*+_...i m so paranoid..._+*
Thursday, December 30, 2004 1:49 PM
i m so piss off...having a headache now...i duno watta do now...argh....my brain is almost dead...i duno watta plan le....argh...my brain is killed by the homeworks...argh....
den somemore at the back of my teeth...there is a new tooth growing...so pain...wad the hell...making mi having headache...feel like tearing the hse down...argh...i cant take it le...i dun wanna tink anymore le...!!!!**
*+_...zzzz.....zzzz..._+*
Tuesday, December 28, 2004 6:28 PM
hmmm....dumb computer hang yesterdae...so nv update my blog...hahas...but here i m le...hehex...got miss mi?bet u guys ot there miss mi badly lor...hahas...
todae went to sch to take stock..stoopie piggy wong la...asked mi go help her...somemore still late...hmmm..den after tat go j8 have lunch...den go have neoprints...hehex...so super cute...cos got mi mahx...hahas...so no choice...den scare scare see somebody lor...cos i go fake tat psn sae i got bf liaox...so meaning is ask him stop pestering mi lor...hahas...but he still dun get it...OMG!can vomit blood ar...hahas...but anyway...i tell him straight...we can onli be FRENES and nth more...hahas....thamks piggy and genieve for giving mi the courage too...now settle liaox...hahas....so fan lor...can fan until push mi to the wall ar...hahas...poor description...hahas....
hmmm...last weekend went to genting with my parents...den my mum went to play putdoor theme park with us...super funny...we played the water one...tat ride which water will splash up one...duno wad tat called la...but is tat la...hahas...my bro oso play...we all so scared...den onli mi and my mum kana water...cos i sitting in front while she sat at the back...of course will wet la...first time my mum played with us...hahas...so damn funny...hahas...
kk...trying to settle my hotel gathering...on fri...so excited...hehex...but not yet prepare lor...hmmm....trying to settle soon...
*`______new year.new start.new beginning_______`*
*+_...live with no regrets???..._+*
Thursday, December 23, 2004 5:53 PM
jus went to toa payoh with piglet tong...go see spects and go eat KFC...so tired todae...dun ask mi...i oso duno...last nite cant get to slp...dun ask mi why oso...cos i oso duno..LoLs..sigh...*yawn*..hope tml go wild wild wet can brighten mi up...hahas..
haix...duno y suddenly feel so down...recently...can someone enlighten mi...i m feeling so down...bcos i m tired?i duno..sigh...jus felt so..oso duno how to sae...mayb bcos i m in dilemae bah...sigh...i always tell myself to live with no regrets...but now?how to...can anybody enlighten mi?i've no courage to follow wad my heart tell mi...reali no...='( wad should i do...last night i was reali feeling very upset..my parents..sigh...i reali wished i could talk to sombody last night...but who can i count on...i dun wan anyone to see my saddest side...i dun wan anybody to be worry...esp my close frenes...
sigh...i just felt so dumb...somehow i just wish i can tell rh the truth...i dun have tat kinda feeling for him...but how can i..?!i've no courage...i can onli treat him as frene and nth else...!cos sth is still lingering in my heart...i've yet to let go..i still feel the pain..
i just felt tat frenes is the most important ting in my life now...and my competition..my studies too...love?let nature take its course bah..i've already leave it to fate..miracles do happen?hopefully...**
*`_______god...pls heal mi______`*
*+_..pain is part of life..._+*
Wednesday, December 22, 2004 1:51 PM
hmmm...todae so sianx...mind in a blank..duno watta blog todae..hahas...basically going to library ltre to study..can u believe it?hahas..yes..it's true..going to study my sj stuffs...and do some homeworks perharps..suddenly got the motivation to do so..hahas..
todae..my feelings is so calm..time to do some reflection perharps?hahas...duno...felt so blur todae...hahas...so i'll blog shorter todae..bye bye...takkire peeps...**
*+_...just like a small kid..._+*
Tuesday, December 21, 2004 1:05 PM
went to escape yesterdae with my nco frenes...got my honey,peixuan..davin tat tiko..jiaen tat 'auntie'..hahas..shu hui,my fellow owl..agnes,my dear..den wen xun mdm...and lastly from leopard one...shara..
hahas...tried out so many tings tat i nv have the guts to...all thanks to my 2nd honey,pei xuan...pull mi up the pepsi ride...scare mi out of my wits...dumb ride...turned mi upside down...den the flippers...spin mi round and round..as if i have taken some kinda of drugs...hahas...rainbow...hmmm...still can..but tat davin made mi laugh my head off...keep sliding in his seats...hahas...cos he is sitting alone...no choice..so pathetic..den the panasonic..i sat with davin..he damn funnie...he was 'ouching' all the way..hahas..mi?screaming lahx...wad else..hahas...den wet and wild..very fun...mi got very wet...hahas..but very fun...go kart..mi and davin first timer...we all scared will bang into sth...but bcos i pro mahx..so nv lor...hahas...=p davin is heng..so he oso nv..lastly the pirate ship..we sat 5 times...cos i promoted myself 5 times..hahas..in terms of seats lahx...each time i sat higher...it wasn't as scary as i tot..we are still singing there lor...so malu...hahas..damn fun...mi got sunburn..so sad...hahas...but i still wanna go again...!hahas..basically..i m screaming alomst every ride...hahas...pro right..just felt like i m a small kid yesterdae...worries free...wahahahas...
actually wan go will wild wet...den bcos of jia en and shu hui got tat sth so we didn't go...so sad..next time perharps...hahas...hmmm..have so much fun yesterdae...
