He loves you, he loves you not!
Monday, January 25, 2010 1:07 AM
The difference between a man who loves you and a man who doesn't:
1) He goes shopping with you for your stuffs, better still, bring you out to shop.
- A man who doesn't loves you will not fork out time for you, let alone shop.
2) He brings you to your favourite places, do your favourite activities, or even eat your favourite foods.
- A man who doesn't loves you will only care about his own interest.
2) He send you home from his house no matter how tired he is, be it drive or ride. If neither, he will at least walk you down to the bus stop or cab stand.
- A man who doesn't loves you just cannot be bothered.
3) He expect a phone call or sms to let him know that you're home safely, esp after meeting him!
- A man who doesn't loves you, can't be bothered bout your safety.
4) He plans and talks about the future with you, hoping that you'll be the one who will walk with him till the end.
- A man who doesn't loves you, will not even think, plan and talk with you about tomorrow, let alone both of your future.
5) He will not only verbally say that he loves you, but he'll also show it through his actions!
- A man who doesn't loves you, will take you for granted.
6) And the man who loves you, will never hurt you..
- But the man who doesn't loves you, will think of lies to conceal the hurt and push away the blame.
Come to think of it, i realized how foolish and dumb i was in the past. All the signs that show, i refused to believe. Now that i've met someone so much better, i won't be so stupid again the next time. Well, don't think will have next time anymore. Cos i guess, i've found my happiness (:
//Side-tracked:
Went shopping at JB with darling, his mom and sis. I am happy little girl! Cos i got a couple of things today! Can say it's fruitful trip, and i enjoyed my day out with them (: And happy because darling is willing to do shopping with me, wait for me to try out the clothes and shoes! ((:
In regards to the first topic, well. You may beg to differ, however, that is how i feel.
A promise fulfilled
Thursday, January 21, 2010 1:06 AM
I shouldn't be updating blog now. BUT BUT BUT!! TELL YOU HORRRRR!! I had a nice and sumptuous dinner last night!! JAPANESE BUFFET!! It's so super nice that i wanna share you with people!! Hahaha!! It's really a must try!!
So yesterday was darling's off day and he came to pick me after my work!! We went down to Hotel Miramar, Ikoi Japanese Restaurant for dinner. He owed me this treat since before we got together!! A bet that time to motivate me to school during fyp days. Hahaha!
Too bad, we didn't bring camera. Next month next month! We will be going again soon! Hehe! Next time will post photos! Okay, end of story. Back to phone with Darling!!
P/S: THANK YOU DARLING!! ILOVEYOU!! IT'S THE 3RD MONTH!! :D
You and Me
Monday, January 18, 2010 1:43 AM
We talk about our everyday.
We talk about our friends.
We talk about our families.
We talk about our jobs.
We talk about our problems.
Most importantly, we talk about our future.
That's what we are working towards for.
And i believe, we'll make it ♥
P.S, I love you!
Beyonce - Sweet Dreams
Wednesday, January 13, 2010 5:47 PM
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Turn the lights on
Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes I'm going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?
Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?
You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)
My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up you're there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side
Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?
You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)
My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
Tattoo your name across my heart so it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?
You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)
My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
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Reminiscing 2009
Monday, January 11, 2010 5:04 PM
//Read at your own risk! It's not gonna be a short post, i'm warning you!
I guess this entry came a little too late. 11 days since the beginning of 2010. So how did it goes for you? Good, better, best? Mine was awesome despite some things that have been going on since the start of it. But it's still great for me! ((:
The end of a year, the start of another usually make one reminisce the past one year. Guess this when most people do their self-reflection, at least for me.
2009 was seriously a rollar coaster year for me - the ups and the downs, the happiness and the sadness. But it was all good for EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON! Hehe! Yup, sure is my favourite quote! Let's see, let's see.
In 2009, i went through 3 relationships. Well, and perhaps an unoffical one too. Okay, let's name them B, L, E and EL. Was in a relationship with B for a year odd till it ended in start of may, i guess. 'Rested' for 2months plus before getting into another with L. The relationship with L lasted for a month and ended. Yes, it was very short and i don't like short-term relationship either. Thought wouldn't get into another one so fast, but... 3 months later i got together with EL! Heh heh, but the one with EL lasted till now. And everything is still going on great! ((:
Well, for E? He has always been there all along, waiting silently seizing the opportunities when it arose. Take it as i don't know how to appreciate him and i disappoint him time after time. The time, the cash and the effort that he put in to make me happy, i never know how to appreciate it. He was always there for me at my lowest point (after the 2 breakups).
