Moved!
Wednesday, December 01, 2010 2:02 AM
// 800th post!
Don't know who's reading, but temporary moving to rhowenachia.onsugar.com until i find a better blogging platform. Will still be keeping this though as it holds to many memories here. Who knows, i might be back someday!
Bye!
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Tell me bout it!
Saturday, November 13, 2010 1:22 AM
// It's like hanging onto a bar with your sweaty palms with all your might. Cos you know if you were to fall, you will hit hard onto the solid ground.
The best thing to do when you're unhappy is to keep yourself very busy. Concentrate on the thing you're doing, and don't stop. Don't even give yourself have any time to sway away from what you all doing! When you're feeling exhausted already, hit the bed, hug your favourite pillows and hide under blanket right away.
That's what i am gonna do now!
The best thing to do when you're unhappy is to keep yourself very busy. Concentrate on the thing you're doing, and don't stop. Don't even give yourself have any time to sway away from what you all doing! When you're feeling exhausted already, hit the bed, hug your favourite pillows and hide under blanket right away.
That's what i am gonna do now!
`If there's a choice, I don't think anyone will want to work at all.
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Positive
Saturday, October 09, 2010 2:08 AM
Despite all that is happening right now, i still strongly believe everything happens for a reason.
It's either for the good or for the worst.
Take it the positive side, if she didn't do that, perhaps it won't spurred me and darling to wanna work even harder to prove others wrong.
I don't care how others see or say bout darling and i. Say i am silly, or trusting, but I seriously don't give a damn.
Life is in my own hands, I choose the way i want to live. I can change my fate and my destiny if my mind is strong.
It's either for the good or for the worst.
Take it the positive side, if she didn't do that, perhaps it won't spurred me and darling to wanna work even harder to prove others wrong.
I don't care how others see or say bout darling and i. Say i am silly, or trusting, but I seriously don't give a damn.
Life is in my own hands, I choose the way i want to live. I can change my fate and my destiny if my mind is strong.
` Most importantly, i believe in achieving what i want, and i believe in us.
Silence
Friday, October 08, 2010 10:57 AM
I am trying to get through the hardest stage in my past 21 years life.
To most, i am just plain selfish, ridiculous, rebellious and irresponsible.
They said i never put myself in others's shoes and always upsetting, disappointing, troubling them.
I am never a pride to most, because i don't want to be what they want me to be.
Honestly, I don't care how others or anyone look at me.
However, I am only a human. I have my thoughts, my feelings, my pride.
Anyone spare a thought for that? I just feel like a humilated dog, sometimes.
P/s: Thank you to those who are standing by me now, giving me support in one way or another. Thank you for the trust and the comfort. At least, i know i am being cared and loved by you.
To most, i am just plain selfish, ridiculous, rebellious and irresponsible.
They said i never put myself in others's shoes and always upsetting, disappointing, troubling them.
I am never a pride to most, because i don't want to be what they want me to be.
Honestly, I don't care how others or anyone look at me.
However, I am only a human. I have my thoughts, my feelings, my pride.
Anyone spare a thought for that? I just feel like a humilated dog, sometimes.
P/s: Thank you to those who are standing by me now, giving me support in one way or another. Thank you for the trust and the comfort. At least, i know i am being cared and loved by you.
`Words just cannot the express the overwhelming emotions i am feeling right now.
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Emotions
Tuesday, September 28, 2010 12:22 AM
Emotion has been riding on a rollar coaster ride lately. This sucks! Seriously! I wonder how long can the people around me tolerate, especially darling.
I just cannot figure things out. Feels like i am trapped in a maze, somewhere foggy, and i just can't get out. I feel so frustrated.
And yes, i am very unhappy with a lot of things lately. Though many times, i feel things are not doing me justice or 'accused' by people for doing something. But yet, i just choose to keep quiet.
I just cannot figure things out. Feels like i am trapped in a maze, somewhere foggy, and i just can't get out. I feel so frustrated.
And yes, i am very unhappy with a lot of things lately. Though many times, i feel things are not doing me justice or 'accused' by people for doing something. But yet, i just choose to keep quiet.
