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You could be a sweet dream,
Or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from
you..
wtf
Tuesday, May 30, 2006 2:07 AM

another day have past.
have tuition at 1pm today.
dad sent me there.
fruitful day i have.
but i feel so fucking guilty.
cos of the rudeness towards my parents and kinda neglected my bro.
sorry mummy.
sorry daddy.
and marcus.
i feel like shit man >.<

after tuition went to grandma's hse where marcus was there.
i had 2 dumplings today.
i love baa chang!
lol.
then watch a bit of da chang jin.
abt 3 plus uncle james came.
i was like 'huh?! you really dun need to work ar?!'.
scratch head.
his money is all like drop from the sky one ar.

went to arab street with grandma, angel, doreen, marcus and uncle james.
bought 3 packets of beads.
hmmm.
testing out; experimenting.
they went to buy cloth for uncle jimmy.
went to a lousy shopping centre to repair grandma's watch.
lol.

next to thai village to have shark fins soup.
when i say shark fin soup, it is okay.
not like those $3 per bowl one hor.
i rather eat those.
after eating that bowl, i feel so fucking sinful.
i ate the shark's fin.
i leave it to die in the open sea.
i am an indirect murderer.
oh fuck!
some side dishes then bill came.

sent grandma home.
then we went to night safari.
reached abt 8.30pm.
this is the 1st time i went.
it wasn't what i thought it is.
i learnt a lot of thing u know.
it's fun though.

and eat again.
wth.
at prata house, upp thomson road.
i realised i have been eating whole day -.-"
food.
food.
and more food!

reached home abt 12.30am.
shower.
slack and here i am =)

the feedbacks for the previous entry is fucking lousy.
it's okay.
i will survive!

-i feel so fucking sinful-

photos
Sunday, May 28, 2006 12:11 AM



some photos uploaded.
ytd went out with my cousin.
to shopping.
then sat down for some coffee.


IMPORTANT
Saturday, May 27, 2006 11:51 PM

IMPORTANT!
those who visit here pls give me some comments.
please.

i am considering of starting a online store.
using blog.
i will post all my products there.
don't worry.
the items are all new.
and will be cheaper than market rate for most items(depends).
items like what,you may asked.
ok.
here goes the list go:
-watches
-necklaces
-wallets
-belts
-handphone accessories
-photo albums
-and some others (in the process of thinking)

will you support if i gonna do this?
give me some comment pls.
thanks.

suprisingly
Thursday, May 25, 2006 12:07 PM

surprisingly i woke up at 10plus today.
you believe.
well.
it is true.
hmmm.
a lady from recruit express called me.
then i start making phone calls.
then lost in my own thoughts.
that's why i wake up so early lor.
yawns-
not enough sleep.

hmmm.
i gonna be hardworking.
i cannot be lazy anymore.
but i cant help it you know.
lol.
hmmm.
see how lo.

i gonna try baking pasta later.
bye.
cya.

you gave me strength
Wednesday, May 24, 2006 2:44 PM

FROSTIES!
you gave me to carry on!
hahas.
i just finished the ceral.
not that filing la.
shall dig for more foods later.
hahas.


hmmm.
so bored.
so playing msn games with yvonne.

wa lau.
i keep losing.
dun blog alr.

-off to play-

boring
1:24 AM

today is boring.
don't know why.
i feel extra sleepy today.
yawning all day.
i am becoming a pig.
hahas.
i must get my ass out to exercise!
i am putting on weight you know.
though i nv weight la.
but i know.
lol.

sians ar!
hmmm.
no job now.
sians.
but i dun really wanna work la.
i rather stay home and cook.
but no pay.
no $$$ = no talk
sad =(
hahas.
i hardly go out shopping too.
no mood you know.

hmmm.
i am going to japanese.
not confrim yet la.
going to check out more first lor.
going with my cousin!
so i won't feel so weird.
hahas.

zzZ.
i shall think what i gonna do later.
bye!

survival skills.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006 2:16 AM

had japnese foods this afternoon.
damn filing.
my grandma gave me a birthday treat.
hahas.
so nice of her.
i love japnese foods!
hehes.

then just my uncle sent me back home.
reached home abt midnight.
nth much happened today la.

went for tuition.
late for 5mins.
1 on 1 tuition today lor.
so weird.
lol.

ok.
shall end here now.
goodnites!

SURPRISE!
Monday, May 22, 2006 1:39 AM

sorry for the late entry.
i am so excited abt what i gonna blog.
hehes.

---1st surprise---
GUES WHAT?!
i saw CHENG XI(star idol) when i was going for dinner at changi ytd.
you may ask me why am i so excited.
answer: cos i saw him in person!!!!
woohoo!
hahas.
always see him on tv.
finally got to see in up on person.
hmmm.
actually i first saw his bro.
that's when i realised cheng xi was nearby!
hahas.
they look so alike!
why didnt i hide behind the walls or trees to take picture of him.
lol.
i am mad.

