*=:it's fridae again:+*
Friday, September 30, 2005 1:53 PM
fridae is here again..
in a blink of eye..
time reali reali flies..
hmmm...
how much time to o's?
hmmm..
1 more month??
yea..
ard tat..
it seems like im wasting time in sch todae..
not all..
but most..
before recess is all abt fun..
except for chem..
did experiment..
peace(at last) =)
cos onli all gals n akmal..
hehex..
tat's more like it wad..
maths lessons:
a maths, mr OCF(new nick for him) taught a bit..
hehes..
then later one more period..
was crapping..
dirty jokes n stuffs..
xin li che yan (how do u spell in eng? teach me! hahas..)
sze yun, sumin, alica, jiaen, gen n me!
hehes..
laughin out LOUD!
hehes..
so far..
todae is fairly good for me...
then chinese period do papers lo..
yeah..
my paper one improve =)
hehes..
but still not very good..
must improve more in order to scorce distinction!!!
give me more!!!
give me more!!!
wahahahahas..
skipped a maths remedial..
shhhh.....!!!!!!!
no interest in a maths anymore..
hmmm..
and i dislike teachers giving remedials..
i rather i go to the teacher myself..
hahas..
wells..
that's me!
hmm...
gotta motivate myself to study harder..
cant let myself down anymore..
i dun wanna live in regrets..
motivation!!!
motivation!!!
give me more motivaitons( motivation can have 's'??? teach me!)!!!
more!!
i want more!!
stupid..
tot gonna rain (o_O)??
make me happy for nth..
chey!
weather are getting weirder..
hmmm (o_O)"
jia yOu bah peeps!!
let's fight the war together ya?
we'll win the war!!!
`*-things have certaintly change for us-*`
jus another dae...
Wednesday, September 28, 2005 2:40 PM
wells..
wad's new todae..
nth new...
wad a bloody fucked up dae..
hais..
found tat these daes my vulgarites came out again..
more n more..
hais..
hais...
hais..
got back all my results..
pass onli one subject...
good for me..
i can jolly well go n die..
stop wasting my parents' money...
my presence in this world is wasting the world's resources..
i think if one dae god wanna remove some ppl in this world..
i'll be the first on the list..
cos im fucking useless..
hahas...
wells..
hahas...
leave me alone..
you won't get to see the tears i cry..
u won't get to know the things in me...
who will understand anyway..
when one say they do..
how many of them really mean it???
or just consoling me..
wells..
hahas..
nvm...
wanna listen to some sad songs..
perhaps they can make me cry..
n perhaps when i cry i'll feel better??
hahas...
`*-shui zhen zheng ming bai wo de xin-*`
suck to the core..
Tuesday, September 27, 2005 3:23 PM
failed 5 subjects alr..
hmmm...
pro?
wells..
wadever...
todae here to apologize to few ppl..
firstly is jiaen..
cos todae is her bdae..
but i cant celebrate with her..
so sorry gal..
promise present will be given 'soon'..
hahas..
after o's i buy one nice nice one??
hehes...
second --> geng hui..
sorry..
scolded u for no particular reason..
jus for me to vent my anger..
sorry sorry..
feel free to scold me k..
i LOVE to be scolded..
hehes..
so very sorry =(
thirdly --> my parents..
sorry mum n dad..
to disappoint u..
cos of my academic..
i guess i had nv make u proud in my academic..
otherwise..
throw face ='(
sorry..
hais..
jus cant stand ppl who are so arrogant..
KNNBCCB..
nvm if u duno..
it's better not to know..
dun wanna lead u astray..
but jus fucking irritated by these ppl..
sarcastic shit..
think get high marks big fuck ar..
can look down on ppl ar..
F-U-C-K O-F-F!!!
sorry ar...
abit vulgar todae..
jus let me vent my bloody shit anger..
n i should be fine after that..
retrived treasures...
Sunday, September 25, 2005 3:55 PM
wow..
didn't realise that's so mush treasures underneath my table..
wahahahaahahas...
hmmm...
not treasures la..
jus some letters..
photos..
n stuffs..
hehes..
wells..
nth much alr..
here for fun..
realise tat ppl do change..
hehes..
yes..
great great change..
