2 more to go
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 12:09 AM
Of all times, i am sick again. Why am i such a sickly cat these few months? Feeling horrible with the body aching and the lost of moods to do anything. Sigh )):
Spent time sitting down to study the paper seriously with chester, adriel, daryl and hou bao bao. Had a sense of achievements after understanding. But i don't know what happened during the paper, mental blocked and i was confused bout some concepts. Sigh )):
1 paper down, 2 more to go. Please, please let me pass this paper )): I am really scared bout it )):
`Bless the broken road
Labels: myself, Poly mates
Grumbles
Sunday, February 15, 2009 7:53 PM
I really have the need to grumble for a while. Parents went Malaysia for 3days and will only be back tomorrow. I am left home with my bro. I was protesting strongly in the morning, hoping they will bring him away to my grand's place or with them. But to no avail.
Initially, i was quite cool that he stayed behind. But i found it wasn't the case. I have to say first. No matter how untidy i am, i will still clear up the mess in the end. Take my room for instance. My room can be untidy for very long, but eventually i will clear it up someday. For my brother, it's different. And i hate his damn untidy and dirty habit.
First, i can't stand cup/mug/glass/utensils being used and left on the table without clearing. My bro is like that. Somemore not 1, but 2! WT*! And from last night till now, it's still on the damn table!
Second, i can't stand dirty floor esp somebody rub those dirt, dust or whatever off their foots. If so, at least vacum it up! My bro did that! WT* X2!! And i had to vacum instead! @#$%^&!
Third, i hate responsiblities. I already said that morning when the parents left i don't wanna be burden by my bro! In a sense that, make sure his tummy his filled every meals! I don't wanna come home earlier with foods and give up the fun i am suppose to have outside! Ok, this point is still consider fine. At least he didnt bug me every meal.
Forth, I don't like it when i've to be a maid to him! Damn it! Outside my parents' room toilet, the filty clothes on the floor are contributed by him and parents. I am suppose to be put them into washing machine later to wash. Come on, parents' clothes, of cos im willing to bring it to the kitchen. But bro's? Am i suppose to throw my clothes there and wait for someone to bring it to the kitchen for me too?! WT* X3!!
Lastly, i don't like my mischiefs/secrets to be reveal too much to him. Like coming home late and who am i with. This point, i am keeping my fingers crossed. At least, i also have his secret which are not to be known to my mother.
Despite the points, at least he helped to fold clothes and offer joss stick when i asked him to. Well, it does simmer the fire in me a bit. If not, i would have been raging with anger now.
On the contary, V.day had just passed. It was simple, and i've no grumbles bout it. Who says v.day have to be very fanciful? But for a moment, i was surprised yet shock for she stood at my doorstep with her big bag when she said meet at my house downstairs. Ahhh! (: Placed her bag at my house and we headed out for a movie - Curious Case of Benjamin Button. Wanted to surprise her with the tickets as she thought we couldn't get the tickets due to the credit card for online booking. I didn't know debit card also can get throught at first. I myself was also over the moon when the card number was accepted (: No surprise in the end as i was forced to say out before meeting her ):
Ha. I guessed i pissed her off a little when i refused to tell her why i asked her to come over so early. Collected the tickets and off for lunch. After movie, did a little shopping at PS then dinner at fav place - Fish and Co at Glasshouse (still craving for it though) (: Short walk to orchard and headed home (:
Sum it up - Simple meals, simple activities, simple gifts and time was still well spent. It's been quite some time since we 2 have the time to ourselves too. Ahh! It's a pity we didn't take any photos ):
Last night, on the street, most couples were holding bouquet of flowers and perhaps gifts. And yea, i was only holding onto my lover's hand/arm. Haha. Baby asked if i want flowers too, I turned it down. Why? Cos i wanna be a little special! Haha! Of cos not. Well, who says gifts and flowers must be given only on v.day? I received bouquet of flower and gifts on any other days too (: And i am blessed as baby treated me well all these while we are together. I was telling myself, what's the point of receiving gifts and treated well by boyf/gf when on other days, shit always happens?
Oh well. Enough of grumbles. I wish the time will just stop at last night ):
P/S: Sorry for being so demanding and wilful at times.