Despite all these failed relationship, lessons learnt and well, it might not be a bad thing afterall! (: And maybe, it made me a stronger person too (: Let's see what have i gained this time round in 2009.
If not for B letting me go, i wouldn't understand the importance of friends and kinship ( wasn't on very good terms with doreen for some reasons!).
If not for B letting go, i wouldn't have know L.
If not for L, i wouldn't have know what i want for myself.
If not for L, i wouldn't gain a buddy - Eric Loke!
And if not for eric loke, i wouldn't be with darling now and so happy now! Hehehe!
Apart from relationship, just when the year ended, i logon to my facebook feeling super upset (quarrels with mom). With the heat still rising in me, i saw some comments on stephanie's fb wall. I was wondering why is everybody commenting that they miss her, where is she going or what happened to her exactly. I read the news online, only to realise she had passed on in a bike accident while Jinyu the rider is in a critical condition.
Life is so fragile. This moment that person may be standing beside you healthily and happily, but the next moment they could just be taken away from you. In my impression, she's a very bubbly girl and active in school band. Life is never fair, seriously. What sin has she committed? Why must she be the one ending her life so early? Why is life so cruel? She would have been celebrating her 21st this month! She probably had only live 1/4 of her life!
I can never imagine the pain of a parent losing a child.
I can never imagine the pain of a sibiling losing a sister.
I can never imagine the pain of a relative losing someone in the family.
I can never imagine the pain of a friend losing a close buddy.
I can never imagine the pain of a partner losing some i love with all my heart.
And i can never imagine the pain of i escaping from death and only to know, i have somehow causes the death of my closest friend.
I can never imagine the pain of seeing my own child lying motionlessly on the hospital bed.
I can never imagine the pain of seeing my own sibiling in coma, not knowing when will he/she wake up.
I can never imagine the pain of being so helpless not knowing what to do but watch one fighting for surivial in ICU.
And I can never imagine the pain of losing a close friend and seeing another lying in hospital in a critical condition.
Rest in peace steph! And Jinyu! Stay strong! Everybody is praying hard for your recovery!
Please be safe my dear friends and family. I am praying for all your wellness and happiness. Live your life to the fullest!
I guess this entry came a little too late. 11 days since the beginning of 2010. So how did it goes for you? Good, better, best? Mine was awesome despite some things that have been going on since the start of it. But it's still great for me! ((:
The end of a year, the start of another usually make one reminisce the past one year. Guess this when most people do their self-reflection, at least for me.
2009 was seriously a rollar coaster year for me - the ups and the downs, the happiness and the sadness. But it was all good for EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON! Hehe! Yup, sure is my favourite quote! Let's see, let's see.
In 2009, i went through 3 relationships. Well, and perhaps an unoffical one too. Okay, let's name them B, L, E and EL. Was in a relationship with B for a year odd till it ended in start of may, i guess. 'Rested' for 2months plus before getting into another with L. The relationship with L lasted for a month and ended. Yes, it was very short and i don't like short-term relationship either. Thought wouldn't get into another one so fast, but... 3 months later i got together with EL! Heh heh, but the one with EL lasted till now. And everything is still going on great! ((:
Well, for E? He has always been there all along, waiting silently seizing the opportunities when it arose. Take it as i don't know how to appreciate him and i disappoint him time after time. The time, the cash and the effort that he put in to make me happy, i never know how to appreciate it. He was always there for me at my lowest point (after the 2 breakups).
Despite all these failed relationship, lessons learnt and well, it might not be a bad thing afterall! (: And maybe, it made me a stronger person too (: Let's see what have i gained this time round in 2009.
1) Don't assume that your partner will be bother by your problems. In fact, if he/she loves you, they will be more than willing to face them all with you (: And he/she definitely would wanna know what's going on with you, and help you.
2) Be honest and open with each other. Don't keep things to yourself for you don't like your partner to keep things from you too, right? Esp issues (good/bad) regarding the relationship! Voice out and work towards a better and stable relationship! (:
3) Be sure of what you want! If you feel that no matter what you do, things are not working out despite talking it through or that person is not who you are looking for. Spare yourself from the agony, it's time to move on.
