past tense
Thursday, June 21, 2007 2:03 AM
rhowena is no longer the old rhowena anymore.
the old rhowena is a big vain pot.
now the rhowena no longer care abt her image that much anymore.
she
used to apply nail colours every time the old one fades.
you will never see her nails w/o colour.
her nails will be beautifully (self-defined) trimmed.
now?
her nail is always plain and untidy (not of equal length)
hahas.
in the past, she
was strong.
she never let anything upsets her.
even if they do, she would get over it in no time.
in the past, rhowena plays to win.
now rhowena play not to lose.
she jus wanna pass the days peacefully.
everything she does now, doesnt really interest her.
she is stress, so are the people ard her.
this holiday, she didnt seems to enjoy herself.
she felt lonely.
she felt that she is being abandon by the world.
but one thing she is glad, she got wonderful friends she can count on.
they never fails to put a smile on her face (:
trying hard not to let her go off track.
accompanied her out to study, play and shop.
thanks my dear friends (:
thanks for the elephant (:
thanks for remembering, i like ele (:
thanks for the motivations (:
thanks for giving in to me everytime (:
thank you is all i can say (':
-what is the meaning of life for me now-Labels: myself
401th post
Tuesday, June 12, 2007 2:56 PM
401th post. im sick.
down with a bad flu i guess.
head hurts like f-k as if it is going to blow up any moment.
i hate the tears in my eyes whenever i had fever.
it is irritating.
very, yes.
the bed is my buddy of the day.
as if im bed ridden.
dont feel like leaving it.
how dumb.
anyway.
was suppose to be working today.
but yea.
hahas.
my dumb dumb colleague -kelvin tan was whinning for i left him alone to go in SPLASH.
hahas!
think wad, sick still must pick auspicious date one meh.
lmao!
last night went queensway after studying with the usuals -2 JWs and G.
bought sandals, shoes, FBT shorts and top.
whooo~~!
shopping makes rhowena a happy girl ((:
time with them is always the fun one.
they never fail to put a smile on my face.
thanks for helping me along all this while.
no matter in studies, or listen to my whinning.
thanks for accomodating an irritating girl -rhowena (:
thanks classmates.
you guys are the best (:
0705 -memories will always stay ((:
im sorry.-blow up my mind-
5th day
Monday, June 11, 2007 12:11 AM
work was rather fun today.
new friend found -kelvin tan (i know many kelvin tans. lol)
huiling officially joined me today ((:
she was stationed outside today whereas i stayed in the shop floor.
were in the glow cave.
kelvin was crap.
lol.
talk cock the whole day.
hence, the time passed rather quickly (:
still, my body ache all over (esp my ankles and soles!)
joey too.
3 of us..
lol.
makes a heaps of nonsenses.
hahas.
nth much today.
worked and headed home.
tired mentally and physically.
i need a break.
i seriously need to.
i can feel the rubber band gonna snap soon...
-immune- tired
Friday, June 08, 2007 12:11 AM
this is the reason why i refused to depend on someone.
im afraid.
im mentally tired.
i wish to give up.
hands are weak - cramp.
legs jelly wobble - right knee kinda having problem again.
heat rash - red dots on the body.
headache -not enough slp.
eyes tired - im sleepy.
okok.
whinning, whinning and more whinning.
i better stop.
today lesson till 4pm.
badminton all the way till 7plus.
invaded the playground.
waited for JW.
went for dinner then home.
one day have past jus like that.
work tmr.
wonder wad will happen again (:
thanks JW, G, zhili and liangyu for sending me home.
the time spent with classmates are the best.
they never fail to put a smile on my face.
Zhili you this boney, your piggy backing skill is lousy!!
lol.
JW, stop doubting our sincerity k (:
G, thanks for giving in to me all the time (:
lol.
sorry mummy.
cant attend with you today.
sigh.
im so mean.
stay away from me (:
sorry if im arrogant at times.
lol.
-let me go, let me fall-
whoosh!
Tuesday, June 05, 2007 11:34 PM
on and off headache more frequent these days.
i hate it man.
tested and proven.
when you've got not enough slp, you tend to forget things very fast.
short term memory in another words.
it's like the volatile memory.
once switch off, everything gone.
i forsee i might flunk my java.
AHHH~~!!
I DON'T WANNA EAT ICE CREAM, JW!!JAVA IS CASE SENSITIVE.urgh!!
so much have been going on these days.
confused.
afraid, i really am.
on the other hand, work is fun.
got to know more people.
see different ppl.
damn 52!
urgh!!
i wanna kill them....
the kids are so cute.
omg!!
my heart melted.
oh mine..
lil angels man (:
forget it.
better stop my whinning.
hahas!
JW:cheer up!!still got me to talk cock with you (:-afraid, i really am-
unsure
Friday, June 01, 2007 12:20 AM
im also not sure of what i want either.
sigh.
my gastric haven been that good.
might be due to skipping of meals or wadever.
it hurts every now and then =/
one more day to starting of work.
excited i am.
in a new environment.
hope the people there are nice (:
i've yet to get my shoes.
zzzZZZzz.
i wanna get a new wallet, bag, shoes, formal top, and ........
i wanna go overseas like rome, venice, italy, and .......
many things i wanna get.
many places i wanna go.
cash and money is an obstacles.
esp time.
sigh.
indescribable type of unhappiness overwhelmed me.
don't remind me of it pls.
i jus wanna run away from it..
):
-it's been a long since i heard you saying that to me-
Labels: this is definitely not what i want.