`It's just emotion taking me over
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Updates!
Monday, September 13, 2010 11:57 PM
Lacking of updates again i know! Will be back to update on the last overseas trip! Cos I can't wait to show you guys how beautiful those places were and how much i miss going back there :D
Sigh, darling just started his 2 weeks of reservist today ): And the bad thing is, he can only book out on weekends ): Though it's only the first day, but i am already starting to miss him badly )): I've gotta endure another 4 more days )):
This was taken when we were at the Peak in Hong Kong. Took this from the Sky Garden after the visit to Wax Museum. The view was magnificent and breathe taking! And it just made us feel so much closer to the cotton balls of clouds above us.
Sigh, darling just started his 2 weeks of reservist today ): And the bad thing is, he can only book out on weekends ): Though it's only the first day, but i am already starting to miss him badly )): I've gotta endure another 4 more days )):
I am missing you a lot, my silly darling boy ♥ !! ):
FUCKING BASTARD!
Saturday, August 28, 2010 2:45 AM
To speak the truth, I really cannot take it lying! I don't know how to expressed that kinda feeling or say out. I just feel like a ballon that is going to burst anytime! I am so god damn furious whenever i see the marking on my brother's face!
Though this is some childish thing, to me i feel. But fuck! If it involves violence, this is not something childish! This is something that i will definitely make the other pay for his/her action. This has never happen to me in my growing up process before. But even if it does, i will do everything to do myself justice! I am my parents' child, so is my brother. Who are you to even touch my brother?! I can never tolerate anyone who tried to hurt my brother!
Seriously, i think you, little bastard is tired of living. You have no idea who are you messing with! So now what, after whacking others, you have no balls to show your face again? And you have no idea what you made us went through today! When I get hold of your identity,you are dead! Really dead!
What goes round comes round! Karma will befall on you little bastard with tiny balls. And don't worry, I will track you down soon. I will make you pay for it. Just you wait and see!
Though this is some childish thing, to me i feel. But fuck! If it involves violence, this is not something childish! This is something that i will definitely make the other pay for his/her action. This has never happen to me in my growing up process before. But even if it does, i will do everything to do myself justice! I am my parents' child, so is my brother. Who are you to even touch my brother?! I can never tolerate anyone who tried to hurt my brother!
Seriously, i think you, little bastard is tired of living. You have no idea who are you messing with! So now what, after whacking others, you have no balls to show your face again? And you have no idea what you made us went through today! When I get hold of your identity,you are dead! Really dead!
What goes round comes round! Karma will befall on you little bastard with tiny balls. And don't worry, I will track you down soon. I will make you pay for it. Just you wait and see!
`You can lose anything to anybody, but not your pride & diginity!
In hokkien: Su lang bo su sei!
In hokkien: Su lang bo su sei!
Back to Reality
Friday, August 27, 2010 1:16 AM
Back to Singapore, back to reality. I hate that I've to end the fun and get back to the stressful work life like before.
Time really flies! ): I really miss that 1 week spent together with darling in overseas. The first thing i opened my eyes, i saw him. The last thing of those everyday, he would hugged me to sleep and say goodnight.
We did everything together. From planning our journey, to getting there. Calculating our expenditures to getting our things together, it feels like two has become one. No doubt, we do have our arguements at times. But that's a ulitmate test to our relationship - 'Despite disagreements, but we still hold hands'.
Apart from that, were all the fun we had during the trip. Went Macau, visited the famous Ruins Of St Paul's, Senado Square, the Venetian hotel and the casino. The architectures and the sceneries there are awesome too!
In Shenzhen, I saw the way he protected me from those 'potential bad people' and 'robbers'. With him around, i know, i will be safe. To sum it up, Shenzhen is a dangerous place.
The scary feeling only left when I set foot on Hong Kong. Went to The Peak, Wax Museum, Lautau Island to see Big Buddha, Temple Street and Woman Street. Magnificent sceneries in Hong Kong we watched together.
