I Got You

My thinking ; My thoughts

Thursday, August 24, 2006 1:29 AM

had oral today.
i was the 2nd last one.
better than being the last one right.
even if class ranking and stuffs, who would like to name last?
well.
oral?
to me, so so lor.
i am only confident with the reading aloud.
hahas.
the rest, i think i can go bang wall.
rather lousy i think.
not grammar or my lingo, is the content!!
i think i am bullshitting all along.
so ya.
hahas.
wadever.
it is over XD

as i was waiting, i sat on a grey classroom chair.
it makes me miss rocking the chair in school.
ya.
i know.
it is obscence to keep rocking.
come to think of it, it has been quite a while since i last rock a chair.
it may sounds lame.
but it is true.
i have been sitting on roller chair all these while.
tell me how do you rock a roller chair?
i bet you will fall like a turtle.
capsize my dear!

while waiting, we can only hold the entry proof and ic.
so i think on.
back to sec one.
those attempts to fight with 2 rascals.
wilson and that kai hua.
hahas.
childish.
but i just don't like to be bullied and look down on.
esp GUYS.
wtf.
so i die die wanna win them.
in chinese papers esp.
and tata!
i won them.
though that time, my chinese teacher, mr goh always shook his head when he saw me so fierce.
but when he saw my results, a smile he had on his face =))
i am not good for nth okay.
hahas.

i rmb.
2 years later.
i happened to sit beside wilson during humanities lesson.
combine e3 and e4.
he said sth which i think it is quite funny.
" ehh. you toned down a lot leh".
of course la.
wad you expect.
15 years old alr leh.
hahas.
even chee fong also said that.
i toned down a lot.
hahas.
well.
i just cant be bothered la.

looking at the students in mayflower sec today.
hmmm.
i missed my sec sch days.
with my cadets, classmates and schoolmates.
those days that we break rules tgh, play a fool, hang out after school and bla bla.
loads of things to recall.
very single thing that happened.
seems like it is only ytd.
i missed those days so much.
i missed wearing sch u.
hahas.
those days which we had attire check.
ms khor always catch me for my earrings.
ask me to wear only one pair, NOT 3 EARRINGS.
hahas.
well well.
memories will only be memories.

sj days.
well well.
it bring out the leadership and stuffs in me.
i really thank god for letting me to be in sj.
esp when i was in the com squat.
those toturing trainings, those thrashing and those lil things we do.
the days we stand by each other, side by side.
training as a team.
we reap wad we sow.
the happiness and unhappiness we shared.
the tears and fears we had.
and the glory we attained.
w/o sj, i don't know wad will i be today.
w/o sj com team, there wouldnt be NC6.

oh well.
i better stop now before i start crying.
hahas.
i am getting emo.
like wad jiaen's nick said --> memories etched in my heart ; never be replaced.
it is true.
memories cant never be replaced.

-once in a lifetime-