P/P/S: Im contended for i've watched the 2 movies i wanted to watch ((:
Initially, i was quite cool that he stayed behind. But i found it wasn't the case. I have to say first. No matter how untidy i am, i will still clear up the mess in the end. Take my room for instance. My room can be untidy for very long, but eventually i will clear it up someday. For my brother, it's different. And i hate his damn untidy and dirty habit.
First, i can't stand cup/mug/glass/utensils being used and left on the table without clearing. My bro is like that. Somemore not 1, but 2! WT*! And from last night till now, it's still on the damn table!
Second, i can't stand dirty floor esp somebody rub those dirt, dust or whatever off their foots. If so, at least vacum it up! My bro did that! WT* X2!! And i had to vacum instead! @#$%^&!
Third, i hate responsiblities. I already said that morning when the parents left i don't wanna be burden by my bro! In a sense that, make sure his tummy his filled every meals! I don't wanna come home earlier with foods and give up the fun i am suppose to have outside! Ok, this point is still consider fine. At least he didnt bug me every meal.
Forth, I don't like it when i've to be a maid to him! Damn it! Outside my parents' room toilet, the filty clothes on the floor are contributed by him and parents. I am suppose to be put them into washing machine later to wash. Come on, parents' clothes, of cos im willing to bring it to the kitchen. But bro's? Am i suppose to throw my clothes there and wait for someone to bring it to the kitchen for me too?! WT* X3!!
Lastly, i don't like my mischiefs/secrets to be reveal too much to him. Like coming home late and who am i with. This point, i am keeping my fingers crossed. At least, i also have his secret which are not to be known to my mother.
Despite the points, at least he helped to fold clothes and offer joss stick when i asked him to. Well, it does simmer the fire in me a bit. If not, i would have been raging with anger now.
On the contary, V.day had just passed. It was simple, and i've no grumbles bout it. Who says v.day have to be very fanciful? But for a moment, i was surprised yet shock for she stood at my doorstep with her big bag when she said meet at my house downstairs. Ahhh! (: Placed her bag at my house and we headed out for a movie - Curious Case of Benjamin Button. Wanted to surprise her with the tickets as she thought we couldn't get the tickets due to the credit card for online booking. I didn't know debit card also can get throught at first. I myself was also over the moon when the card number was accepted (: No surprise in the end as i was forced to say out before meeting her ):
Ha. I guessed i pissed her off a little when i refused to tell her why i asked her to come over so early. Collected the tickets and off for lunch. After movie, did a little shopping at PS then dinner at fav place - Fish and Co at Glasshouse (still craving for it though) (: Short walk to orchard and headed home (:
Sum it up - Simple meals, simple activities, simple gifts and time was still well spent. It's been quite some time since we 2 have the time to ourselves too. Ahh! It's a pity we didn't take any photos ):
Last night, on the street, most couples were holding bouquet of flowers and perhaps gifts. And yea, i was only holding onto my lover's hand/arm. Haha. Baby asked if i want flowers too, I turned it down. Why? Cos i wanna be a little special! Haha! Of cos not. Well, who says gifts and flowers must be given only on v.day? I received bouquet of flower and gifts on any other days too (: And i am blessed as baby treated me well all these while we are together. I was telling myself, what's the point of receiving gifts and treated well by boyf/gf when on other days, shit always happens?
Oh well. Enough of grumbles. I wish the time will just stop at last night ):
P/S: Sorry for being so demanding and wilful at times.
P/P/S: Im contended for i've watched the 2 movies i wanted to watch ((:
`I wanna lie in your arms, again <3
Labels: Baby Turtle, myself
Happy V.day <3
Saturday, February 14, 2009 2:25 AM
Happy v.day everyone! Be it single or attached, may you all have an enjoyable day filled with love! (:
p/s: heh heh! i found 2 light sticks on the dinning table! ((: i love it! ((:
Labels: myself
Black Friday
Friday, February 13, 2009 11:57 PM
Went to school for to study with the cliques today. Only a few of us were present, but it's quite a fruitful one. At least i am done with my OS theory (: *pats on shoulder*
Actually, i was quite surprised that i could actually wake up earlier and made it to school. Partially, caused i received a call from office at 10am. Hence, my sleep was disrupted. Fell back to sleep but had a bad dream bout the accident again. The impact and sound in the dream seems so real. Even when i woke up ): Oh well, sat up and stone-d on the bed for a while before dragging myself outta it.
