Notices
Saturday, August 30, 2008 1:45 AM
Please read the notices carefully!
1) I've changed my handphone number. 9693 4428 is no longer in use. Please update your contacts. My current number is 9627 3764.
2) Working in comex till sunday as mention. Please if you were to look for me, i am at the big acer booth (next to dell) at the back of the hall. In the center of the booth. If cannot see me, please walk into the booth. Don't try to see from outside. I am too cute and small sized for you to see. But somehow, don't know why some cannot find me despite walking so many rounds. Mervyn hor? Haha!
3) Happy and unhappy today. Happy cos i learnt new skills today. Unhappy but not as unhappy as yesterday for some same stupid reasons and etc. Somehow, i felt i am like a cheap labour. Anyway, saw doreen today and andrea came to look for me. She kept me company during my break (: Thanks girl! And pay wise, desmond had helped baby and i out with it. Thanks! (Though he wont see. haha!).
Oh well. That's bout for the new updates. Though still alive. but am very tired and can barely feel my limps. So i am off. Last thing,
Ha. I am really off now.
P/S: I haven't give up on my fighting spirits yet. Wish me luck!
1) I've changed my handphone number. 9693 4428 is no longer in use. Please update your contacts. My current number is 9627 3764.
2) Working in comex till sunday as mention. Please if you were to look for me, i am at the big acer booth (next to dell) at the back of the hall. In the center of the booth. If cannot see me, please walk into the booth. Don't try to see from outside. I am too cute and small sized for you to see. But somehow, don't know why some cannot find me despite walking so many rounds. Mervyn hor? Haha!
3) Happy and unhappy today. Happy cos i learnt new skills today. Unhappy but not as unhappy as yesterday for some same stupid reasons and etc. Somehow, i felt i am like a cheap labour. Anyway, saw doreen today and andrea came to look for me. She kept me company during my break (: Thanks girl! And pay wise, desmond had helped baby and i out with it. Thanks! (Though he wont see. haha!).
Oh well. That's bout for the new updates. Though still alive. but am very tired and can barely feel my limps. So i am off. Last thing,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOO PEIXUAN! ((:
Ha. I am really off now.
P/S: I haven't give up on my fighting spirits yet. Wish me luck!
Quick updates
Friday, August 29, 2008 12:58 AM
Just a short and quick update. From 28th to 31st Sept, i will be working for Acer at Suntec city Comex show. So if anyone or whoever of yours wanna get Acer laptop or desktop, please direct them to me (: Thanks. Oh ya! I am not at the courts booth. Instead, i am the big acer booth BUT, i am in the center of the booth. Don't go to the wrong one. Cos not the whole big acer there belongs to courts. (MERVYN, YOU PROMOTE WRONGLY! LOL!)
And and! Fuck! Okay, sorry. I know lately, many vulgarities have been coming from me. But screwed that! I was really damn upset today till i don't even feel like working for comex anymore. Firstly, they 'kicked' me around like a ball for they themselves also not sure where to place me! Secondly, for their mistakes, i missed part of the briefing at the booth which i eventually settled there permanently. And fuck! Everything i have to ask myself! And it's not the asking part im pissed with. TMD! But you think i know what he brief issit! Still ask me "you never go for briefing?". Thirdly, one indian family! Sorry, i am not trying to be racist. But that man was like accusing me and giving me attitude like wtf! I owe him something issit? Come on. I don't even give a flying damn whether he buy from me anot! Mad guy!
Fine, i shouldn't even care bout the customer. I hope i won't i will never see him again. But on a lighter notes, i like nice customers. They praised me, they appreciated me. I closed deals. I've a sense of satisfaction.
But still, i couldn't get the picture of today outta mind. I just felt i was being treated so unfairly. Or maybe i wasn't. One thing for sure, i don't like to lose. I am gonna pick myself up and fight tomorrow. I am gonna be ruthless. Hate me if they want. I don't really care. But before the battle starts again tmr, im gonna rest myself real well.
And for one last rant, i hate the people there. Not all, but many.
P/S: Baby, fight for your sales. Don't be soft-hearted, remember. All the best!
And and! Fuck! Okay, sorry. I know lately, many vulgarities have been coming from me. But screwed that! I was really damn upset today till i don't even feel like working for comex anymore. Firstly, they 'kicked' me around like a ball for they themselves also not sure where to place me! Secondly, for their mistakes, i missed part of the briefing at the booth which i eventually settled there permanently. And fuck! Everything i have to ask myself! And it's not the asking part im pissed with. TMD! But you think i know what he brief issit! Still ask me "you never go for briefing?". Thirdly, one indian family! Sorry, i am not trying to be racist. But that man was like accusing me and giving me attitude like wtf! I owe him something issit? Come on. I don't even give a flying damn whether he buy from me anot! Mad guy!