That 1 week, we went through it all together. Everything that had happened since the day he came into my life, i feel so unbelievable, so magical. Thanks darling, for contributing more beautiful moments to my memories each and everyday. I love you, and I really do..
P/S: Will update with photos next time as darling have yet to transfer to my hdd.
` The feeling of certainly.
THE DAY!!
Tuesday, August 17, 2010 2:26 AM
TOMORROW IS THE DAY!! WOOOOHOOOO!!
I am so damn happy!! Time hurry flies cos i cannot wait!!! :D
The point is I am not taking this airline, BUT!!
I AM FLYING FOR A SHORT GETAWAY WITH DARLINGGGGG!! ((:
Pressure
Tuesday, August 03, 2010 12:46 AM
Sometimes I wonder if i am able to take this stress. At work and at home, the load is suffocating me many times. How does corporate world really works? It seems so complicated. Family, perhaps i am at fault. Anyway, i am always at fault. Nothing new.
But lately, it's getting really tied up for me, especially after i started working.
And I really wonder if i will ever survive this.. Sigh ):
But lately, it's getting really tied up for me, especially after i started working.
And I really wonder if i will ever survive this.. Sigh ):
`If i can, i want to wipe away all these shit and start all over again.
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EXCITED!!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010 1:31 AM
Whenever i think about August, i feel so excited. So looking forward to go overseas with darling! Yippeeee!! On the other hand, i am panicking cos i haven't prepare anything for darling's birthday (which is in august too!!)!! Oh dear!! This is bad!! How!! What should i get?? =/
Not only that, I am also very excited for every month that had pass! :D And and! I am very excited whenever we talked about OUR future too! Heh Heh!
Love ya loads darling! *Muacks!*
Not only that, I am also very excited for every month that had pass! :D And and! I am very excited whenever we talked about OUR future too! Heh Heh!
Love ya loads darling! *Muacks!*
Monday Blues!
Monday, July 12, 2010 11:58 PM
Damn! I should have trust my instinct and bet on draw yesterday! =/ End of world cup 2010! Good thing, no more stay up late to watch soccer match or betting on them! (:
So looking forward to August! Will be going overseas with darling and also celebrating his birthday! Hehe! First time celebrating his birthday but many more in years to come (:
And most importantly, our first anniversary!! Time flies..
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So looking forward to August! Will be going overseas with darling and also celebrating his birthday! Hehe! First time celebrating his birthday but many more in years to come (:
And most importantly, our first anniversary!! Time flies..
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`True love's a gift! ♥
My month of June!
Sunday, July 11, 2010 3:09 PM
So used to typing with my company's laptop that i can't type properly on my own laptop now. Keep hitting the wrong alphabets -.- Right, another month had passed. Time flies indeed. Soon the year is coming to an end. 6months to hit my quota!! $240k for both infra and GP!! ): I am seriously wondering if i can make it ): But anyhow, i survived a week w/o my ex-colleague.
Work aside for now! Went to a couple of places in June and met up with a few groups of people. Let's start with one of the weekend. 2weeks ago Saturday, went Sentosa with darling and his family. It's been quite some time since darling visited Sentosa, hence he decided to bring the whole family there. Didn't upload all the photos, but the whole album can be found on my fb (:
Took the Sentosa Tram in. First stop, Universal Studio. Didn't go in, but even if we want to, there's no available tickets too.
Work aside for now! Went to a couple of places in June and met up with a few groups of people. Let's start with one of the weekend. 2weeks ago Saturday, went Sentosa with darling and his family. It's been quite some time since darling visited Sentosa, hence he decided to bring the whole family there. Didn't upload all the photos, but the whole album can be found on my fb (:
Took the Sentosa Tram in. First stop, Universal Studio. Didn't go in, but even if we want to, there's no available tickets too.
It was a really hot and sunny afternoon. We reached there bout 2plus.
The signature icon - Universal Studio Globe.
A picture with his family(except his bro) and the spinning globe .
