everyting gt its reasons for happening,don't it?there's has been alot of changes going on yesterdae right?to you,it might be ridiculous...but there's reasons for doing this...
firstly...changing of units..the final decision doesn't lies on us aoics and oic...the final decision lies on teachers okay...we're there to discuss it and to noe wad's going on...basically the changing of units is to make sure that there's is a equal no of members in each unit..yes...you might tink tat y must it be you...but there's a reason behind it..understand?perhaps you might tink tat we kp saying there's reasons but we nv reveal it..and it sounds ridiculous...but have you ever tink tat there's always things that is confidential...you ask your seniors..when they were being put to other units,were been given a very specific reason?the ans will definetly be no..u might sae that we aoics or oic doesn't trust you..or no longer treat you as frenes...but have you ever tink b4 tat we're suppose to keep it confidential..we've our joBs to do you noe..if we tell u den it'll defeat the purpose for doing that...
secondly...com squat...you might tinking tat y must i do this..i've my reasons for doing so...and in the end...u might be wrong..during the trainings...i hope u all will learn...and you will noe wad's my purposes of doing this...if u still doesn't learn...den it's such a pity...
tats i gonna sae...perhaps you peeps might hate mi for doing tat..i m sorry i for doing do this...it's okay if u hate mi...but no matter hw much u hate mi...i sincerely hope u peeps will still learn....

sigh...now i now wad kind of leader m i le...i m so much disappointed..i cant convince ppl with my words..i cant lead a team well...i DO NOT possessed any leadership qualities..i dun deserve anyone respect!!!i m a lousy leader!!!jus look down on mi bah...i won't blame you..
i HATE NC6!how i wish it will be DISBAND!how i wish NC6 NV EXIST AT ALL...I HATE NC6 TO THE CORE....AND I HATE MYSELF TOO!!!!NC6'S DREAMS ARE DASHED!NO DREAMS...NO HOPE...NO ANYTHING!SO JUST LEAVE IT...ALL OF YOUR CAN QUIT...I WON'T GIVE IT A DAMN!LEAVE BAH...LEAVE BAH...NC6 IS ALR A HISTORY!NC6 SUXS...!AND YOU AS A SENIOR...YOU CANT LEAD THE JUNIORS...AND YOU HAVE TO WAIT FOR YOUR JUNIORS TO TAKE INITIATIVE..THEN I CAN ONLY SAE I LOOK DOWN ON YOU...AND I DOUBT YOU CAN LEAD YOUR UNIT OSO..I M WAITING TO SEE HOW ARE YOU GOING TO LEAD YOUR UNIT!I WILL WAIT AND SEE...THIS HAS BEEN WAD I M TEACHING YOU...FINE...I M A LOUSY LEADER HAPPIE...THE SEC 3S IN MY TEAM ARE USELESS...INCLUDING MI...ARE YOU BOTH HAPPIE NOW..?!QUIT LA...Y HESITATE?AFRAID THAT I M ANGRY?JUST DON'T CARE ABT MI..I DUN GIVE IT A DAMN...!JUST QUIT...!I CRY TODAE BCOS I M SO SAD TAT YOU BOTH NV QUIT..I M SAD TO HEAR THAT!LEAVE FOR I CARE...SOME JUNIORS ARE MUCH MORE DETERMINE THEN YOU ALL...ARE YOU ASHAME?I M ASHAME FOR YOU...IF YOU CANT MAKE YOUR OWN DECISION..I SUGGEST YOU BETTER LEAVE!

haix...i hate my mum...y cant i use the com...my exams is over..is ur son who have been playing okay...wad has it gotta do with mi...fucK...doing st john stuffs oso cant use mehx..sending e-mails is my job lor...stoopie bro...play play play...fail exams den u noe..
haix...reali scare i cant make it to sec 4 lehx...my heart thumping fast..keeping my finger crossed....haix...wad if i cant make it..wad if i cant make thru..wad if....haix...i m so worried....
hmm....finally back in com...hopefullly i can achieve wad i actually hope...sigh...but i nd support...will u guys give mi...sigh...i reali hope we can work with our teamwork once again lor...but is tat possible...it's still a question mark...haix...in dis case..i m keeping my fingers crossed too...perhaps i m not a good leader bah..neither m i a good follower too perhaprs...sigh...