---2nd surprise---
i saw yiting and bee ching's face in a newsletter.
neighbourhood newletter- Voices.
heard of it?
and know where i saw that page?
in floor of the lift.
i got a copy too.
they are in sj uniform.
that is what makes me look on the ground.
lol.

---3rd surprise---
i finally finished my tuition homework!!!!!
wooHooOoo!
but i have got tuition tml -.-

wells.
haven blog of my birthday's day.
long story.
i am so lazy.
hahas.
this year i celebrated with pei xuan.
thanks hunie!
wanna find out more abt that day, ask me lor.
or u refer to her blog.
hahas.

i going to read reader digest and sleep.
gonna wake up early tml.
zzZzzz.....

-first come first basis. so you have no right to be upset-
--fucking ridiculous--

looking forward
Wednesday, May 17, 2006 6:17 PM

a guy, jason from recruit express called me just now.
it is regarding the job i applied this afternoon online.
tomorrow the job interview is in the morning!
yeah!
lucky ar.
cos was actually planning to go sentosa.
but....
looks like the plan have to push back.
but nvm.
i will still enjoy myself!
hehes.

so happy today.
was wondering what to wear and stuffs.
hehes.
and i've throw the piece of rock in my heart out somewhere.
feel so peaceful and relieve.

urgh.
must wear office wear and heels.
if i were to work there, i must where that kinda of outfit everyday.
oh gosh.
heels?!
no jeans?!
no slippers?!
no t-shirts?!
everything i once wear to the office, NO?!
fine.
i cant do anything.

please let me like the job!
say NO to sai kangs!!!!

may baby
1:51 AM

-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willedandhighly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easilyangered.Attracts others and loves attention. Deepfeelings.Beautiful physically and mentally. FirmStandpoint.Needs no motivation. Shy towardsoppisite sex.Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain).Loves todream. Strong clairvoyance.Understanding.Sickness usually in the ear and neck.Goodimagination. Good physical. Weakbreathing.Lovesliterature and the arts. Loves traveling.Dislikebeing at home. Restless. Not having manychildren.Hardworking. High spirited

i wondered izzit true.
hahas.

feel like doing so
1:40 AM

i feel like chucking my phone aside.
damn irritating la.
but still, i cant live w/o my phone.
though my hp is not in a very condition now, but dun feel like changing now.
i felt that i've changed.
cos looking at my dad's phone, his one is fucking worst than mine.
maybe shall get him one on his bdae or fathers' day.

hmmm.
everyday is the same to me.
yeah.
my birthday is round the corner.
but i fucking dun look fwd to it.
everyday is the same to me.
i dun wanna grow older by a year.
i wanna remain sweet 16.
i dun wanna take up responsibilies.
i dun wanna face up to reality.
the most and foreall, i dun wanna celebrate my burfday ='(

*-how can i make time stop-*

hahas
Tuesday, May 16, 2006 1:26 AM

hahas.
on the phone with my hunie.
damn funny.
i enjoyed talking to her!
i love her man.
hahas.

sians.
i feel so tired.
but i dun feel like sleeping.
hahas.

hahas.
off to talk to pei xuan =D

annoyed
Monday, May 15, 2006 2:57 AM

i felt annoyed.
hmmm.
jus came back from malaysia.
hope things will go on fine.
zZz.

fucking pissed
Saturday, May 13, 2006 2:45 AM

for a moment, my internet is connecting and disconnectig due to the fucking moderm.
and i have to fix it and wait.
cb.
i gonna get really vulgar in this post cos i am FUCKING PISSED OFF!
fuck off!
knnbccb!

for another moment, i hated him a lot.
you do not know him except pei xuan.
it is a complicated realtionship.
long story.
tell u next time or u ask me personally.
i don't care.
say i am selfish or stubborn or wadever shit, i insisted it to be a FAMILY OUTING for RHOWENA CHIA'S FAMILY of 4.
no more no less.

fucking hell.
i just felt slightly better after ranting here.
but stil...........
cb.
i cant over it -.-

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a moment like this
Tuesday, May 09, 2006 3:25 PM

hmmm.
was on the phone with matt for 3 hrs plus this morning.
as i mentioned last night, i was feeling abit down.
then matt said he wanna call me(on msn).
so crapped. talked. and nosenses(i wonder is he tired. lol.).
i slept at 4++am.
yawns.
i woke up at 11plus cos of the telecom psn >:|
not enough sleep today.
but nvm.
i have been having too much sleep lately.

hmmm.
matt is going hong kong this week.
hmmm.
i am going to china and hk in june.
most probably.
but my parents don't know going anot.
going there means more fun and shopping!
yeah.
i love it!
hahas.
cant wait to go there.
i felt that i am so fortuanate.

jus finished my lunch(my dad bought for me).
and my starters(goreng pisang & green beans; my uncle bought from changi).
i am being showered with loves!
loads and loads of it!


alright.
enough of it.
gonna go wash clothes now.