the dae before...on sunday...went to hq for nco exams...tink i passed bah..hahas...hopefully...den took train to sengakng to meet my parents...so damn far...still must take north east line..so ma fan...during the journey...the memories seems to be coming back again..sigh...finally understand how the feelings was like bah..if i were in tat somebody's shoes...i m sorry...**
*+_...so sianx,,_+*
Thursday, December 16, 2004 5:21 PM
hmm...todae got comp trining...so sianx..but quite fun lahx...very slack..talking most of the time...so funny...esp yiting...very crappy...
hmm....tml night is ms ho's wake...so sad...duno if i can go anot...sigh...so sad...still dun believe...i suddenly miss her a lot...sigh..but hopefully i can send her on her last journey..sorry ms ho...i didn't pay attention to your story when u told mi...however i m very grateful for sharing ur story...how i wish i can hear it once more...is dis a dream...m i in reality?sigh...i m sorry ms ho for not listening to your story...but thanks for touching my life once..i will miss you...and may you rest in peace...
*`____________everyone's life is predestined____________`*
*+_...cherish those around you.._+*
Monday, December 13, 2004 3:34 PM
haix..very sad lor...ms ho passed away le...in new zealand..during her honeymoon summore...haix...her husband passed away too...in the fatal car accident..e car fell down the cliff...sigh...although i not very close with her...but still will feel sad one mahx...she tot mi PM last yr..pe/music..i used to dislyk her...cos she always catch us when we didn't dance...but now...she's gone!haix...
jus book out fom camp...dis camp..still okay la...but campfire damn sianxX...den the morning PT suxs lyk hell...i hate it...very tough lor..den give us not enough slp..summore tat indian gal ar...very rude ar..the instructor la...BNCO one...always scold ur shut up..si-ge-lem la...indian word..hahas...tats wad we call her...anyways...my grp owl...RAWKS all the way...i love owl!!!owl is the best...
haix...still cant believe it ms ho passed away...very unbelievable..!!!but jus hope tat she can rest in peace...and all those out there..dun be sad..i m sure ms ho doesn't want to see u sad..one's life is predestine..everyone will died..but is in different way and ages...life is nv fair...therefore u gotta treasure those around you before they're gone...~
*+_...sigh..camp(9/12/04-12/12/04).._+*
Wednesday, December 08, 2004 9:45 PM
hmm...tml camp...sianx...not reali looking forward to it lor..as u noe...peirce not reali very popular in zone one...u noe lahx...human nature mahx...jealousy...hmmm...no choice...therefore...we peirceans must perserve...we have no stands lor...we now must be independent..since no instructors or officers frm peirce...so peeps...jia you okay?perserve...determination...
hmm...todae went out with my sweetheart,jocelyn..went orchard..den took some photos...den after tat went toa payoh..meet lion...quarrel with her...nearly fight...but in e end...i jus told her off...cos i jus cant stand her fucking attitude...so arrogant...i noe wad i sae may be too far...but she ought to do some reflection...and reali hope she does...
to peeps out there...i reali hope u can treasure frenes around u..appreciate wad they have done for you...recall e moments tat they made a smile on ur face..and cherish the good times together...
hmmm...been 5 daes i suppose..mi and jt didn't tok to each other le...suppose our freneship is reali e end?hmmm...no idea...reali hope to noe wad's happening between us..
okay...gotta end here...doing one last packing on my bag for camp...jia you okay peeps?perserve till the end...g00dnitex...~
*+_...sigh..camp(9/12/04-12/12/04).._+*
9:45 PM
*+_...hmm...i m bacK!!!.._+*
Monday, December 06, 2004 5:34 PM
halo peeps....i m back...back for almost a week le...hmm...but very busy so nv update my blog...pai seh...hehex...hmm...very fun there...did alot of crazy tings with my aunt...hahas...her hse damn messy ar...!!!cant stand it...hahas...but very fun there....did a lot of shopping...and took alot of photos...
hmm...recently gt course...den thurs gt camp...so sianx...i hate camp!!!but still can la...quite fun though...hmmm...learnt quite alot of tings...
den hor...todae com training...very slack...sonia senior treat us very good...my team agree le...we will try our to win champion...den if reali win...we go eat seoul garden or sweensen...wadever u spell tat...hahas...
hmmm...felt kinda of...duno how to sae la...lost a frene recently...i personally tink tat frene is better...dun u tink so?hmm...duno la...if tat psn see..hope tat psn understand lo...haven even hear my explaination den...forget it...
kaes...i gotta end here le...gotta go out meet ppl take my present...hehex....bye bye...takkire...~
*+_...hmm...i m bacK!!!.._+*
5:34 PM
halo peeps....i m back...back for almost a week le...hmm...but very busy so nv update my blog...pai seh...hehex...hmm...very fun there...did alot of crazy tings with my aunt...hahas...her hse damn messy ar...!!!cant stand it...hahas...but very fun there....did a lot of shopping...and took alot of photos...
hmm...recently gt course...den thurs gt camp...so sianx...i hate camp!!!but still can la...quite fun though...hmmm...learnt quite alot of tings...
den hor...todae com training...very slack...sonia senior treat us very good...my team agree le...we will try our to win champion...den if reali win...we go eat seoul garden or sweensen...wadever u spell tat...hahas...
hmmm...felt kinda of...duno how to sae la...lost a frene recently...i personally tink tat frene is better...dun u tink so?hmm...duno la...if tat psn see..hope tat psn understand lo...haven even hear my explaination den...forget it...
kaes...i gotta end here le...gotta go out meet ppl take my present...hehex....bye bye...takkire...~