I Got You

wheets!!

Wednesday, December 27, 2006 6:44 PM

wheets!!
finally i can post an entry (:
but it is slow though =/
due to the earthquake in taiwan, the internet connection is affected.
thought sth wrong with my computer, so i keep deleting programmes from my pc.
it doesn't help of course O_O!

this morning, went for 2 interviews at recruit express.
hmmm.
hope for the best.
hopefully i get a job soon.
a job which workplace that is near to my house ( not kallang for goodness's sake!!)
and its pay satisfied me.
hard to find though.
lol.
but well.
keeping my fingers crossed (:

hurry hurry!!
more interviews!!
more choices!!

after the interview, i went home.
decided to stay home and be a good gal (i've always been one =p )
felt accomplished today.
i did the laundry and i changed my bedsheet.
of course i could i do more things.
but i take my own sweet time -.-"
still, im happy (:

supposed to meet devi.
but in the end didnt.
hmmm.
jiaen called this afternoon.
asked me acc her go cut hair then go out.
so sorry.
thought i was going out tonight.

my beloved NO4, yvonnie ringed me this afternoon too (:
was surprised.
muahahahhaas!!
so happy to hear hers and ting ting's voice!!
so excited that a gathering will be coming up soon XD
wheets!!

cant wait to see my long time no see friends & juniors XD
so excited!!
lalalalas~
hurry hurry.
those wanna see me, hurry ring me!!
hahas.
im mad XD

oh ya.
i saw jia jia on my way back home today.
chated a bit.
then we bid goodbye.

oh well.
friends come and go.
some you were once so close with, now became strangers.
how amazing can life get.
hahas.
sometimes, i can't help thinking.
maintaing a long term friendship, it takes both hands to clap.
if one don't take initiative to contact each other, the bond will be gone.
you cant expect friend A to keep ringing friend B all the time while friend B don't take the initiative right.
it is not a matter of fairness.
it is like friend B cant be bothered with the friendship.

nvm.
i don't know how to put my thoughts to words.
the way i typed, seems confusing.
ok.
one ideal eg will be sumin and i.
once so close.
now?
wadever la.
i cant be bothered.
cos friends come and goes.

lol.
i am not upset or wadever.
just random.
just find friendship very amazing too.
lol.

okay.
time to cook dinner.
toodles.

-from friends to strangers-

bad day

Tuesday, December 26, 2006 7:45 PM

from someone who enjoy work a lot to someone who FUCKING RESIST work now.
how amazing can it get.
haha.
practically im not in the mood.
this afternoon wanted to type a very vulgar post.
but navigaated from the page.
decided not to rant like a mad dog.
lol.

ok.
i also duno wad else to update now.

hopefully my dear friend will get better.
i know it is hard.
but well.
be strong my girl (:
we'll be there for you (:

im back!!

Wednesday, December 20, 2006 6:31 PM

HI!!
im back!!
hmm.
hope things have been going on well for all?
hahas.

ask me if china and hkg is fun.
no.
it is not.
you may beg to differ.
but well.
i hate going there.
first, i hate crowded places (and i mean VERY crowded).
second, i hate bad-mannered citizens.
some but not all china ppl protrayed themselves as a very low-life people.
which leads me to walk with my head up high there.
ya.
act as if i am proud.
but yea.
im proud there.
at least i have my manners.

well.
i was hoping to get out of there ASAP.
first, the people ard me ( my uncles and so on).
second is the environment.
third, there is a lot of imitations there in china which confused me which is real and which is not.
and lastly, the water and foods!!
oh god!
it is nice but i am scared of it man!!
dim sum, the huS and RICE every meal.

well.
photos will be up soon (:
this is just a short elaboration of the trip.
tags will be replied later.
sorry la.
cant blame me.
im lazy =p
heh heh.

wheets!!
i love the ring on my finger (:
i bought from china.
wheets!!

that's all.
home sweet home (:

before i go..