Fine, i shouldn't even care bout the customer. I hope i won't i will never see him again. But on a lighter notes, i like nice customers. They praised me, they appreciated me. I closed deals. I've a sense of satisfaction.
But still, i couldn't get the picture of today outta mind. I just felt i was being treated so unfairly. Or maybe i wasn't. One thing for sure, i don't like to lose. I am gonna pick myself up and fight tomorrow. I am gonna be ruthless. Hate me if they want. I don't really care. But before the battle starts again tmr, im gonna rest myself real well.
And for one last rant, i hate the people there. Not all, but many.
P/S: Baby, fight for your sales. Don't be soft-hearted, remember. All the best!
Affairs of the heart
Saturday, August 23, 2008 5:19 AM
//I dont wanna go through it time and time again. It sucks, you know it pretty well too. I don't wanna repeat the same old bloody mistakes in my past relationships in each and every new one i get into. It isn't cool, baby. I fear of going through that stage again. I don't want to experience the pain of losing the one i love again due to my repeated mistakes i made. I've learnt my lessons.
I guess i've never really talk bout it. My previous r/s ended in a so not nice manner. My ex boyf cheated on me. Or maybe he didn't. I felt so fucking dumb for trusting him too much. I should have known from the start, guys are not to be trusted. Sorry to condemn all the guys out there. But that's the thinking that my family have been trying to get into my head. Trust. How much it worth? Can it even be used to fill your stomach?
Due to our age differences, there isn't much things for us to talk about. Especially our social life. We never talk to each other bout our problems. Take my unhappiness against him, i always choose to keep it to myself. I find that it was pointless to talk it out for i assume, he won't change. As time goes by, more problems arose. One day, i just couldnt take it anymore. I decided to drift away from him, eventually i initiated the break up. I couldnt take it anymore. The reason i gave was i wanted to focus on my studies and moreover, in future, i plan to study uni in australia. But in actual fact, i just don't wanna be with him anymore. I see too much flaws in that r/s.
After we broke up, he called me very often, having hopes that we can be together again. I clearly know, that's impossible. I don't wish to hurt him. I felt guilty back then for the break up, for putting him through the agony. 2 days later, i accidentally clicked on his blog url and found out some ugly secret of our r/s. He was with another girl during a period of time (at that point of time when we broke up, they were already no longer together). I was devasted. Still, the dumb me chose to keep to myself, let him continue to pin hopes and hopefully, one day he will get tired of it and give up.
I forgot he is a leo. Leo are know for being very persistance. Once they set their eyes on something, they would find means and ways to get/achieve it. But don't forget, im a taurus. A taurus is very stubborn. Things they don't want, no matter how your force them, they will never do it. I don't wanna be with him, ever again. It was getting on my nerve having to know the fact that i was being cheated on, and yet, i have to take it in my stride, and making it seems i was the one to cause all these agony.
One day, i flared up when we were on the phone. I told him that i've already know everything. He tried cooking up with stories initially to cover his ass. But after me telling him that, i read his blog, he confessed. He said because he can't bring himself to tell me all his problems for he know i don't understand. And he also commented that, i always keep things to myself too(why? cos he never ask me bout my problem sincerely before). All these, we blame on communication breakdown. What a joke! Only at the verge of losing, we realised the problem.
Only then, i realised, to me what is important in a r/s. I am sure, people always ask you what kinda life partner you are looking for. And you will always said something to do with looks, next is being humourous and etc. I used to be like that too. However, after that r/s, my perspective changed. I realised, all these are actually superficial. To me, what matter most is mutual trust and communication.
It takes 2 to tango. Communication is a 2 way thing. In order for things to work out in a r/s, 2 have to iron things out whenever problem arises. If it is personal, yes, you may choose to keep it to oneself for fear you might affect the other party's mood. Fine, that i accept. But if the problem involves the r/s, in other words, involving 2 people, not talking it out will only throw yourself into the emotional rim. And worst, no matter how you put on a strong front, the problems will still not go away. And if mutual trust are absent, if you have so little faith with your partner, why be together in the first place? Aren't you worried that today you 2 might be together, and next moment, he/she will leave you for another?
In conclusion, if you have doubts in your r/s, clear it. Best and simplest way to solve problem in a r/s, is to sit down and talk it out. No doubt, some might get into some heated arguement, but at least 2 let each other know what's wrong with the r/s and how to solve it.
I am not trying to be a love expert or show how experienced i am. Just voicing out how i feel and letting what most people wanna know bout my past r/s. All these are just my views, and of cos, you may beg to differ.
