enjoyable
Monday, July 30, 2007 1:57 AM
gloomy weather has been persisting for more than a week now.
cold wind blows, raining heavily.
blurpp!
cold!!
(someone pls give me some warmth!! pls..)
went work today.
shop floor was cold (blurrpp!)
however, for the first time, i started to enjoy work a bit (:
"try to put a smile on the customers' face" is what i told myself.
it just striked me that i should do that today.
well, i did ((:
i tried.
seeing the customers leaving the shop with satisfaction, makes me feel contended ((:
i realised i enjoy packing items too.
hahas.
running bout the shop, helping the cashiers to pack while they accept the money.
so fun.
new skill learn - packing.
learnt how to change money and return float at the cashier room.
funny things happened la.
hahas!
alright.
i think that should be all.
shall end off with the photos we took in sentosa ((:
beyond hope
Friday, July 20, 2007 1:16 AM
i have reached the stage which 4 alarms cant wake me up.
i guess i am beyond hope.
wad is wrong with me.
no idea.
-the word 'forever' doesnt even cross my mind-
engine breaking down
Thursday, July 19, 2007 12:27 AM
the battery going flat.
engine breaking down.
petrol tank drying up.
soon it wont able to move anymore.
need to send for servicing and maintenance.
worst still, repair.
what an example to use -.-"
time to slow down and do some reflections was what i wrote in the previous post.
well.
i have been going with the flow, following the crowd.
seems to be moving on endlessly, aimlessly.
and worst of all, the devil in me is breaking loose.
soon i will be out of control.
do what's best for you.
with this, i decided to leave dance company.
too much in hand.
gotta learn to give up some, i guess.
sad to say, i gave up dc.
exams are round the corner.
but seems that i am not pushing myself hard enough.
lacking of self discipline.
very tired, indeed.
sigh.
caught in the middle.
tell me.
should i pursue something that i've got passion in or stay on with the job that offers a higher pay?
seriously, i've got no idea.
I AM LOST!!
very buang.
very very buang.
rhowena is collapsing...
-so much that i wish for, but it will never come true-
slow down and think
Tuesday, July 17, 2007 2:25 AM
it's time to slow down the pace and do some reflections.
further elaborations, updates and replies of tag in the next entry (:
makes me so sick
Sunday, July 01, 2007 12:30 AM
emo emo emo!!
rhowena is emo!!
no 1, gst 7% (rhowena is not done with shopping!)!!
no 2, gerald ask "any plans tmr?" (rhowena is working tmr!).
no 3, small jw asked me to online(and u know wad happened small jw!) )):
everything happens for a reason.
true friends are hard to find, cherish.
too many things in mind, too many things to do.
don't know wad else to update.
neither do i wish to voice it out.
just too many im unhappy bout.
but i shall shove it aside and laugh it off.
to you 3, you know who you guys are.
thank you (:
- for the motivations, shopping or wadever.
- for being there for me.
*deep within, im already dead long ago*