Studying together aren't a bad thing as we were also joking at the same time. Laughters made my day (:
Oh great! 2 days of peace at last. Or rather, should i say freedom (: Ahh well! Shall get back to books. Am wondering if our cliques will make it for overseas trip this holiday. *Keeping fingers crossed* (:
p/s: despite the trauma, i was secretly wishing that i could drive once more. Sigh.
Actually, i was quite surprised that i could actually wake up earlier and made it to school. Partially, caused i received a call from office at 10am. Hence, my sleep was disrupted. Fell back to sleep but had a bad dream bout the accident again. The impact and sound in the dream seems so real. Even when i woke up ): Oh well, sat up and stone-d on the bed for a while before dragging myself outta it.
Studying together aren't a bad thing as we were also joking at the same time. Laughters made my day (:
Oh great! 2 days of peace at last. Or rather, should i say freedom (: Ahh well! Shall get back to books. Am wondering if our cliques will make it for overseas trip this holiday. *Keeping fingers crossed* (:
p/s: despite the trauma, i was secretly wishing that i could drive once more. Sigh.
Labels: myself, Poly mates
It's over
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 5:51 PM
I so wanted to laugh badly. LOL! 2 women came knocking on my door just now, asked me to help them to do a survey. When i looked at the survey questions, i know it is about Christianity stuffs, again -.- Sometimes i wonder did they do it on purpose. Cos i had a guan yin facing the door, so it's pretty obvious i am a Buddhist right? And yet they did keep going on and on and on, asking me to go to their church and bla bla.
I was trying real hard to catch what they're saying. One look, they are not singaporean. From their accent too. They keep telling me bout the holy spirits. And this is the thing that make me wanna burst out laughing. That lady who is talking to me, she keep pronounncing holy as HORNY! And i was like O.O! Hahahaha! I am not trying to be bad. But she amused me! Hahahaha! Now i know why our class compile error pronounnced canon as Can-nion back then! LOL!
Okay. Enough of mocking at people's prononciation. Cos i cannot pronounce some words too ): Of cos, i am not going to tell you. If not, you all will surely burst out laughing at me too -.-
Anyway, i am pretty fine now. Got over the accident part, finally at last. Managed to drift to sleep quite fast ever since last sunday. Maybe, i was too tired. And these few days, i slept quite a bit and made up to the loss of sleep last week (:
Alright. Some overdue photos. Not all are here. But make do with it yea? You know, the laziness is a hard to kick habit for me =P
Did fish spa with janice last wednesday. Quite cheap but the fishes were scary =/ After that, went clubbing at Zouk with her and her friends. Saw xuan hong! But didn't talk long, cos she was working =/
Met up with Peixuan the week before. Had dinner at Astons and off to catch All wells Ends well. The show was funny. Well. Peixuan haven't send me all the photos. So yea (:
I was trying real hard to catch what they're saying. One look, they are not singaporean. From their accent too. They keep telling me bout the holy spirits. And this is the thing that make me wanna burst out laughing. That lady who is talking to me, she keep pronounncing holy as HORNY! And i was like O.O! Hahahaha! I am not trying to be bad. But she amused me! Hahahaha! Now i know why our class compile error pronounnced canon as Can-nion back then! LOL!
Okay. Enough of mocking at people's prononciation. Cos i cannot pronounce some words too ): Of cos, i am not going to tell you. If not, you all will surely burst out laughing at me too -.-
Anyway, i am pretty fine now. Got over the accident part, finally at last. Managed to drift to sleep quite fast ever since last sunday. Maybe, i was too tired. And these few days, i slept quite a bit and made up to the loss of sleep last week (:
Alright. Some overdue photos. Not all are here. But make do with it yea? You know, the laziness is a hard to kick habit for me =P
Did fish spa with janice last wednesday. Quite cheap but the fishes were scary =/ After that, went clubbing at Zouk with her and her friends. Saw xuan hong! But didn't talk long, cos she was working =/
Met up with Peixuan the week before. Had dinner at Astons and off to catch All wells Ends well. The show was funny. Well. Peixuan haven't send me all the photos. So yea (:
Others, shall leave it to another day. Finally, the rain stop (: Till then.