I guess i've never really talk bout it. My previous r/s ended in a so not nice manner. My ex boyf cheated on me. Or maybe he didn't. I felt so fucking dumb for trusting him too much. I should have known from the start, guys are not to be trusted. Sorry to condemn all the guys out there. But that's the thinking that my family have been trying to get into my head. Trust. How much it worth? Can it even be used to fill your stomach?
Due to our age differences, there isn't much things for us to talk about. Especially our social life. We never talk to each other bout our problems. Take my unhappiness against him, i always choose to keep it to myself. I find that it was pointless to talk it out for i assume, he won't change. As time goes by, more problems arose. One day, i just couldnt take it anymore. I decided to drift away from him, eventually i initiated the break up. I couldnt take it anymore. The reason i gave was i wanted to focus on my studies and moreover, in future, i plan to study uni in australia. But in actual fact, i just don't wanna be with him anymore. I see too much flaws in that r/s.
After we broke up, he called me very often, having hopes that we can be together again. I clearly know, that's impossible. I don't wish to hurt him. I felt guilty back then for the break up, for putting him through the agony. 2 days later, i accidentally clicked on his blog url and found out some ugly secret of our r/s. He was with another girl during a period of time (at that point of time when we broke up, they were already no longer together). I was devasted. Still, the dumb me chose to keep to myself, let him continue to pin hopes and hopefully, one day he will get tired of it and give up.
I forgot he is a leo. Leo are know for being very persistance. Once they set their eyes on something, they would find means and ways to get/achieve it. But don't forget, im a taurus. A taurus is very stubborn. Things they don't want, no matter how your force them, they will never do it. I don't wanna be with him, ever again. It was getting on my nerve having to know the fact that i was being cheated on, and yet, i have to take it in my stride, and making it seems i was the one to cause all these agony.
One day, i flared up when we were on the phone. I told him that i've already know everything. He tried cooking up with stories initially to cover his ass. But after me telling him that, i read his blog, he confessed. He said because he can't bring himself to tell me all his problems for he know i don't understand. And he also commented that, i always keep things to myself too(why? cos he never ask me bout my problem sincerely before). All these, we blame on communication breakdown. What a joke! Only at the verge of losing, we realised the problem.
Only then, i realised, to me what is important in a r/s. I am sure, people always ask you what kinda life partner you are looking for. And you will always said something to do with looks, next is being humourous and etc. I used to be like that too. However, after that r/s, my perspective changed. I realised, all these are actually superficial. To me, what matter most is mutual trust and communication.
It takes 2 to tango. Communication is a 2 way thing. In order for things to work out in a r/s, 2 have to iron things out whenever problem arises. If it is personal, yes, you may choose to keep it to oneself for fear you might affect the other party's mood. Fine, that i accept. But if the problem involves the r/s, in other words, involving 2 people, not talking it out will only throw yourself into the emotional rim. And worst, no matter how you put on a strong front, the problems will still not go away. And if mutual trust are absent, if you have so little faith with your partner, why be together in the first place? Aren't you worried that today you 2 might be together, and next moment, he/she will leave you for another?
In conclusion, if you have doubts in your r/s, clear it. Best and simplest way to solve problem in a r/s, is to sit down and talk it out. No doubt, some might get into some heated arguement, but at least 2 let each other know what's wrong with the r/s and how to solve it.
I am not trying to be a love expert or show how experienced i am. Just voicing out how i feel and letting what most people wanna know bout my past r/s. All these are just my views, and of cos, you may beg to differ.
`to me, love is bout compromising, mutual respect & trust. not forgetting constant communication
baby, it's for you
Friday, August 22, 2008 4:31 AM
A shoulder to cry on - Tommy Page
Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,
And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.
All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!
And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....
Labels: Baby Turtle
Horrendous day
Thursday, August 21, 2008 10:00 PM
//Headache is sucha chore.
Health is really failing on me. I can't run long distances now. I thought it wont happen again. And yet just now evening, i went jogging, history repeated itself. I nearly blacked out after jogging for a while. I walked towards the bench and sat down for a while. The intense pain in my abdomen came back. I thought i felt better and hence, i decided to walk home. My abdomen was hurting so badly that i can barely walked. I ended up sitting at the bench in the playground again. I was afraid cos it really hurts and worst of all, i didn't bring my handphone out. The discomfort in my abdomen was so bad that i threw out onto the grass.
It was bad. Real bad. But still, i managed to drag myself home. I guess i sorta freaked mom out a little when i got home. Cos this isn't the first that it's happening, and mom was displeased that i went ahead to jog today despite this happening once. But i didn't told mom bout me sitting at the playground though. Who knows, she might just ban me from going anywhere if she sees me putting on my sports shoes next time.