`*-nth is ever constant except changes-*`
continue..
Saturday, September 24, 2005 2:38 PM
stupid brother jus made my blood boils..
argh..
stupid boy..
-pissed-
now not as angry as jus now alr..
hmm..
sat todae..
sians..
mum isn't back from work..
so i can use com..
hahas..
hmmm..
slept until 12 todae =p
hahas..
wad e hell..
my muscles aching..
mum's stuffs were so heavy ytd..
knn..
but nvm...
lucky no sch todae..
hehes..
hmmm...
dreamt bout lots of stuffs todae..
including him todae..
wells..
sweet dream?
err..
can say tat..
hehes..
but it will nv happen in reality..
broke up so long alr..
no contact for so long also..
hahas..
so it's IMPOSSIBLE..
hahas..
wells..
nvm la..
jus wish tat he's alright n happie now..
hahas..
hopefully we're still frene lo..
but..
it's not simple..
cos we're in different sch..
and most importantly..
i didn't give him my current hp no..
hahas...
wells..
hmm..
jus hope that he's fine afterall =)
the myth...
Friday, September 23, 2005 9:09 PM
got back humans..
hmm..
wad do u expect..
hahas..
it seems tat i fail until very happy wor..
hahas..
who will fail until very happy u tell me?
hmmm..
but no pt being sad over it..
it's alr the fact..
trying to pick myself up again lo..
sought help from somebody..
hopefully my 'tutor' can help me..
hmmm...
went to town todae..
orchard..
supposingly went to collect sth for my mum..
but it's too early..
so went to cinneleisure..
suddenly talked abt the myth..
hahas..
opened in cinema todae..
so vien n i tempted to watch lo..
hesitate for some time..
finally decided to watch..
hehes...
it's reali damn nice!!!
worth my 8 bucks..
no mind watching again..
abt 2hr long of movie..
damn nice..
funny, touching and EXCITING!
hahas..
dun miss it..
THE MYTH..
mm..
more papers to receive next week..
more to come..
well well..
im numb..
things are reali going the wrong way..
wells..
`*-no point crying over spill milk-*`
you will never get to see the tears in my eyes..
Wednesday, September 21, 2005 9:14 PM
know my maths results alr..
hahas..
just as wad i expected..
hahas..
sumin is better then me..
mm...
compare compare compare..
(heys..though ur results nowhere better..but im WORST k..)
hmmm...
why human jus like to compare with each other?
why is this world bcoming more n more fearful..
cant human jus live in peace?
natural disaters one after another..
is it a punishment for us human?
wad the hell is going on in this world?
wad is the world coming to?
there are deaths everywhere, everydae..
when will it be my time..
i wondered..
i jus felt im so fortunate...
wad did i do to deserve this..
hais..
`*-you will never get to see the tears i cry-*`
hahas...
Monday, September 19, 2005 11:56 AM
mm...
todae's mood is much more better..
hahas..
wanna noe why?
hahas...
dun tell u..
hahas..
kidding la..
hahas..
happy mood..
happy tots todae..
hahas..
screwed up a-maths for sure todae..
didn't study hard enough..
wells...
(heys..tat does not make me happy!!)
dad picked me up todae..
sent sumin home..
then we went to eat..
breakfast?
lunch?
break-lunch..
hahas..
wadever!
hahas..
then went to collect the photos..
photos from Australia..
didn't have time to develop it...
lazy..
hahas..
heys..
tats my uniqueness k?!
hahas..
the photos was hilarious..
hahas..
super funny..
freaking funny..
i looked thru n thru..
hahas..
i miss Australia..
i miss my XIAO GU!!!
but i dun miss her hse..
her hse is in a mess!
my cousins n i are like a maid to her..
"rhowena~bring my a drink.."
"doreen(my cousins)~sweep floor.."
hahas..
but not reali like maid la..
if maid..
we'll reali hate the place to the core man..
hahas...
but we loved it!!!
hahas..
hmmm..
should be going there to study U..
as request by my aunt..
wells..
dun mind actually..
but i'll miss my family..
n everythg here man..
i won't miss my favourite pillows..
cos i bing them everywhere i go!!!
hahas..
childish?