Wednesday, December 06, 2006 11:16 AM

last entry before i leave sg.
hmmm.
actually.
i also don't know what to say here.
just blogging to kill my boredom?
lmao.

lately, i have been spending time staring blankly in space.
with thousand thoughts running thru my mind.
i am feeling uneasy.
no.
uneasy should not be the word.
i don't know.
nvm.

hmmm.
I am getting more and more short fuse these days.
My patience level is getting lower each day.
sth spoilt my day this morning.
firstly is the big momo.
early in the morning, kao bei kao bu.
then first call of the day chee bye customer.

wadever la.
forgive and forget.
don't wanna think abt other things anymore.
just gonna relax myself and enjoy my 2 weeks holiday.
yeah!!
2 weeks don't need to see those stupid faces.
you know who i am talking abt (:

if only there is computer in the hotel with internet access
or better still.
laptop.
lol.
im dreaming.
im a dreamer (:
shall get one soon.

well.
to my dear friends.
i will miss you guys.
enjoy your work and studies (:
take care!

and not forgetting my special one.
you better not forget what i said ya.
and take care of yourself.
imissyou (:

-left unspoken-

hidden thoughts

12:33 AM

i am leaving sg in less that 24 hours time.
going for holiday.
however, i don't really have got the holiday mood.
perhaps i am tired.

mood swing this few days.
you better don't pissed me off i warn you.
esp you!
that mappila!
if not you will see my shoes stuck in your mouth.

i have yet to decide.
private or polys?
sigh.
why must make decision in life?!

i am tired.
i am tired of the job.
i am tired of the stupid system si*g*el have.
hello!!
we are always the one who get scolded ok.
i seriously don't feel like answering calls =/
i am getting from bad to worst.

was reading thru some blogs just now.
there is sad, happy and ... blog.
i came across one.
shall not mention names.
i can't believe he typed those.
lol.
hmmm.
come to think of it.
how do one express love?
by words or actions?

c'mon man.
you will never know what will happen in future.
the way that guy typed, i don't know if i should laugh or wad.
don't know.
different ppl, different way of expressing love.

my uncle is fucking childish.
i cant stand it.
i am having mood swing, he is there disturbing me.
and yes.
i am irritated >:(

won't be in sg for 2 weeks.
so take care ppl.
take things easy.
stay cool.

toodles.

-many hidden thoughts and feelings-

ouch!

Saturday, December 02, 2006 7:40 PM

my wisdom tooth is hurting again.
i think it is growing.
i saw a small white thing.
depending on medication to ease the pain now =/
hmmm.
not really also la.
only when i cant take it anymore, then i'll take.
as you know.
i don't like medicines.

i realised sth.
i am blogging more often in the office.
hmmm.
i hardly use com at all.
so you see the number of entry reduced.
i am tired =/

last night.
i slept at 1.++am.
before i slept, i saw a missed call from a unknown number.
i thought it is one of my friends.
i sent a msg asking "you are?".
no reply.
wad the fuck.
i don't know.
probably 20 - 40mins later he called.
me: who are you?
he : who are you?
me: do i know you? (i was suspecting is my uncle)
he: my name is raymond. how abt yours?
me: (for a moment, i thought is my uncle) uncle, don't play alr la ( in hokkein)
he: huh? wad is your name?
me: rhowena.
he: how old are you?
me: 17
he: i am 18. i am a foreigner.
he: are you a singaporean?
me: yes
**at this pt of time, i confirm, that bastard is not my uncle!! bcos my uncle will not disturb me for so long. i wanted to hang up the line**
he: care to come for a drink.
me: NO! and sorry, i am busy. i gotta hang up. bye.
he: can you come over my place?
me: NO!
he: can i lick you inside out?
me: NO!! (KNNBCCB)
** i hung up**

CHAO CHEE BYE!!
BLODDY FUCKER DISTURB ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.
ASKING ME THIS KIND OF STUFFS.
NAH BEI!!

i mean i don't mind if someone i know call me, interrupt my slp.
i don't mind.
it's okay.
BUT FOR THIS KIND OF FUCKER.
CHAO CHEE BYE!!
to that bastard, you are lucky that you are not holding to a singtel line.
if not by now, i will give you HELL!!
lick lick lick.
lick your mother one la.
or lick your own lan jiao la.
chao chee bye!!
one more call from you, i will make sure you go bankrupt :)

hmmm.
i am getting vulgar.
RHOWENA CHIA! TONE DOWN.
but however, he deserve it :)

another day have passed.
am i looking fwd or am i not looking fwd to the trip?

to my special one :
happy one month :)

to faz:
don't feel sinful. thanks anyway. hahas!!

-what if-