Ahhh! This is crap. Something is seriously wrong. I guess if this goes on, i may have to go to the doctor to find out what's happening. Let's see if this will happen when i go for a jog again. Have gotta get back to books. Byeeeeeee!
p/s: it's heart warming knowing that friends out there still cares and misses you at times <3
Health is really failing on me. I can't run long distances now. I thought it wont happen again. And yet just now evening, i went jogging, history repeated itself. I nearly blacked out after jogging for a while. I walked towards the bench and sat down for a while. The intense pain in my abdomen came back. I thought i felt better and hence, i decided to walk home. My abdomen was hurting so badly that i can barely walked. I ended up sitting at the bench in the playground again. I was afraid cos it really hurts and worst of all, i didn't bring my handphone out. The discomfort in my abdomen was so bad that i threw out onto the grass.
It was bad. Real bad. But still, i managed to drag myself home. I guess i sorta freaked mom out a little when i got home. Cos this isn't the first that it's happening, and mom was displeased that i went ahead to jog today despite this happening once. But i didn't told mom bout me sitting at the playground though. Who knows, she might just ban me from going anywhere if she sees me putting on my sports shoes next time.
Ahhh! This is crap. Something is seriously wrong. I guess if this goes on, i may have to go to the doctor to find out what's happening. Let's see if this will happen when i go for a jog again. Have gotta get back to books. Byeeeeeee!
p/s: it's heart warming knowing that friends out there still cares and misses you at times <3
20082008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 11:59 PM
Let's blog something bout today before it walk into history. What's so special bout today? Well. It's one in a thousand years that it is happening, 20.08.2008. Put together 20082008. Sounds cool yea. First was 080808, next is 20082008. Bought this number for 4D anyone? Any luck? Ha. Well, i didn't know bout this date thing till i start receiving messages bout it.
Like i said, iptnet paper buang. Hahaha! Anyhow, after the paper, had a fabulous lunch with the classmates. I was practically laughing the whole day again cos i haven't got enough sleep. Hahaha! I really laughed damn hard over every single things that the classmates said la! *Laughs*
After lunch, da bao-ed foods for mom and walked back to amk with baby and vivian. They went to catch a movie, and i went home to catch my beauty sleep which i lost. Slept throught the whole afternoon.
Oh yea. I saw yan yin this morning and we walked to sports hall together. Next, i saw chia li. And then vivien and nurul in the canteen. Oh man! I still owe chiali and freda a mahjong session. Heh heh. Chia li reminded me today. Heys girl. Soon soon. Hahaha! And met up with wen xun last min. It was actually a last min decision as i needed her help. Went chomp chomp with baby, wen xun and vivian. Had DAN HUAAAAA! Whooooolaaaaalaaaaa!
Well, im tired again. I will try to study a bit more. If still cmi, i will surrender and go to bed. Toodles!
p/s: thanks for the morning call, xun (:
Like i said, iptnet paper buang. Hahaha! Anyhow, after the paper, had a fabulous lunch with the classmates. I was practically laughing the whole day again cos i haven't got enough sleep. Hahaha! I really laughed damn hard over every single things that the classmates said la! *Laughs*
After lunch, da bao-ed foods for mom and walked back to amk with baby and vivian. They went to catch a movie, and i went home to catch my beauty sleep which i lost. Slept throught the whole afternoon.
Oh yea. I saw yan yin this morning and we walked to sports hall together. Next, i saw chia li. And then vivien and nurul in the canteen. Oh man! I still owe chiali and freda a mahjong session. Heh heh. Chia li reminded me today. Heys girl. Soon soon. Hahaha! And met up with wen xun last min. It was actually a last min decision as i needed her help. Went chomp chomp with baby, wen xun and vivian. Had DAN HUAAAAA! Whooooolaaaaalaaaaa!
Well, im tired again. I will try to study a bit more. If still cmi, i will surrender and go to bed. Toodles!
p/s: thanks for the morning call, xun (:
`Friends make the world goes round
Labels: Baby Turtle, Friends, myself
2nd entry
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 5:34 PM
2nd entry of the day. Nowadays i am kinda mad i think. Hahahaha! Fancy blogging at the wrong time. Okok. No more blogging tonight. Heh heh. 2nd post. Haha! I feel like posting photos. So here it goes. This was taken at the company dinner last friday which i dreaded to go initially. But it turns out to be rather fun. Foods were nice and the entertaiment was hilarious.
My so-called trainer, kevin (:
My colleagues and the 2 kuku classmates. LOL!
My so-called trainer, kevin (:
My colleagues and the 2 kuku classmates. LOL!
While having late lunch just now, i was watching the olympics again. It was showing beach volley. And the thing that made me stunned was china playing against china -.- Ha. Nothing to do with me also. Cos that match was so boring. Okay. I ran out of topics already. Won't be back so soon i suppose. Hahaha! I am off (:
`im afraid of taking the first step out.