Labels: myself, Poly mates, Sec Sch Mates
13th month <3
Sunday, February 08, 2009 2:34 AM
Is that too much to ask for?
Saturday, February 07, 2009 12:51 AM
All I wanted was somebody to care, and understand. Somebody who will get me through this stage, through this tough time. I thought i am already getting it over. But the fact is, no, I haven't. I need more time perhaps.
This few days, all I get are nagging and blames(though they don't put it in a straightforward manner). But have anyone thought bout the mental stress I'm facing? Every night whenever I shut my eyes, the sound, the scenes, they just keep recurring! Do you understand how terrible i feel trying to get to sleep asap?! To stop thinking bout them?!
I know, friends are concern. They tried to console me and let me whine to them. I deeply appreciate it. I know it's just purely an accident and that i don't have to get so affected bout it. But i just can't take the mental stress that i am facing.
After so many nights of enduring, i finally broke down tonight. I am that weak afterall. Ha ha! What a joke!
This few days, all I get are nagging and blames(though they don't put it in a straightforward manner). But have anyone thought bout the mental stress I'm facing? Every night whenever I shut my eyes, the sound, the scenes, they just keep recurring! Do you understand how terrible i feel trying to get to sleep asap?! To stop thinking bout them?!
I know, friends are concern. They tried to console me and let me whine to them. I deeply appreciate it. I know it's just purely an accident and that i don't have to get so affected bout it. But i just can't take the mental stress that i am facing.
After so many nights of enduring, i finally broke down tonight. I am that weak afterall. Ha ha! What a joke!
Labels: myself
God damn it!
Tuesday, February 03, 2009 3:13 AM
2nd in less than 6 months. How awesome? I thought it never never gonna happen to me again (at least not so soon). Look! What happened? Tell me. Is it me, my luck or is it the road or others? I just have to be real glad that i am still alive and unhurt. And i am thankful whenever such things happened, there were no others with me.
I am at a loss now. And all i could do was blabbered to janice, samantha, samantha's boyf at the scene and even when i went over to look for baby just now. I don't even know what was i saying. But thanks janice for scolding the cab driver for me and offered to accompany me. Really, thanks.
And baby, sorry to impose on you just now when you could have used your time for other stuffs.
Maybe it's time, i should reflect on my driving skills. I don't see such things happening to people around me. Sometimes, I wonder how did the tester pass me on the 2nd attempt. I really ponder. Sigh.
I am at a loss now. And all i could do was blabbered to janice, samantha, samantha's boyf at the scene and even when i went over to look for baby just now. I don't even know what was i saying. But thanks janice for scolding the cab driver for me and offered to accompany me. Really, thanks.
And baby, sorry to impose on you just now when you could have used your time for other stuffs.
Maybe it's time, i should reflect on my driving skills. I don't see such things happening to people around me. Sometimes, I wonder how did the tester pass me on the 2nd attempt. I really ponder. Sigh.
Labels: myself
Sick cat
Sunday, February 01, 2009 5:57 AM
How cool can it get falling sick at this peak period? And worst of all! Having all virus and misfortunes attacking you at once. How cool!
I'm so like a dead corpse going around with a box of tissues everywhere I go. The skin underneath my nose sure gonna peel again. Why can't mom get the softest and smoothest tissue??? )):
Ahhhh! I hate it man! Making me so damn short fuse now! Here pain, there pain! Everywhere pain! Rahhh! Actually i want to continue with report. But I don't want mom come and yak at me again. So irritating. Hence I'm lying on my bed trying to get to sleep.
Sigh. What a bad weekend ): *shakes head*
I'm so like a dead corpse going around with a box of tissues everywhere I go. The skin underneath my nose sure gonna peel again. Why can't mom get the softest and smoothest tissue??? )):
Ahhhh! I hate it man! Making me so damn short fuse now! Here pain, there pain! Everywhere pain! Rahhh! Actually i want to continue with report. But I don't want mom come and yak at me again. So irritating. Hence I'm lying on my bed trying to get to sleep.
Sigh. What a bad weekend ): *shakes head*
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