.
no matter how much i dislike her for critising me and the ppl ard me.
no matter how much i quarrel with her.
i still love her.
she is still my ***.
i don't have a choice.
i cant choose.
so i've gonna learn to accept it.
well.
i need more time to sort things out.
learn to love yourself before you love others.
if i don't love myself, how can i love others?
well.
i need more time.
i need to stay away for a while.
it is a terrible feeling.
but still..
nvm.
i think this entry make no sense.
i also don't know what am i typing.
so well.
just ignore this entry.
it is all rubbish.
hahas.
ok.
end of rantings.
video to share with you guys.
i like the song :)
-destination is not important. it is the journey that matters-
boringg..
Friday, November 17, 2006 5:45 PM
since i am very bored.
and i would doze off any moment.
so here i am blogging.
am sitting at a very good place(at least to me) these few days.
nobody can see wad im doing.
yipee!!
crazy i know.
lol.
hmmm.
working 8am to 8pm today and tmr.
yup.
OT.
pls dun say i siaos la.
in singtel ar, the policy is like that.
no work = no money = no shopping = depression.
lol.
stupid theory i know.
but i know you do like my theory too right.
OMG!!
admit it pls.
im indeed mad.
lalalalas!!
meeting pei xuan later.
going town again.
but this time round is somerset.
meeting up for dinner.
going to shop A BIT.
then probably going to play pool later.
time is limited!!
guess wad i told xuan just now.
(.") * _life is not a having & a getting BUT a being & becoming_ * (".) *.dreams* [RhoweNa] says:
very long leh!! wa lau.... i wanna go out!!
PEIXUANNS; says:
so long
PEIXUANNS; says:
lol
(.") * _life is not a having & a getting BUT a being & becoming_ * (".) *.dreams* [RhoweNa] says:
ya lor. i got after effect of not going shopping. lol. wanna go and drink alcohol!!
(.") * _life is not a having & a getting BUT a being & becoming_ * (".) *.dreams* [RhoweNa] says:
i wanna get high!! lol. jk la!! hahas....
PEIXUANNS; says:
hahaha
PEIXUANNS; says:
lmao
that shows how crazy i was just now.
lol.
you cant blame me though.
i am very very tired =/
shit man.
seems like i am going out very often now.
ever since the night i sneak out of the house, i have been going out.
ytd, huiling.
today, pei xuan.
tmr, grandma.
and so on until tues!!
but nvm.
different ppl, different place.
lol!!
okay.
nth much to blog.
so i shall carry on rotting until 8pm.
till then.......
-for the sake of it, i must endure-
and i would doze off any moment.
so here i am blogging.
am sitting at a very good place(at least to me) these few days.
nobody can see wad im doing.
yipee!!
crazy i know.
lol.
hmmm.
working 8am to 8pm today and tmr.
yup.
OT.
pls dun say i siaos la.
in singtel ar, the policy is like that.
no work = no money = no shopping = depression.
lol.
stupid theory i know.
but i know you do like my theory too right.
OMG!!
admit it pls.
im indeed mad.
lalalalas!!
meeting pei xuan later.
going town again.
but this time round is somerset.
meeting up for dinner.
going to shop A BIT.
then probably going to play pool later.
time is limited!!
guess wad i told xuan just now.
(.") * _life is not a having & a getting BUT a being & becoming_ * (".) *.dreams* [RhoweNa] says:
very long leh!! wa lau.... i wanna go out!!
PEIXUANNS; says:
so long
PEIXUANNS; says:
lol
(.") * _life is not a having & a getting BUT a being & becoming_ * (".) *.dreams* [RhoweNa] says:
ya lor. i got after effect of not going shopping. lol. wanna go and drink alcohol!!
(.") * _life is not a having & a getting BUT a being & becoming_ * (".) *.dreams* [RhoweNa] says:
i wanna get high!! lol. jk la!! hahas....
