sigh..i just feel like giving up..i m being push to the limits..i jus felt tat i might jump off the cliff any moment..i m at the edge alr..sigh...i m feeling so stress..but anybody know?nvm if nobody knows..i jus dun wanna let anybody know...
nvm...i know wad i m doing..it's alright if u hate me...i dun give it a damn...i m passing out anyway...yes i m selfish...i m mean...so wad...wad can you do..?!do u have the right to change me?NO!you have no right..and who're u do tat..hate me for all u wan..i won't give it damn...e onli ting i felt is...i felt sad for myself...getting upset over u guys...upset for the tings that is not worth it...i felt bloody stoopie..i look like a fool!i m so utterly disappointed yesterdae...fancy getting scoldings and stuffs...i dun deserve tat..u get this clear..i hate ur attitudes!!!and i hate the stoopie decision i made...you brought me happiness...u brought me fun..you brought me laughter..but now...u brought me nth but pain...disappointment..!i cant even cope with studies now do u know that?i m having o-level dis do u know that?do u know understand the stress i m under now?NO!you know nth at all..all u know is urself...u onli care abt urself...!you're self-centred..jus wanna let you know..dun regret in the future..be responsible for your won actions...
nvm...no pt saying so much...none of u will listen anyway..nvm..i will jus do wad i m suppose to..anyway...take care...
`*___hidden pain behind the visible smile..feel like giving up___*`