4) Start everything afresh in a new relationship. The previous might hurt, but don't condemn the current. Things might as bad as you think! (: Let go of all your nonsensical theories.
5) After getting upset with a failed relationship, pick yourself up back again! If not for it have ended, you wouldn't be leading a better and happier life now (be it getting attached again, or leading a single life)! (: For my case, getting together with darling! Hehehe!
6) Fight for your own happiness! Stop leaving it to fate! If fate wants you to be rich, and you do nothing, will you get rich? Same thing! If you don't fight for the one you love, do you think you will be with who you are today? Esp girls! Don't be so noble BUT DUMB to send your boyf to another girl! Unless that guy is a jerk, if not hold on to your happiness! (:
7) If you think you're the worst. Think again! Compare yourself with those people in 3rd world country! They are fretting over survival, and here you are gaining sympathy for a nasty breakup!
2) Be honest and open with each other. Don't keep things to yourself for you don't like your partner to keep things from you too, right? Esp issues (good/bad) regarding the relationship! Voice out and work towards a better and stable relationship! (:
3) Be sure of what you want! If you feel that no matter what you do, things are not working out despite talking it through or that person is not who you are looking for. Spare yourself from the agony, it's time to move on.
4) Start everything afresh in a new relationship. The previous might hurt, but don't condemn the current. Things might as bad as you think! (: Let go of all your nonsensical theories.
5) After getting upset with a failed relationship, pick yourself up back again! If not for it have ended, you wouldn't be leading a better and happier life now (be it getting attached again, or leading a single life)! (: For my case, getting together with darling! Hehehe!
6) Fight for your own happiness! Stop leaving it to fate! If fate wants you to be rich, and you do nothing, will you get rich? Same thing! If you don't fight for the one you love, do you think you will be with who you are today? Esp girls! Don't be so noble BUT DUMB to send your boyf to another girl! Unless that guy is a jerk, if not hold on to your happiness! (:
7) If you think you're the worst. Think again! Compare yourself with those people in 3rd world country! They are fretting over survival, and here you are gaining sympathy for a nasty breakup!
If not for B letting me go, i wouldn't understand the importance of friends and kinship ( wasn't on very good terms with doreen for some reasons!).
If not for B letting go, i wouldn't have know L.
If not for L, i wouldn't have know what i want for myself.
If not for L, i wouldn't gain a buddy - Eric Loke!
And if not for eric loke, i wouldn't be with darling now and so happy now! Hehehe!
Apart from relationship, just when the year ended, i logon to my facebook feeling super upset (quarrels with mom). With the heat still rising in me, i saw some comments on stephanie's fb wall. I was wondering why is everybody commenting that they miss her, where is she going or what happened to her exactly. I read the news online, only to realise she had passed on in a bike accident while Jinyu the rider is in a critical condition.
Life is so fragile. This moment that person may be standing beside you healthily and happily, but the next moment they could just be taken away from you. In my impression, she's a very bubbly girl and active in school band. Life is never fair, seriously. What sin has she committed? Why must she be the one ending her life so early? Why is life so cruel? She would have been celebrating her 21st this month! She probably had only live 1/4 of her life!
I can never imagine the pain of a parent losing a child.
I can never imagine the pain of a sibiling losing a sister.
I can never imagine the pain of a relative losing someone in the family.
I can never imagine the pain of a friend losing a close buddy.
I can never imagine the pain of a partner losing some i love with all my heart.
And i can never imagine the pain of i escaping from death and only to know, i have somehow causes the death of my closest friend.
I can never imagine the pain of seeing my own child lying motionlessly on the hospital bed.
I can never imagine the pain of seeing my own sibiling in coma, not knowing when will he/she wake up.
I can never imagine the pain of being so helpless not knowing what to do but watch one fighting for surivial in ICU.
And I can never imagine the pain of losing a close friend and seeing another lying in hospital in a critical condition.
Rest in peace steph! And Jinyu! Stay strong! Everybody is praying hard for your recovery!
Please be safe my dear friends and family. I am praying for all your wellness and happiness. Live your life to the fullest!
`Goodbye 2009, Im not gonna look back at you anymore!
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