PEIXUANNS; says:
hahaha
PEIXUANNS; says:
lmao
that shows how crazy i was just now.
lol.
you cant blame me though.
i am very very tired =/
shit man.
seems like i am going out very often now.
ever since the night i sneak out of the house, i have been going out.
ytd, huiling.
today, pei xuan.
tmr, grandma.
and so on until tues!!
but nvm.
different ppl, different place.
lol!!
okay.
nth much to blog.
so i shall carry on rotting until 8pm.
till then.......
-for the sake of it, i must endure-
every cloud has a silver lining
1:09 AM
thought it is over.
but no.
im worried.
im worried abt my aunt =/
can i just fly to australia to see her?
i wanted to badly.
i am sorry seiko.
i shouldnt have tell you :(
if not you wont hear any scarcastic remarks.
went out with huiling just now.
long time didnt go shopping.
thus the moment is see sth i like, i try.
then i buy.
huiling was like "wow. bu kui shi chuan qian de".
lol.
i didnt even hesitate.
well.
cant blame me wad.
long time didnt go town and shop.
oh well.
shall let the photos do the talking.
not much actually.
the photos i took with my new phone :)
but i shall upload tmr or sth.
i am very tired -.- zzzZZZzz
to my special one:
sorry.
i should be more considerate and not so selfish.
sorry to make you worried =/
-every cloud has a silver lining-
but no.
im worried.
im worried abt my aunt =/
can i just fly to australia to see her?
i wanted to badly.
i am sorry seiko.
i shouldnt have tell you :(
if not you wont hear any scarcastic remarks.
went out with huiling just now.
long time didnt go shopping.
thus the moment is see sth i like, i try.
then i buy.
huiling was like "wow. bu kui shi chuan qian de".
lol.
i didnt even hesitate.
well.
cant blame me wad.
long time didnt go town and shop.
oh well.
shall let the photos do the talking.
not much actually.
the photos i took with my new phone :)
but i shall upload tmr or sth.
i am very tired -.- zzzZZZzz
to my special one:
sorry.
i should be more considerate and not so selfish.
sorry to make you worried =/
-every cloud has a silver lining-
my hair
Wednesday, November 15, 2006 9:26 AM
was intending to blog last night.
but due to some unforseen circumstances, i didnt =/
why?
cos there is an 'intruder'.
wadever.
lmao.
hmmm.
dad just left house.
we woke up without talking to each other.
seems there is no much common topics between me and him =/
yes.
i am daddy's girl :)
but well.
reminiscencing the past once in a while is good though.
topic of the day.
my hair.
i trimmed and re-dyed my hair ytd.
uhmmmm....
blonder than before?
i find it weird too?
do i actually like it, i don't know.
cos it is WEIRD!
when i reached the doorstep,
mum: (her face showed wtf!) why your hair like that?! why you never tell mike the colour you want?! how much?
me: $105.
mum: so expensive. you know your hair colour doesnt even suit the top you are wearing now. this hair colour is for those who put on a lot of make-up........... (on and on)...
i kept quiet.
i went to shower.
when my dad reached home,
mum : you see your daughter's hair. and expensive somemore (smiling away)
i kept quiet.
dad walked in to the kitchen.
dad: (smirking) wad are you working as? dye your hair this colour. -shakes head & walk away-
after he showered, i was in the room.
dad: you know. only bu san bu si(indecent) girls will dye their hair.
fuck man.
so many talkings when i reached home.
makes me kinda regret dying my hair.
i am satisfied with the hair cut but the colour.....
