haIx... I reali hate myself... i m reali damn stoopie... not everyone can be trusted.... in dis world e one u trust most might be one whom hurt u e most...reali hav to admit to tat bah... haIx... perhaps e one whom u can reali trust is urself...n noone else...i reali hate myself to be stoopiest gal in dis whole wide world.... n indeed i m... haIx.... jus cry jus nw.... haIx...
haIx... i m reali very tired le.... reali i m... but hu can understand... haIx... i reali duno watta do... perhaps one i will die soon.... noe y... cos i m stoopie to death... haIx... reali lor... haIx.... i hate myself as much as sum ppl hate mi... u understand.... nvm if u dun... reali feel lyk cutting myself.... but... haIx... dou suo wo ben le...
haOx...love isn't as wonderful as u tot unless u found e true one... haIx.... i reali in a total loss.... ren xin nan ce ar.. dis sentence is true.... nv trust sum1 whom u duno easily... haIx...
nw tat evryone is very fucK uP wif mi i noe... haIx... even my honey lion oso... haIx...perhaps i nv understand her enough..... no no is i nv understand her...haIx... wif todae my fucking mood oso... haIx... todae everyone mood isn't very gd lor.... knew tat..... walk out frm st john's room door... wonder wad reali happen behind it.... haIx... i m sori lion... haIx... suan le..... no ppl will ever care mi... it's ok... cos i noe i dun deserve it... i dun deserve ppl caring fer mi... haIx... reali duno who will understand mi.... i m being locKed up in a world of my own...
**vinsOn... i m sori... reali wisH to tell u wad happeN... reali wisH to hug u real tight nw to tell u wad happen.... but haIx... n one ting... i m oso felt i m ver selfish.... haIx... noe tat ur sis dun lyk mi... still wisH to be together wif u... haIx... i m reali sori ant wad i've done... reali wish u were here... but where r u... haIx... it's ok... i dun blame u... cos i dun deserve ur love.... but..... i .... i love u.... haIx.... reali wisH to hav u by my side.... haIx... feelig so tired nw... reali feel lyk breaking down le... haIx... noe tat in ur heart i m e worst gal u ever seen... haIx... but aniway... reali wisH to tell u... i love u....**
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