Comfort zone
2:13 AM
I am so bored. I know i am suppose to be studying but really really, i don't know what to study. IPTNET ehhh! Study wad. My weakest module of all. Nvm bout that. Today's paper also more or less buang already. Hahaha!
I've been thinking bout this today while i was alone to school, comfort zone. Lately, I've been put in situations whereby i am required to step out of my comfort zone. If you don't know, I am not used to talking to strangers or being with anyone whom i am not so close with. Situations like this morning, i had to attend a product training for the upcoming PC show. Baby and i were told that we won't be place in the same booth, we agreed. I thought this company doesn't want to put friends in the same booth. But it turns out that my so called group/brand, so many know each other. And crap. Some are a huge turns off to me =/
Second thing that makes me have this thought is my present job as a LG promoter. I am being deployed to various place every week. And each week, i am being put in new environment with new faces around. At that point, i know, i have to start from scratch again. I have to muster my courage to start making new friends and to know more people.
Third thing, my second job as a facilitators for Spiritmakers(click if you wish to find out more). I am being paired up with different assistants almost every assignments. But this isn't so bad. Cos at least i know some of them. Here comes the part whereby i have to step out of my comfort zone yet and again. I have to start getting to know the kids i am gonna educate for the day. You know, it aren't as scary as knowing the 'teachers' as one whole class compared to the teacher knowing the students.
All in all, i think i need a change. I need to be a little more out-going. But it's difficult, really. To you, i may be already very outgoing as i seems to be able to mix around with everyone. But the fact is that, i am not really comfortable with mixing around with new people. Ha! Call me dumb. Cos here i am talking bout comfort zone, there i goes i am not comfortable. Yea, stepping out of comfort zone isn't a comfortable thing to be in the first place.
Stepping beyond you survival zone will give you a life that offers the prospects for the greatest opportunity and the richest rewards. Why? Because it's outside your survival zone that your dreams resides. ---- Michael Kerrigan
This paragraph was 'ripped off' from a book by me. I came across this while reading the book. Inspiring, isn't it? (okay, maybe to me). Well. At this level, outside my comfort zone now is learning to interact and know more people. Dreams residing outside anot, i don't know. But one thing for sure, if i hasn't given myself a chance to know more bout baby, going out and hanging out with her(i was actually hesitating to go out with her back then. Cos as i said, im not used being with people im not close with. heh heh!) We wouldn't be together today (: Loves!
I've been thinking bout this today while i was alone to school, comfort zone. Lately, I've been put in situations whereby i am required to step out of my comfort zone. If you don't know, I am not used to talking to strangers or being with anyone whom i am not so close with. Situations like this morning, i had to attend a product training for the upcoming PC show. Baby and i were told that we won't be place in the same booth, we agreed. I thought this company doesn't want to put friends in the same booth. But it turns out that my so called group/brand, so many know each other. And crap. Some are a huge turns off to me =/
Second thing that makes me have this thought is my present job as a LG promoter. I am being deployed to various place every week. And each week, i am being put in new environment with new faces around. At that point, i know, i have to start from scratch again. I have to muster my courage to start making new friends and to know more people.
Third thing, my second job as a facilitators for Spiritmakers(click if you wish to find out more). I am being paired up with different assistants almost every assignments. But this isn't so bad. Cos at least i know some of them. Here comes the part whereby i have to step out of my comfort zone yet and again. I have to start getting to know the kids i am gonna educate for the day. You know, it aren't as scary as knowing the 'teachers' as one whole class compared to the teacher knowing the students.
All in all, i think i need a change. I need to be a little more out-going. But it's difficult, really. To you, i may be already very outgoing as i seems to be able to mix around with everyone. But the fact is that, i am not really comfortable with mixing around with new people. Ha! Call me dumb. Cos here i am talking bout comfort zone, there i goes i am not comfortable. Yea, stepping out of comfort zone isn't a comfortable thing to be in the first place.
Stepping beyond you survival zone will give you a life that offers the prospects for the greatest opportunity and the richest rewards. Why? Because it's outside your survival zone that your dreams resides. ---- Michael Kerrigan
This paragraph was 'ripped off' from a book by me. I came across this while reading the book. Inspiring, isn't it? (okay, maybe to me). Well. At this level, outside my comfort zone now is learning to interact and know more people. Dreams residing outside anot, i don't know. But one thing for sure, if i hasn't given myself a chance to know more bout baby, going out and hanging out with her(i was actually hesitating to go out with her back then. Cos as i said, im not used being with people im not close with. heh heh!) We wouldn't be together today (: Loves!
p.s: okay, the last one wasn't suppose to be there. Hahahaha! And sigh, baby, you better be well and rest more ):
`it's the way you make me feel
DSTR PAPER!