-sigh-
thinking of highlighting a darker shade over =/
well.
will see wad darl gonna say abt my hair first.
if he also don't like it, i know watta do :(
i.......
will.........
shave.........
bald........
muahahahaahahahas!!
siaos.
re-dye la.
i wondered wad my colleagues will say when they see my hair.
urgh!!
stupid hair!!
anyway, away from the topic of hair at the moment.
my holiday trip is confirmed.
will be probably away for 10days?
wadever.
weather is kinda moody now.
gonna prepare to go work soon.
have a nice day ppl :)
to my special one:
i am not good in my words.
but wadever i said, i mean it :)
take good care :)
-the power of a positive mind-
but due to some unforseen circumstances, i didnt =/
why?
cos there is an 'intruder'.
wadever.
lmao.
hmmm.
dad just left house.
we woke up without talking to each other.
seems there is no much common topics between me and him =/
yes.
i am daddy's girl :)
but well.
reminiscencing the past once in a while is good though.
topic of the day.
my hair.
i trimmed and re-dyed my hair ytd.
uhmmmm....
blonder than before?
i find it weird too?
do i actually like it, i don't know.
cos it is WEIRD!
when i reached the doorstep,
mum: (her face showed wtf!) why your hair like that?! why you never tell mike the colour you want?! how much?
me: $105.
mum: so expensive. you know your hair colour doesnt even suit the top you are wearing now. this hair colour is for those who put on a lot of make-up........... (on and on)...
i kept quiet.
i went to shower.
when my dad reached home,
mum : you see your daughter's hair. and expensive somemore (smiling away)
i kept quiet.
dad walked in to the kitchen.
dad: (smirking) wad are you working as? dye your hair this colour. -shakes head & walk away-
after he showered, i was in the room.
dad: you know. only bu san bu si(indecent) girls will dye their hair.
fuck man.
so many talkings when i reached home.
makes me kinda regret dying my hair.
i am satisfied with the hair cut but the colour.....
-sigh-
thinking of highlighting a darker shade over =/
well.
will see wad darl gonna say abt my hair first.
if he also don't like it, i know watta do :(
i.......
will.........
shave.........
bald........
muahahahaahahahas!!
siaos.
re-dye la.
i wondered wad my colleagues will say when they see my hair.
urgh!!
stupid hair!!
anyway, away from the topic of hair at the moment.
my holiday trip is confirmed.
will be probably away for 10days?
wadever.
weather is kinda moody now.
gonna prepare to go work soon.
have a nice day ppl :)
to my special one:
i am not good in my words.
but wadever i said, i mean it :)
take good care :)
-the power of a positive mind-
te amo
Monday, November 13, 2006 12:48 AM
wasn't intending to blog.
can't really think of anything to blog.
but well.
i am still here anyway.
lol.
saw the words "te'amo" on top of my blog?
know wad it means?
it means i love you in spanish.
interesting X)
at first, i wasnt sure abt the meaning.
so i checked the web.
i came across a webbie that have "i love you" in many many languages.
http://www.mclink.it/personal/MC4491/tiamo.htm
take a look if you want to.
i wanna go on a holiday!!
i want i want!!
but everything is yet to be confirm.
like wtf!?!
hmmm.
my plans are all delayed!!
pek cek ah.....
told darl abt it.
he said i having pms =/
lmao!!
i wanna go camp!!
i miss camping!!
the fun and joy we will have.
though it is 'torturing' (eg. time limit for doing everything, get punish tgh &....)
im tired.
gonna turn in early.
starting work at 8am later.
-toodles-
to my special one:
seeing you in this state, and i cant do anything to make you feel better.
is an "ouch!" for me =/
-you live only once, treasure your every min, every sec-
can't really think of anything to blog.
but well.
i am still here anyway.
lol.
saw the words "te'amo" on top of my blog?
know wad it means?
it means i love you in spanish.
interesting X)
at first, i wasnt sure abt the meaning.
so i checked the web.
i came across a webbie that have "i love you" in many many languages.
http://www.mclink.it/personal/MC4491/tiamo.htm
take a look if you want to.
i wanna go on a holiday!!
i want i want!!
but everything is yet to be confirm.
like wtf!?!
hmmm.
my plans are all delayed!!
pek cek ah.....
told darl abt it.
he said i having pms =/
lmao!!
i wanna go camp!!
i miss camping!!
the fun and joy we will have.
though it is 'torturing' (eg. time limit for doing everything, get punish tgh &....)
im tired.
gonna turn in early.
starting work at 8am later.