__________`will dreams reali come true`_________

hmm...todae so sians...have been slacking for a long time...since i wake up...which is abt 10+...todae no sch cos promotion dae...but tonight still gt duty to do...at joo chiat there...duno is wad emergency wad ting...in neptune condo...duty frm 6pm-10.30pm...den until nw still helping tat 'dog' to find one more ppl to go for duty...so sians...my hp bill confirm explode le...hahas...he oso nowhere better...
hmm...reali duno watta do...the corp is in the mess...hais...gtg work double hard to unite the corp agn le...hmm...last nite tink abt watta sae n do during the meeting...do st john's stuffs before i slp...hmm....reali duno watta do...den dig out my basic NCOde file...
hais..duno la...must keep myself busy this few daes..so i won't tink abt my results...sigh...may god bless mi....~

*_________`thanks a lot faiz`_______*

haix...wad a fucking dae i have...fancy wasting my time in sch...wad the f**k!this morning checking papers...got back results le...on my way to sch...i wasn't reali excited to get back my results lor...when i get back my results...i was lyk...fuck up lor...wad the stoopie results i had got?!damn it...fail alot of subjects lor...
haix...onli can blame mi last min work lor...haix...den todae during recess...wad the fuck lor...those bunch of sec 2s...2NA de...those 2 guys...wad the fuck lor....we offend them izzit...spilt saliva frm 2nd story...fuck lar...tink they big ar...got gang big fuck ar...come find mi lar...do such a lowly stuffs...fuck fuck fuck...when i bad mood u fucking lots dun better not offend mi...if not i gotta curse u until my curse reali come true...dun appeare in front of mi again...if not u gotta get hell frm mi...i will make u pay..cos u not onli offend mi...u offended my frenes too...big ar...bring ur gang here la...u lowly creatures...
sigh...damn bad mood todae...sorry my frenes if i show u attitude...i m sorry....but i jus cant bring myself to forgive those fuckers...sigh....~

hmm....so late le...i still come blog...before i lost tat feeling of fun...hahas..no lar...but i reali very tired nw...went out the whole day le...hahas...so fun...went bugis n east coast park...go bugis with vinson,ziyi,huiling n jiaen....but jiaen n huiling nv go east coast...they dun wanna go...(hmph..ps mi!)den onli mi and tat two pig lor..no lar...1 is dog...vinson is tat dog...ziyi ar...pig bah...haha....duno lar...
went cycling todae...at first duno hw to get to east coast..but tikam our way thru...den found pur way there lor...i noe hw to get there le....hahas...we kp saying ziyi duno to cycle...then mi n vinson very worried sth happen to him...hahas...lame right...den cycle around...dis two jokers man....cant stand them ar...den cycle until jetty there...hahas....den mi n vinson plan nxt mon go fishing..hahas...tempted to go fishing...see so many ppl fishing...haha...
hmm...den after 7++ leave east coast...take cab go back amk(ang mo kio)...vinson's family waiting for him eat dinner...VIP mahx...he tml bdae...kp reminding us...den we act blur...sae wad tml my neighbour's dog bdae oso...make him 'blow his top'...cos i kp describing him as dog...as if i noe when my neighbour's dog when bdae lidat...haha...den ziyi sae his hamster tml bdae oso...i can laugh my head off...den go back amk eat dinner...after vinson go home...we go central eat dinner...but before tat we go shop for tat 'dog' bdae present...make us so hungry...(stoopie 'dog'...all ur fault...hahas...oOps...=x)
den after tat we delivered the present to his hse...his hse there very wulu one lor...can lost ur way there ar...cos i go borrow tings frm sumin...so wulu...nearly lost our way...den we wrap the present under his hse..hahas....wrap with newspaper..the cheapest method..hahas...no la...jus wanna play him out...hahas...ziyi ar...choose tat kind of slimming advertisment newspaper..den when we hiding tat time we saw j.goh...scare mi...hahas...den after tat i sianx liaox....i dun wanna play le...so dun wan hide liaox...hahas...before he open his the present...we went off first...hahas...in case kana kill by him....hahas...no lar...my jiemei won't do tat...he todae keep tio suan by us...hahas...
den after we go home lor....he walked mi until the overhead bridge there a bit more...den i go home myself le...hahas...reach home alr 10.50 le...
hmm...very tired liaox...tats wad i do todae le...wan go slp liaox...@_@ hahas...anyway...happie bdae vinson.jiemei.dog!....haha...goodnight....sweetie dreamS....slp tight...