Monday, August 18, 2008 3:42 AM
//Edited
Oops! I aren't suppose to be here again. Dumb me! Always forgo-ing my sleep for some unnecessary things. LOL! Well, im pretty much awake now. Just sorta pack my stuffs for tmr. And ahhh! I need to be at sim lim square by 9am! CRAP SHIT! So early!
Ha! Wen xun just msg-ed me! WTH! Light but not dark sleeper! Hahahaa! FYI, wen xun is migrating cos winter is coming. Uh oh! I am going to bed soon. Lol! Ok. Set aside a day for me before you fly off to thailand(sa wa ti ka!; 3 bowls of pig trotters!) LOL! Nvm if you dont get it. Hahahaha! Oops! Okok! But come on, you will miss my lovely jokes for 6days =P Wahahahahas!
Oops! I aren't suppose to be here again. Dumb me! Always forgo-ing my sleep for some unnecessary things. LOL! Well, im pretty much awake now. Just sorta pack my stuffs for tmr. And ahhh! I need to be at sim lim square by 9am! CRAP SHIT! So early!
Ha! Wen xun just msg-ed me! WTH! Light but not dark sleeper! Hahahaa! FYI, wen xun is migrating cos winter is coming. Uh oh! I am going to bed soon. Lol! Ok. Set aside a day for me before you fly off to thailand(sa wa ti ka!; 3 bowls of pig trotters!) LOL! Nvm if you dont get it. Hahahaha! Oops! Okok! But come on, you will miss my lovely jokes for 6days =P Wahahahahas!
Anyway abit of updates for dstr paper eve(yesterday), woke up at 2pm. Was dragged out by the bed literally by mom. She tried all means to wake me up -.- Had lunch and wanted to start revising BUT mom asked me to go "Waist Coast Road" (simi waist coast road?!) with her. She told me it was at Serangoon. When dad drove us there, he went through CTE. I was like, "Serangoon need to go from CTE meh??". On the way, mom showed me the sms with the address. Turns out to be Race Course Road and is near Farrer Park MRT!!! -.- Walao!
Anyhow. Mom wanted to go there to buy crystal, asked me to go with her. Okay, i went. Wahahaha! Mom got me a crystal braclet too (price for asking me along =P). Dad came to pick us. Before we left, we went to have some yummy foods which i haven't had for eons. *Slurrps* After eating, mom suggested going to the brunese temple near balastier. Went and home-d after that.
Reached home in time for the ping pong match! Okay, im nobody to comment bout the match cos im not ping pong expert. But nevertheless, good job though sg lost. It's okay. I am still proud to be singaporean. Really i am (:
Before leaving home, i told mom. "Huh! I just woke up. Then you asked me go out. I think today for me will be buy crystal, come back watch ping poing and then sleeping time already lo!". First 2 bingo, but i studied after the match =D *pat on shoulder*
`In the end, in the end it was you
Sleepyhead
Sunday, August 17, 2008 2:50 AM
I just came home not long ago after meeting baby. Despite sleeping for almost the whole day, still I can't help but feeling so tired (i don't know what is wrong with me) again. I wanna go sleep soon. I don't know how am i gonna survive the DSTR paper on monday. Good luck to me! *imsodead*
I still haven't gotten my desserts which i have been craving for )):
p/s: it's sunday and another hectic week gonna start again. Sigh =/
I still haven't gotten my desserts which i have been craving for )):
p/s: it's sunday and another hectic week gonna start again. Sigh =/
SGH
Saturday, August 16, 2008 10:12 PM
While waiting for my mom to come back with the car, i decided to post a very cool photo of myself studying. This was taken by vivian or kaisin(i don't know who actually) while we were studying in rp. And baby posted it on her blog as she claimed it was very cool. Okay, then i shall be generous a bit and share with all of you. Tada~! Here it goes the Sexy Gorgeous Hot babe, RHOWENA CHIA! (: OKOK! Swallowed back your vomit. Hahaha!
Well, studying anot, you shall determines it (: In fact at that point of time, i was trying to get the informations on the book into my tweeny little tiny brain. Oh well. Studying nowadays is such a chore to me. I have to force all the informations into my brain like some squeezing an oversize elephant into a freaking small fridge.