-toodles-
to my special one:
seeing you in this state, and i cant do anything to make you feel better.
is an "ouch!" for me =/
-you live only once, treasure your every min, every sec-
LMAO = Laugh My Ass Out
Saturday, November 11, 2006 2:03 AM
LMAO = Laugh My Ass Out!!
muahahahahahas!!
i have been laughing a lot today.
i don't know why.
every lil things simply amused me today =DD
partially is bcos exams are over!!
muahahahahahahas!!
and partially is bcos i haven't got enough sleep for the past few days.
thus leading to insanity.
lmao!
i seriously need a freaking 12 hours of slp!!
changed my blogskin today.
so damn colourful.
but they don't seems to match though.
rojak -.-"
wth!
just now on my way to somewhere (you know where. lol!).
i saw xuan hong on the bus.
at first i didnt see her.
then she shifted and sat opp me.
i was like "huh?! how come i never see you?!"
lmao!
chat a bit and stuffs.
oh man!!
donkey years since i last saw her X)
hmmm.
my eyes are tired.
but my body don't.
that's weird.
i've got work at 8am later but i am still here?
tsk tsk!!
how great can it be =/
well well.
haven got much inspirations lately.
cos my mind is not functioning normally?
it is tired?
it need a break?
oh ya.
wad really pissed me off is the overseas trip this dec.
fancy taking their own fucking sweet time.
i have my own plans as well ok.
all thanks to the trip.
i have turned pei xuan down.
i can't go to the NCO camp with her.
and i am not sure if im able to turn up for the chalet that eric and the others had plan.
fuck man!!
my schedule are screwed!!
oh sorry.
it seems inappropriate to use vulgarities with this blogskin.
but i can't help it, can i?
aww!!
my baby newphew, tyler is back in sg.
gonna find some time to visit him.
cute lil thing X)
oh well.
i gonna turn in soon.
lucks to me later.
with the lack of slp.
i duno wad stupid things i gonna do again later.
lmao the whole day?
maybe?
hahas!!
to my special one:
hope you are feeling better X)
-change for the sake of yourself and not for anyone else-
muahahahahahas!!
i have been laughing a lot today.
i don't know why.
every lil things simply amused me today =DD
partially is bcos exams are over!!
muahahahahahahas!!
and partially is bcos i haven't got enough sleep for the past few days.
thus leading to insanity.
lmao!
i seriously need a freaking 12 hours of slp!!
changed my blogskin today.
so damn colourful.
but they don't seems to match though.
rojak -.-"
wth!
just now on my way to somewhere (you know where. lol!).
i saw xuan hong on the bus.
at first i didnt see her.
then she shifted and sat opp me.
i was like "huh?! how come i never see you?!"
lmao!
chat a bit and stuffs.
oh man!!
donkey years since i last saw her X)
hmmm.
my eyes are tired.
but my body don't.
that's weird.
i've got work at 8am later but i am still here?
tsk tsk!!
how great can it be =/
well well.
haven got much inspirations lately.
cos my mind is not functioning normally?
it is tired?
it need a break?
oh ya.
wad really pissed me off is the overseas trip this dec.
fancy taking their own fucking sweet time.
i have my own plans as well ok.
all thanks to the trip.
i have turned pei xuan down.
i can't go to the NCO camp with her.
and i am not sure if im able to turn up for the chalet that eric and the others had plan.
fuck man!!
my schedule are screwed!!
oh sorry.
it seems inappropriate to use vulgarities with this blogskin.
but i can't help it, can i?
aww!!
my baby newphew, tyler is back in sg.
gonna find some time to visit him.
cute lil thing X)
oh well.
i gonna turn in soon.
lucks to me later.
with the lack of slp.
i duno wad stupid things i gonna do again later.
lmao the whole day?
maybe?
hahas!!
to my special one:
hope you are feeling better X)
-change for the sake of yourself and not for anyone else-
from a '?' to '!'