hmm.....todae finish exams le...finally...bio..last paper....hmm...not used to dun need to study...hahas...so todae went to huiling's hse...go there play...den went amk library to study...borrowed 2 books todae...one on self-esteem...another is a guidebook thru grief for teens...hehex...but i haven finish reading lor....
hmm...decided to pick up guitar..i only have one life..therefore i shouldn't die with regrets...i will do wad i wan...dun worry...not illegal la...i decided to be a volunteer...when i grow up...i wanna experience to be in a 3rd world country...hahas...u may tink i m mad...but spare a thoughts for those ppl there...u hav wad they dun have...luxury...warmth....love...haix..the world is getting colder...it's getting more cruel...it;s getting scary...
okay...gtg end here....bye...goOdniteX....sweetie dreamS...~

hmm...i m home earlier den usual...oso duno y...hmm...y everybody sae i look so glommy todae???hmm...gt la...i reali feeling a bit down...oso duno y..jus dun feel lyk toking lor..so sianx...mouth is glued...haha...no la...nth to sae mahx..tok so much for wad...
hmm...mr ong sae i look very stress...but izzit?i gt show on my face mehx...no lar..feeling rather down mahx...
hmm....i tink loner is better...or mayb i m jus tired bahx...duno la...but in class still gt crap with ting yin...she sitting beside mi...she is so lame...haha....we there eating sugar whole dae..chocolates n sweet mahx..so eat sugar lor...lols...haix...-_-"
PE very fun...play volleyball...i dun dare to hit the ball...i onli noe hw to serve..haha..but very fun...conclusion is....volleyball is fun...!haha...but play until mi n ting yin's right hand internal bleeding...cos hit wrong side..haha...but nvm la..worth it..play must play must hard...study must oso study hard...
haix...conclusion:nobody will be bother by my presence or absence...sigh...(-_-)

zzZ....so sianx...study until sianx liaox...so i m here to cure my boredom...so zzZ...sianx ar...jus study mine phy..study until headache ar...i still got so many rubbish haven study..duno hw on earth m i going to pass mine exams man...haha...
hmm...ytd..very depressed..a lot of tings shocked mi...found out quite a number of tings...sigh...but nvm la..at least i noe...some things aren't worth my tears afterall... =/

~+_shedding every colour...trying to find a pigment of truth..._+~
haix...todae...zzZ...in sch..very peaceful...change place with ting yin...so can study better..somemore very cooling behind...
haix...i hate my brother!i hate my mother!i hate evryone!!haix...wtf..i hate to be accused....bloody hell..jus bcos i do it once...den the few times before is oso done by mi???!!!wtf...!u're an idiot...f**k...complain..complain...complain...stoopie bro..onli noe hw to complain...f**k ar!!!!!nw i noe le...u dun trust mi at all!u dun trust mi..den fine...dun ever tok to mi...stoopie bro..if u onli noe hw to complain..go ahead la..small freak..onli noe hw to watch tv...i oso nv sae anyting...shit u lar small freak...
haix..frenes?do i still have a frene?nort sure..who can i count on now?who can i tok to now?who can i share my sorrows now?i hate dis kind of feeling..i hate those who show mi attitude when i nv show them!wtf..wad i did to u..show mi attitude for wad f**k...when i need somebody..were u there???!!!let mi tell u..u weren't there!!!i doubt i can count on anyone right now...i jus wanna break away frm it..!
*`_________depressed________`*

~+_let the rain fall down and wake my dreams...let it wash away my sanity...cos i wanna feel the thunder..._+~
hmm...sick fully recover liaox...but nw gt cough...slight one la...dun worry...hehex...hmm...thank god...nw used to the stress le...can slp properly liaox...hehex....hmm...so sianx...ytd eng compo...i loves my story alot...hopefully can score well...hehex...paper one..still can manage..but paper two i tikam one..hahax...
ytd go piggy'hse...sae wan study...end up playing...haha...wa...there very nice wor...loves it lorts...no choice la...ppl rich mahx...not lyk mi...very poor lehx...dun rob mi...haha....lame...
hmm...todae...nearly whole dae self-study in sch...so sianx...but at least i gt study...4 free periods lor...but lidat oso good la...can study in sch...but very noisy ar...lucky i smart...got discman..listen music better..hehex...
["v"]the flashback keep replaying in my head...wad's wrong with mi...seems to be missing u...wo pan de ren que bu zai wo shen bian...sigh....["v"]

hmm...todae first paper..cheena...i mean chinese...haha...hmm...not too bad for paper two...but...paper one..lols...i no confident..write alot of craps...haha....oso duno can make it anot..haha....
hmm....i sick okay le...hehex...yeah...hmm...must double hard le...for the sake of my future....hahas...craps. la....haix...cant go OBS...mum dun allow...but nvm...National camp mostly play liaox..haha..duno la...jus wanna be lame todae...cant tink properly watta update le...my hse very noisy...gt construction work!!

Name: Rhowena Chia(Rho)
Age: 21 years old
Date of Birth: May18 1989
Horoscope Sign: Taurus

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