Alright, mom should be back anytime now. And hopefully she does! Cos baby is waiting ): Oh well. Sigh ):`at one point of time, you may find yourself hanging in the middle of nowhere
Random
Thursday, August 14, 2008 1:33 AM
Okay. Some not so long overdue photographs. Please dont whack me when some of you see these okay ): Cos whoever last min or days before ask me if im free, if i can make it, i will meet you. Just like how peixuan did. She asked if i was free days before we met, and yea, i was. So i meet her. Anyway, some photos first before i go on. Oh ya! Thanks girl for accompanying me around that day just to search for the things i wanted to get (: Much loves! (:
I have so much things i wanna blog about. But i just couldn't put it into words. I don't know how. My thoughts now are all like rojak. If i were to just type it out randomly, all of you will faint i guess. Haha. Anyway, work lately has been well. School wise, exams starting officially on monday and my classmates are still as nice as ever. And baby and i are still loving as ever. Hmm. What else have i missed out? Or rather what else you all wanna know? Haha.
Oh yea. Forgot to mention. I bumped into huiling and huishan co-incidentally on sunday after our work at amk hub. I met huiling in RP library the follwing day too. I believe we do have a lot to catch up. So heys! TONG HUILING! If you see this, you better book me one day soon! Limited vacancies ah! HAHAHA! Drive me around soon! ((: Anyway, congrats girl. Good job, you did it (:
Ahhhh! Crap! Having headache all of a sudden. I am gonna sleep early tonight. Oh well, I shouldnt be here in the first place. Exams are driving everyone nuts! Haiya! I am off. Will be back for more. Stay tuned.
p/s: to all my friends whom i haven't met for long, IMISSYOU ALL! Take loads of care! See you all soon ((: Much loves!
Oh yea. Forgot to mention. I bumped into huiling and huishan co-incidentally on sunday after our work at amk hub. I met huiling in RP library the follwing day too. I believe we do have a lot to catch up. So heys! TONG HUILING! If you see this, you better book me one day soon! Limited vacancies ah! HAHAHA! Drive me around soon! ((: Anyway, congrats girl. Good job, you did it (:
Ahhhh! Crap! Having headache all of a sudden. I am gonna sleep early tonight. Oh well, I shouldnt be here in the first place. Exams are driving everyone nuts! Haiya! I am off. Will be back for more. Stay tuned.
p/s: to all my friends whom i haven't met for long, IMISSYOU ALL! Take loads of care! See you all soon ((: Much loves!
`take one step at a time, there's no need to rush
HAPPY 7TH!
Friday, August 08, 2008 1:35 AM
This post only applies to the name of BEATRICE LEE or the person below! If not, sorry! =P Piority goes to her today. So too bad. Ha! I was just kidding. The rest i will blog bout it tmr (: More photos are piling i know. But shhhhh! Next time okay! Haha! Back to topic.
Hoooorayyyyyy! Babbbbbbbyyyyyy! It's our 7th month already!! And co-incidentally, it falls on the 8 of August 2008 (080808)! Nice date! Ha! Did you pick the 8th from the start? Hahaha! Aiya, every month also the same old thing. Maybe i should say something new (: If not you gonna get sick of me already. Hahaha! Oh well! I pretty much enjoy the days with you baby! I don't care how people stare at us whenever we go out. I DON'T CARE! Cos i have a sweet but cheeky baby and they don't have(Evidence below!). So too bad! Wahahahas!
Anyway baby. Exams are coming. Study hard and well yea! All the best (: And last but not forgotten, ILOVEYOU LOADS BABY TURTLE! ((: Okay, maybe my words aren't that touching. But can you still give me a big bear hug when you see me tomorrow (:
`my heart was stolen the very day i fall for you <3
Labels: Baby Turtle
Sorry.
Sunday, August 03, 2008 1:42 AM
//Sorry is all i could said.
//Empty promises are what i always gave.
//Sorry for putting my ego so high always.
//I wish i hasn't screwed it this way.
//I know now it's too late to say, but somehow i wish our sisterhood will still stay...
While working today, a familiar song echoed through the hall. Somehow it bring backs memories. I don't wish to spell out. But it's something i wanna keep with me dearly. The song is by colin ray - love me. Don't know if you still remember, but well. I feel for the song. Just like how i feel for that song tearsdrop on my guitar by Taylor Swift.
I don't know how to put all these into words. Some things are never meant to be told in the first place. Tell me how to go bout handling human r/s. But shhh! Let me scouts the answers on my own. Time to be independent, time to learn how to take things in my stride. I just gotta admit, im no longer mummy's/daddy's girl. Note to self, listen more, god gave me 2ears and 1 mouth.
Ha. I am still doing good. Really (:
p/s: it's 3rd of August.
//Empty promises are what i always gave.
//Sorry for putting my ego so high always.
//I wish i hasn't screwed it this way.
//I know now it's too late to say, but somehow i wish our sisterhood will still stay...
While working today, a familiar song echoed through the hall. Somehow it bring backs memories. I don't wish to spell out. But it's something i wanna keep with me dearly. The song is by colin ray - love me. Don't know if you still remember, but well. I feel for the song. Just like how i feel for that song tearsdrop on my guitar by Taylor Swift.
