You could be a sweet dream,
Or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from
you..
oh gosh!
Tuesday, March 27, 2007 3:40 PM
wad day is it today? i've lost track of the time. lol.
fyi. im now in KL. reached ytd. will be here until fri morning. then i will fly back to sg.
phuket? omfg! i saw so many trans over there. and one of them washed my hair in the saloon. from then on.. my.. whole.. life.. changed =/ hahas. jokes. when i was at james bond island, one trans keep pulling me to his/her/it store to buy things -.-"
but well. they are still human though. heard from aunt that some even they went for op, they still have their penis down there. i was like, "HUH?! 2 BOOBS AND 1 THING DANGLING DOWN THERE?!" my aunt cant stop laughing at my reaction. don't you think it is weird? why? not enough money to do full package? do half first? laughing my ass out man!
went to the street where most of the bars are. but didnt have the time to walk in to one. that's one bar with bar top dancing. again OMFG! that trans was dancing and showing boobs and showing it's arse. yes! she/he (better call 'it') pull down her dress to show everyone her boobs. the one in pink. shit man!
did a bit of shopping. saw those t-shirts. very vulgar. here are some,
anyway. this trip didnt buy a lot of things. no time for shopping!! you know i love shopping. well.
was staying in a garden type of hotel. it is beautiful. but one thing i dun like, there got frogs and lizards!! my aunt and i was screaming our lungs out. both of us are scared. if only is there to piggy back me on this kinda route. hahas!!
hmmm. im now thinking if i should i go down to the pool for a swim or slp in =/ my aunt is out for a dentist appointment. im alone in the room.
wheets!! zouk-ing one of these coming nights. and clubbing at the jungle. im awaiting. my aunt is crazy over clubbing too (;
i know you guys are wondering where is the pictures. apparently, it is taking way too slow and i mean slow. thus i decided to give up. wait till i get back to sg.
miss me peeps (; hahas!!
okay
Tuesday, March 20, 2007 4:41 PM
thanks for your concern folks. i am getting better now. at least the blood clot is lesser now. so yep (:
stayed home the whole day. felt kinda weird not working. but i sort of enjoy it. hahas. but i cant seems to slp for str 12 hours w/o waking up. nevertheless, i slept for at least 8 hours.
aunt doria is coming back in the evening. gonna pick her up later. sigh. my trip is not confirm. wait till aunt doria get back.
well well. many thoughts were racing thru my mind since last night. was thinking of a 'flawless plan' =/ how to.. (not telling you though. bleah!) hmm. racking my brains. generate more brain juice pls!
counting down to starting of school. may vinson's nyp appeal is successful. then there will be someone is in the same course as me, or same sch at least. keeping my fingers crossed. i want to receive good news when i come back (X
replies to tag, to jen : at least my blog don't have "KILL ME PLEASE!" hahas. and i don't take a photo of myself standing in the dark with a gadget in my hand. muahahahahas!!
to lion : sure hunie! will ask you out soon! hmm. after my orientation. i know kinda long. but well. take care!
to jiaenn: don't worry girl. im alright (: recovering now (;
to mervyn: no worries (: i will. thanks friend.
that's all folks.
`-i'll climb the hightest mountain. i'll swim the deepest sea-`
my blood clot-ted eye
Sunday, March 18, 2007 12:12 AM
fyi.
this is how the blood clot in my right eye look like. seems like i am being possessed. lol.
well. going to slp now. toodles!
new blogskin.
Saturday, March 17, 2007 12:11 PM
comments on my new blogskin pls (:
sadly, i wanted to change the background to white. but i cant seems to figure out. hmm. but do you think this colour is ok? or white will be better?
eye is still the same. just that the position of the blood clot changed. went to the doctor ytd morning. doctor said that im too heaty, thus leading to bursting of blood vessel. must be the heat in my body is to the max alr. lmao! moreover, i tire my eyes out =/
well. now on medications (lucky they are small tablets) and was given a bottle of eyedrop too.
hope my eye get well soon. i dun want to be blind. i know i wont though. muahahahahaahhahas!!
wheets! one more day to official ending of work in singtel. pros and cons. well. doesnt matter. let me enjoy!! woooOoohooOoo!!
