mmm.....
Friday, April 29, 2005 4:33 PM
`I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
`She felt it everyday.
`And I couldn't help her,
`I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
`What's wrong, what's wrong now?
`Too many, too many problems.
`Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
`She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
`It's where she lies, broken inside.
`With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
`Broken inside.
`Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
`You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
`Be strong, be strong now.
`Too many, too many problems.
`Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
`She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
`It's where she lies, broken inside.
`With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
`Broken inside.
`her FEELINGS she HIDES
`her DREAMS she cant FIND
`she's LOSING her mindd
`she's FALLING behind
`she cant FIND her PLACE
`she's LOSING her FAITH
`she's FALLING from GRACE
`she's all OVER the PLACE...
`She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
`It's where she lies, broken inside.
`With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
`Broken inside.
`She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
`She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
mm...todae first paper..chinese...sure die..so difficult..sigh..pass i tink can..but not very good i guess..sigh..well..nvm...look forward..wad over is alr over...so no pt tinkingg..lols...
first paper onli...long long way to go..mm...keeping my fingers cross...weekend..study study study..still studyy...
mm......
`*_____nodody's home_________*`
zzz.....
Tuesday, April 26, 2005 5:47 PM
zzZZZzzz...sigh...sch is forever sianx..though not totally suXs...but it's SIANX!!
quest:why is sch so sianx??
ans:it's nv interesting... -_-"
well...jus trying to entertain myself...sigh..duno why..jus felt kinda of down all of a sudden..sigh...jus fee like crying...sth seems to be troubling me..all of a sudden...wad's tat?i duno..sigh..perharps i m jus tired..sigh...
mm...nobody will understand..so it's alright..perfectly fine.. =')
sigh..i m feeling so tired...can i give up??pls let me go..i cant hang on any longer...sigh...
`*___________Let me gO__________*`
*-yawns-*
Friday, April 22, 2005 8:41 PM
mmm....another dae have passed..and i m here still here..lols...craps..sigh..wadever i did is WRONG..fcuk off..i guess i shouldn't get involve in anytng..isn't it GREAT?isn't it wad u wan?fcuk man...jus cant stand it anymore..why cant i jus as a capcity of a frene and help them?fine...i will get myself off everytng..i m happier!fcuk!everytng i did is with motive..den wad m i working so hard for...forget it forget it..!
i m jus so tired...should get a long slp todae..cos i deserve it..lols...jus so TIRED..finally the weekends are again...but is sure to packed again..probably going to piggy's hse tml..do my DNT..and study..go play pool...go swim perharps..!!yeah...time to relax...lols...
wtf...got so many mosqito bites in jus a while at the bus stop..mm..todae went home with my 'jiemei'..mm...can see he was quite stress too la..it seems as though nobody understands him..wells...i understand how he felt..cos tat's wad i've been feeling all along..nobody care..nodody understands..it's perfectly fine man..dun worry...i m here..lols..to make u scratch..lols..i was tempting him to scratch cos he was bitten by mosqito too..LOLS!
well well...gotta stop here now.. *-stomach singing-* cos i haven had my dinner...and i m HUNGRY...LOLs..therefore i should go to my foods now...yummy yum...i m coming to eat you foods..wait for me!!!
-gone-
`*_____wadever i do is WRONG..tell me watta do_____*`
empty...
Thursday, April 21, 2005 6:28 PM
hmmm...feeling very very tired...duno why..perhaps is those napfa la..sigh... *yawn*.. slept for a while during the chinese test..screwed it.. ahas..den slept thru A maths lesson..ahas..i m not listening..den eng..slept for quite a while..lols...yep..practically was slping almost half the sch todae..lols..no choice la...very tired sia.. *yawns* ..body arching...difficulty walking up n down stairs...(bloody heell..cant the sch jus be straight..)..lols..
den went AWWA home todae for CIP..watch e fan..wash the fan i mean..ahahas..den clean window..ms khor went with us..(omg..ms khor was a typical auntie..)ooPs..oOps..SHHH....!but was quite fun..my class guys are so chatty...lols!but quite entertaining..
*yawns* ..so tired.. E maths test tml..haven learn yet...D N T not done...forgetful me..i forgot to bing my folio todae..luckily mr leow didn't blow his top..if not potatoe eruption..i mean volcano..lols..tat time during com..mr chua's speech..i tot he sae potatoe eruption..but he meant V-O-L-C-A-N-O..lols...sorry la..this week i a bit retard la..watta do..gong gong one..not enough slp..GIVE ME BACK MY SLEEP!!!argh...lols...
well well..i will stop now..thanks for reading..please come again the next time..thank you..bye bye...cya...!
*`____time can do evryting..even the healingg of a broken heart____`*
spamming
Wednesday, April 20, 2005 10:00 PM
sigh...i m so tired..tired of tons of tings...physically..emotionally..mentally..everyting..let's start with physical..ytd n todae napfa test..wad e hell..making me ache all over...argh...making me very tired too...i m in pain!and tired..my eyelids are damn heavy...aiyoyo... -_- *shake head*
zone com is over...my team got third..but so wad?!does it still matter?NO!it doesn't matter to me now...at least to me..wad's the point of getting third when much pain have been caused to many..?third in positon.. *shake head* ..it is onli a reputation to the sch..call me stupid..call me dumb..i still tinking of dun wan the third..wad for...upset for 2 days den sae it's ours..funny right..rubbish..sigh...i m so tired if those spamming..our sch..st nics..bedok green..and more in zone 1...sigh...everybody is at fault..including OUR CADETS...
**pss sjab...can u guys pls grow up?stop being so childish..learn to be more professionl at handling tings can?we are passing out...how your expect us to pass out with no worries?if we pass out lidat..wad would the corp be like in the future..i know your are feeling not worth it for shing's team..but wad over is alr over..winning is not everyting...but the frens u made in e zone..and stuffs..it cost more than that!tink abt it bah..qiu hong n jasline..your need not worry..i've settled it..but jus one last warning to u guys...NO MORE SPAMMING ON OTHERS' BLOGS OR ANYWHERE..IF I CATCH ANYONE DOING THAT..THEN I M SORRY..get this clear cadets..**
todae talked to the com squats..but some seems to insisted on carry on..sigh..so it shows how much i m being respected..as a AOIC..as senior..fine..nvm...i m so tired..hope u guys would do some self-reflection..wake up your idea..tink if your doings are right..
i'll jus stop here..tink abt it bah...**
*`_____stop torturing me..i m very sick and tired______`*
upset
Saturday, April 09, 2005 7:16 PM
i m so disappointed and upset thses days...i m no longer the happy-go-lucky me anymore...duno y...competition is approaching...but we're seems to be not ready yet...why izzit so?!sigh...nth but disappointment...who knows wad m i tinking abt?who knows how i m feeling right now?god knows...sigh...
wad izzit all abt?wad is going on with me?dun wish to talk abt it...sigh...anyways..jia you for com peeps...
*`_______i am who i am..so dun try to change me______`*