*-thanks for cheering me up, matt. you're great!-*

lost in my world of thoughts
12:33 AM

am i being to sensitive?
unreasonable?
i duno.
sigh.
i am starting to feel down again.
i bet no one will ever know =(
well.
but it is alright.

i thought i am getting fine now.
but i am not!
the questions, the thoughts are constantly on my mind!
wtf is wrong with me?
i duno.

hais.
forget it man.
i am lazy to carry on typing.

-sometimes i feel like breaking down and cry-

on my feet
Monday, May 08, 2006 1:54 AM

RHOWENA CHIA! WHY IZZIT SO HARD TO SAY THANK YOU?!

hmmm.
why?
i don't know.

my legs are aching now due to the long walk today.
went to Malacca today.
just reached home an hour ago.
(i have shower alr! no worries! lol)
bought 3 tees.
1 from U2, 2 from one mixed stores (baleno, S& K, Lip.....)
i finally got my HOT PINK tees.
yeah!
got a cap.
and one more SUNGLASSES!
my uncle paid for my sunglass.
i think is abt 125RM (U.P140RM) or less.
haven thank him for that.
don't know wad brand is that.
lol.
my uncle bought one too (desginer:Louis Koo)
initially getting that one.
but final decision is still my present one.
altogether i spend abt $40+ on everything except sunglasses.
OMG!
where the f**k to get so cheap things in singapore?!
lol.

da bao my favourite chicken riceballs back. (yummy!)
im loving it baby.
lol.
and crabs.
my uncle said is nice(his friend paid for everything today. including glasses! omg!)
i nv try before.
i gonna eat them tml.

hmmm.
dad went fishing.
hmph!
always leave me out!
hmph!
nvm.
i gained sth today anyway.

crapping with my cousin.
i nearly choke (mind you).
she said i hyper-active.
am i one?
lol.

hais.
hais.
hais.
i am getting hungry.
lol.

ILOVEMALACCA!

have i made a wrong decision?
Saturday, May 06, 2006 1:50 AM

"have i made a wrong decision" i asked myself.
i just checked out the PSB academy website.
what is there DIFF from wad matt tell me.
i going to pull his ear man.
wth.
i duno how should i feel now.
regret?
emotionless?
or wad?
seriously i don't know.
sigh.

my friend told me to take things easy.
live life lightly.
i forgotten his name.
lol.
gotta check out.
so bu hao yi si.
lol.
well.
wad he said made sense as well.

tell me.
am i wrong?

ouch!
Thursday, May 04, 2006 1:27 AM

ouch!
my gastric is back.
wad the hell.
sigh.
in pain now.
i hate the feeling of having gastric in the middle of the night.
hais.
must be bcos i am waking up at 1++pm.
so i everyday skip breakfast.
play com until 3++pm then have lunch.
retribution.
teach me a lesson -.-

hmmm.
MI jus called me today.
hopefully i have a chance of getting in.
PLEASE!
let me get in!
MI MI I LOVE YOU!

i must control
Wednesday, May 03, 2006 12:41 AM

argh!!!
i must control.
cannot kep using com!!!
must control.
must sleep early.
all my pimples coming out alr.
my dark rings also(though i sleep at least 10hrs a day)
retarded dark rings.

hmm.
gen jus called me.
suppose to go out with her tml one.
but my toe lidat.
and she wanna study.
so wait till 4weeks later lor.
after her exams.

i waiting for 19th of may also.
go shopping with my hunie!!!!
hahas.
i m crazy over shopping.
lol.

i am so free.
nothing to do.
wanna study but no motivation.
motivate me please!!
lol.
i think until i start tuition then i won't so lazy bah.
hope it start soon then!

incomplete blog
Monday, May 01, 2006 3:58 PM

here i applogise to all who came to view.
my blog is not done yet.
so no taggboard.
and err.
the past post also a bit soc.
no worries.
i will do up soon =)
take care.

SMILES!

Cry
2:56 AM

Can't find the words
Can't find the sounds
These streets run wild, my stars are crossed
The dreams you want most are the ones that get lost

Can't find my pride
Where did it go
I close my eyes the room goes round
In a river of tears falling down on the ground

Every time I walk away
Something you say always pulls me back
And I see my whole life right before my eyes
Every time I try to break away baby it's no lie
When I look into your eyes
I just want to cry

You pull me close but you're miles away
Without your love my heart gets cold
The things I held near were the things that you stole

Every time I walk away
Something you say always pulls me back
And I see my whole life right before my eyes
Every time I try to break away baby it's no lie
When I look into your eyes
I just want to cry

Every time I think about it I cry
Everyday I live without it, every time

Every time I walk away
Something you say always pulls me back
And I see my whole life right before my eyes
Every time I try to break away baby it's no lie
When I look into your eyes
I just want to cry

Cry-Amanda Stott




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Date of Birth: May18 1989
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