sorry. bear with me for a while. a bit mood swing here. sometimes, i felt so irritated by someone. first he asked me something. i replied him. then he started commenting this and that.
c'mon. wadever happens, is my own problem. i don't need you to teach me how to judge my boyf. advises from others, maybe. but i don't need you to psycho me. telling me he is not a good guy and bla bla shit. and stop telling me i am blinded by love. cos im not, you freak! am i the one with my boyf or you with him? you don't even know him at all. so stop commenting so much. oh yes. stop making me jealous by telling me abt you n other girls. cos i wont be as im not interested in you at all. yes, not a bit!
anyhow.
to my baby. sorry, i made you worried. i miss you )):
`-*angel of mine*-`
again.
Thursday, March 15, 2007 2:29 PM
again, it just only one day. and i am missing him alr )): hmmm. must be one kind of withdrawal symdrome. lol. anyhow.
i wanna spend more time with baobei!! i wanna nua with him the whole day!! i want.. i want.. i want more time with baobei!!
talking abt nua-ing with him. while nua-ing ytd, we watched Flushed Away and The Fog. The fog sucks! stupid show with stupid plots. but just like wad baobei said, i also stupid to get freaked out by some scenes which is true. he attempted to scare me, and he succeed. how great -.-"
school is starting in one month time. excited, yes i am. muahahahahahahahas!! i cant wait to get my hands on studies. study is much better than work ((: i prefer studying. some may beg to differ i know. lol.
aunt doria is coming back. wheets!!
sth is wrong with my right eye. bloodshot eye. seems like there is an blood clot there. hope it is nth serious nor contagious =/ i don't want to be the culprit. well well. shall post a photo of my eye if there is a chance.
replies to tags. meiyin: will link you soon. huiling: omg! for goodness's sake la. think- skin! lol. good lor. going japan. bring me along!!
anyhow. good day all ((:
trust
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 5:07 PM
trust is sth you cant exchange for with money. it has become a very sensitive issue among my clinque (right faz?) things was not like that in the past. money is a sensitive issue among us too. all thanks to the bitch.
to her: Thank you bitch for betraying the trust we have in you. Thank you for treating us like fools. Thank you for making use of our soft spots. fuck you!
to those who don't know. i am the type who if i place my trust in you, and you betrayed it. thank you. jolly well fuck off. i don't need you in my life anymore.
seriously, i still can't seems to get over it. i can fucking support myself for 1 bloody kuku month with that money. i can buy even fucking buy more things. however, this made us realise wad kind of psn she is. this lesson is very expensive though.
i wonder. is she leading an easier life with us not pressurising her to return the money. if she is, i am gonna make her life miserable. c'mon. do onto others if you want others to do onto you. an eye for an eye. so don't blame me for doing that. if her life is miserable, how abt us?! do she know we have our committments as well?! have she thought abt that? no money, use so much money for wad.
i know. she is once my friend. but do you think i still give a flying fuck abt that?
sorry. a lot of vulgarites in this post. hope she read this entry. she feel hurt? cry? she deserve it. who knows, she might be laughing at us for being her fools. how ironic!
anyway. it has been a week since i last saw baobei )): and i seriously miss him )):
should i be feeling happy or sad? i seriously have got no idea. wad a horrible feeling! having mixed feelings. wadever the case is.
posting results will be out soon. shitty feelings. i am having second thoughts again =/ that's hell bad!
another new chapter of my life is gonna begin soon. i hope history don't repeat itself again =/ pls dont let me be a lazy ass again!!
seriously, i am not looking fwd. not looking fwd to many things. sigh. im not feeling too good.. .. ..
mayb, shall share with you the pictures that melts my heart (: at least it will distract me for a moment. children, animals simply melts my heart man! aww...! look at their sweet and innocent eyes.. their beautiful facades.. and their pretty smile on their face..
okay. let's see wad other things can divert my attention temporary. hmm. was watching hua yang shao nian shao nu on youtube. omg!! you know wad guys have that turns me on? c'mon, don't think dirty la =.=" tsk tsk. is guys with sexy lips and their beautiful eyes. oh my tian ahhh(quoted from freda)! woohooOoo! personally, i think wu zhun got a sexy lips (: but well. im not really gaga over him la. lol.