I don't know how to put all these into words. Some things are never meant to be told in the first place. Tell me how to go bout handling human r/s. But shhh! Let me scouts the answers on my own. Time to be independent, time to learn how to take things in my stride. I just gotta admit, im no longer mummy's/daddy's girl. Note to self, listen more, god gave me 2ears and 1 mouth.
Ha. I am still doing good. Really (:
p/s: it's 3rd of August.
`if dealing with human r/s is one of my module, i would be dead long ago.
Terrified
Friday, August 01, 2008 1:48 PM
I had this really really horrible dream this morning before i woke up. So much for falling back to sleep again. It was really horrible that i never want to think bout it anymore. Ever since young, i am never a fan of darkness. I feel so insecure, and scared. I don't like the idea of not knowing what's out there in the dark and probably are preying on me. I don't like it, it scares the shit out of me just like how it did in my dream. No doubt darkness can be romantic, but it is also when most shitty things happen too! Sigh. I am thinking much again. But on a lighter note, in my dream, baby was my comfort. I just want a tight hug from her now ):
Baby should be home, sleeping now. She haven't sleep for the whole night >:/ God knows what time she got home >:/ And she didnt message me when she gets home >:/ RAHHHHHHHH!
Back to the dream topic, on a 2nd lighter note, i dreamt bout those kids i met back in my previous workplace. All of them were all so adorable except some were really a terror. Well, kids have this purity heart and are naive. Whatever they do, just makesyou me loves them more. Like the other day, when baby and I were sitting at the playground near my place. The words they said, the things they did, and well, the smile eventually found its way back to my face for a moment. In short, i love kids.
Oh well, i don't know why am i so random. I should be in school now but i was lazy. Sorry mates. Seems like everything i do, i always find excuses for myself. Not going to today, i admit, i am lazy. Actually wanted a free day for myself as I have been busy almost everyday. Even on weekends, i am working.
Baby should be home, sleeping now. She haven't sleep for the whole night >:/ God knows what time she got home >:/ And she didnt message me when she gets home >:/ RAHHHHHHHH!
Back to the dream topic, on a 2nd lighter note, i dreamt bout those kids i met back in my previous workplace. All of them were all so adorable except some were really a terror. Well, kids have this purity heart and are naive. Whatever they do, just makes
Oh well, i don't know why am i so random. I should be in school now but i was lazy. Sorry mates. Seems like everything i do, i always find excuses for myself. Not going to today, i admit, i am lazy. Actually wanted a free day for myself as I have been busy almost everyday. Even on weekends, i am working.
Oh well, this has been on my mine all these while =/ Mexican Cheese Fries!
Things i wanted to do today and hopefully i do:
- Tidy up my room
- Do the laundry
- Clean my fan
- Give myself a day of break from all these hectic life
- And lastly, wait for baby to wake up =/
Anyway, note to self, it's already 1st of august..
P/S: I hate my laptop ):
`If you're asking do I love you this much, I do <3
Mood-less
2:08 AM
Much things have been happening lately. But i am not gonna spell it out, trust me. To summarise it all, i haven't been feeling good lately. Seriously, i am not happy. Just bothered with stuffs.
But please don't comment bout it. Please don't. I will cheer up. I will, eventually.
Work lately have been pretty fine except the standing part. Well, made couples of friends and stuffs. This week will be at expo, hall 3A. Just in case anyone wanna come down look for me. And ya, baby did something sweet last week. She came to look for me with g and my favourite drink, 100plus! Well, she stayed over too (: Loves!
Project are much consider done. And well, hard times are consider over.
RAHHHH! I DON'T FEEL LIKE TYPING MUCH AND ACTING HAPPY AS IF I AM NOW! I AM REALLY FEELING SO KLDSFKDSFJDSFWEWRTJOIEKFFM! BUT DONT COMMENT BOUT IT! SERIOUSLY DON'T! THANK YOU!
p/s: anyway, thanks baby <3
But please don't comment bout it. Please don't. I will cheer up. I will, eventually.
Work lately have been pretty fine except the standing part. Well, made couples of friends and stuffs. This week will be at expo, hall 3A. Just in case anyone wanna come down look for me. And ya, baby did something sweet last week. She came to look for me with g and my favourite drink, 100plus! Well, she stayed over too (: Loves!
Project are much consider done. And well, hard times are consider over.
RAHHHH! I DON'T FEEL LIKE TYPING MUCH AND ACTING HAPPY AS IF I AM NOW! I AM REALLY FEELING SO KLDSFKDSFJDSFWEWRTJOIEKFFM! BUT DONT COMMENT BOUT IT! SERIOUSLY DON'T! THANK YOU!
p/s: anyway, thanks baby <3