HOW DARE U SAID TAT?!
they are my baobei u know..
w/o them i cant slp..
laugh for all u want lo..
*hmph*
love my pillow dun love u alr..
hahas..
my grandma, aunts they all laugh at my pillows..
cos inside going to be empty alr..
hahas..
okay..
enough of bullshitting..
before i end..
i tell u peeps a joke k??
listen properly hor..
JOKE~
end of joke..
funny?
laugh okay..
give face..
HEYS YOU..
why nv laugh?
smack u ar..
better laugh now..
hurry up..
dun laugh dun laugh lo..
dun care u liao..
u lose out by not laughing..
nvm..
i laugh myself..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!!!!
`*-there bound to be sth in life tat will cheer you..have u found it-*`
it's the same everydae...
Saturday, September 17, 2005 6:59 PM
hmmm...
duno watta write..
so jus come here to write sth lo..
hahas..
wells..
wad's to say?
everydae is the same for me..
bad, bad bad..
hahas..so wad's new?
nth new..
hahas..
bet u guys must be tired of my blogg..
hahas..
think of some new thgs other times bah..
hehes =)
same thg..
best of luck to u guys out there..
study hard..
dun give up..*
`*-peace is all i need-*`
will be alright....
Thursday, September 15, 2005 12:36 PM
finally found the right mood to blogg..
hahas..
mm..
had maths paper 2 todae..
wells..
wad's there to talk about?
hahas..
wad's there to talk bout when u alr lost 50 over marks..
needless to say..
hahas..
wells...
lost all my moods for exams..
jus feel like giving up alr..
quite confidence in my paper todae actulli..
study very hardd last night..
who knows it turns out this way..
wells..
hahas..
dun needa console me..
im alright =))
dun wanna study alr..
jus wasting my parents money..
hahas..
wells..
hahas..
dun look at me this way..
i won't cry n pour out my probs to you..
i nv do tat..
hahas..
i won't..
hahas..
best of lucks peeps..
will blogg again next time..
byes~
`*-crying can be therapeutic-*`
depression..
Saturday, September 10, 2005 4:23 PM
hmm...
new blogskin..
new taggboard..
credits go to lingg..
thanks..
mm...
1 more daes to sch reopenes..
i can jolly go n die..
cos it marks the start of prelims..
sigh..
gonna flung lo..
no mood to study...
no motivation to study also..
hais..
mm..
scare im suffering from depression man..
hahas..
mood swing easily..
cry easily..
bad mood easily..
hais..
cant concentrate on anythg..
i need a remedy..
im restless..
sigh..
hais..
i miss mummy!!!
she went to malaysia..
i misS her lots!!!
even though she's gone for onli a dae..
hais..
dad is leaving tml for malaysia too..
in the morning..
going penang..
5 days?
hais..
everyone is leaving..
hais...
hais..
can anyone motivate me to study?
can anythg motivate me to study?
hais..
hopeless..
nvm..
anyways..
good luck peeps..
study hardd...
dun end up like me =)
wad the fucK!
Friday, September 02, 2005 10:22 PM
nowadays are so sucky..
for me at least..
life seems meaningless now for me..
im so short-tempered..
i jus blow my top easily..
got back my progress report..
wad the fuck m i studying abt??!!
got 35 for L1R5..
i can jolly well go n die la..
fuck up..
life suxs now..
with leaving me in an empty shell..
quarrels..
unhappiness..
disputes..
conflicts..
all happened on me or ard me..
sometimes i jus felt giving up everythg..
who will understand?!
you n me are worlds apart..
u will nv understand..
cos you're not me!
get it?!
im so tired..
i wanna give up everythg..
i dun wanna study more..
im depressed..
i dun wanna live in the life im living in now..
im not whom u see im..
joking happily..
or wadever..
i wan my life back..
give me back my life!!!
-physical pain can nv be compared to the pain emotionally-