Friday, November 10, 2006 12:30 AM
lol.
that's wad actually happened.
life is definitely full of surprises.
and that some will caught you unaware.
up till today, i still can't believe it is true.
OMG!!
interesting start.
in fairy tales, it always start with "once upon a time....."...
but my story start with "it just happened on that particular night...."
muahahahahahahahas!!
interesting start, will the story continue to be interesting too?
you bet.
hahas!!
well.
i just feel like laughing when i come to think of it.
HAHAHAHAS!!
to the special one:
though i may not know how long it will last.
but i'll definitely treasure the everyday with you =)
-LOVE is a strange and funny thing-
that's wad actually happened.
life is definitely full of surprises.
and that some will caught you unaware.
up till today, i still can't believe it is true.
OMG!!
interesting start.
in fairy tales, it always start with "once upon a time....."...
but my story start with "it just happened on that particular night...."
muahahahahahahahas!!
interesting start, will the story continue to be interesting too?
you bet.
hahas!!
well.
i just feel like laughing when i come to think of it.
HAHAHAHAS!!
to the special one:
though i may not know how long it will last.
but i'll definitely treasure the everyday with you =)
-LOVE is a strange and funny thing-
coming to an end
Thursday, November 09, 2006 12:31 AM
i am left with 2 more papers.
am definitely looking fwd to it.
it will marks the start of freedom again!!
muahahahahhaas!!
few days back, i WAS actually quite confidence that i will get a 'B' for at least 2 subjects.
all of a sudden, i am demoralised.
i think is bcos of compre.
i am confident that my paper one can make it.
but paper 2.
-sigh-
geo tmr.
though i know the facts, but i am scared my mind will go blank tmr.
and maths paper on fri.
you reap wad you sow.
so does it means that i'll get lousy results?
i haven been putting in effort.
i do deserve it though.
i am really afraid i will disappoint mr teo (my maths tutor).
can see that he have been trying to help me.
but the prob lies in me.
i didnt put in effort!!
-smack myself real hard-
maths is the subject i really wish to score well for it.
if i gonna get a 'C'.....
i don't know.
i will feel damn disappointed.
i don't know.
my head is heavy.
so are my eyelids.
but still, i gonna force myself to absorb more info for tmr.
urgh!!
to the special someone.
you know who you are =)
imissyou.
-butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away-
am definitely looking fwd to it.
it will marks the start of freedom again!!
muahahahahhaas!!
few days back, i WAS actually quite confidence that i will get a 'B' for at least 2 subjects.
all of a sudden, i am demoralised.
i think is bcos of compre.
i am confident that my paper one can make it.
but paper 2.
-sigh-
geo tmr.
though i know the facts, but i am scared my mind will go blank tmr.
and maths paper on fri.
you reap wad you sow.
so does it means that i'll get lousy results?
i haven been putting in effort.
i do deserve it though.
i am really afraid i will disappoint mr teo (my maths tutor).
can see that he have been trying to help me.
but the prob lies in me.
i didnt put in effort!!
-smack myself real hard-
maths is the subject i really wish to score well for it.
if i gonna get a 'C'.....
i don't know.
i will feel damn disappointed.
i don't know.
my head is heavy.
so are my eyelids.
but still, i gonna force myself to absorb more info for tmr.
urgh!!
to the special someone.
you know who you are =)
imissyou.
-butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away-
this is love
Tuesday, November 07, 2006 2:10 AM
life is always full of surprises.
and some will just make your heart go lucky =D
-iloveyou-
and some will just make your heart go lucky =D
-iloveyou-