There was this really huge Hershey's Chocolate shop near outside Universal Studio. I was so excited that i kept bugging darling that I wanna go in and take a look :p
Engine oil for your vehicle? :D
Wide varieties of chocolate. Comes in all shapes and sizes! Even their soft toys too!
Carrying a chocolate bar that weights a ton! Using the head as a support. Haha!
Kisses soft toy! So cute right! I so wanna get the silver one color one!
In the end, his sis and I went to get a Hershey's Special Dark Chocolate Syrup. It was super duper nice with ice cream and ice cream soda! The dark chocolate syrup itself is already very fragrant!
Next stop, Casino! But nope, we didn't go in. Crazy! $100 leh! I rather go Genting! Free one!
World Cup Fever!
Walking out of the RWS, we saw this ball deco on the so-called pond. Then his dad started to do some funny things. LOL!
Then everybody starts to follow! LOL! we were stuck there for 10mins just to perfect the shots! Hahaha! I bet people must be thinking what's so fun about that ball! LOL!
Walking towards the Merlion!
One of my favourite photos! ♥
Here we are at the Merlion! Hear him roar!! Some parts are undergoing construction..
Next up, Luge and sky ride!
Getting ready to get up the luge. But safety comes first, HELMET!
Waiting to move off! (: We had a fun time playing together ((: Even his parents joined in too! The guy on the right is his sis's boyf. He came to join us after his class.
Instead of hopping on the sky ride immediately, we went to walk around first. As we walked, we ended up at the Wavehouse. There is a shop in front selling all the billabong's stuffs. I miss the 2 storey billabong shop in Gold Coast! The things there are cheap!
Most, or rather all were Ang Mohs surfing there. I think Singaporeans must be thinkings, 'siaos! why waste money!'. The water current was so strong that it can wash up the adult..
Took a walk at the beach.
As darling didn't have his lunch, and it is still quite a while to the time to meet the cliques, hence we went to the nearby delifrance to have some brunch.
This was yummy! One of it was egg mayo and the other i forgot. Should be seafoods (:
As we walked back to the Skyride area, we passed by Song of The Sea. So cute right! Ahem! I am talking about myself! Lalalaa!
It was so freaking crowded at the skyride cos it was a SATURDAY! Tourist, locals, workers, everybody comes out on weekend!! We queued for bout 20mins before it was our turn!
Darling's parents first, followed by us then his sis and her boyf behind (:
Look at those cargo ships moving from far!
Another favourite photo of mine! ♥
Our last stop, Images of Singapore. Nope, we didn't go in. Instead, we were just taking photographs outside.
His sis and her boyf on an antique Lorry! I didn't take photos with it as i was on the phone with Janice! Lol!
After the whole afternoon out at Sentosa, we finally got back to Mainland! LOL! Met Janice and the rest at Vivo to have dinner at my favourite place - Marche! I can never express how much i love that place! (: It just reminded me of my uncle's place in Brisbane (:
Then the night comes.
Mr Botak Lee! Recruit Lee! LOL!
While waiting for the rest to come.. We ordered a drink. I like the ABC root beer more ):
Shortly after, Janice and Zhili came. That's when our dinner officially starts! We started ordered a whole table of foods! Delicious!
Seafood Rice
My seafood pasta
A plate of 'rojak'. Lol!
Looks yummy! But i don't know what is that! haha! Janice and Adriel had it.
1 roasted chicken ordered by daryl!
1 dozen of Fresh Oysters! Slurpsss!! It goes super well with tobasco sauce and lemon juice!!
Pig Trotters! Delicious but sinful! =/
Some Potatoe thingy. Chester, Daryl and Zhili had this.
Thick mushroom soup!
Our table of foods! :D
After all these shots, we started immersing in our foods. We were all so famished that night!
Our first time watching midnight movie together!! We watched the karate kid! It was so awesome! So funny! Especially the small boy learning gong fu from jackie chan. That scene was so funny. The guys keep imitating them when we came out of the theater! LOL!
That marks the end of my that long saturday. It was the day filled with fun, joy and laughters! The tiredness was worth it! ((:
And hais, it's monday again tomorrow ): I don't like! )):
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