I Got You

disappointing!

Saturday, September 30, 2006 3:02 AM

had tuition this morning.
while on the way, i saw peilin if i am not wrong.
how many donkey years have i not seen her?
looks so much like her.
but still, i cant confirm =/
the sight of her, it makes me think of ling wen.
wonder how is she now =/
we've lost touch with each other for 2 freaking years!
i miss her badly =(

wasnt very productive today.
cos i didnt complete my tuition work =/

was rather happy cos im going out with uncle james.
and i gonna get a new phone =))
called up ah ma to tell her im coming over for dinner.
uncle james wasnt at home.
so i decided to go TM with doreen first.

my goodness!!
i saw glenn today!!
lol.
it's been a very long long time since i saw him.
tsk tsk.
he was that ass who always scared me when we did sentry duty in ANCO course.
lol.
chated a bit and so on.

after leaving pastamania, went shopping.
as we shop, i felt very weird.
how come my hp is so quiet.
no call from uncle james or whosoever.
"uncle james must have forgotten," i was thinking.
hmmm.
true enough.
he forgotten!!
FUCK!!
MY CHIAS FAMILY GUYS ALWAYS GO BACK ON THEIR WORDS.
=((
asked dad if he is able to bring me to get the phone.
he said he is busy, got sth on.
fine.
he might needa work.
guess wad?!
he went to catch sotong!!
^&*($%^!
fuck!!
hello!?!
i've been talking abt the phone thing for 3 fucking days.
do you know wad is piority?!
why you don't have the courtesy to tell me you cant make it?!
make me go to ah ma's for?
and i needa make my way home alone.
it's not that i dun wanna go ah ma's house.
it is very ulu!!
and whenever i wanna go home, i will definitely trouble someone.
wad is this?!
fucking shit.

so, fine!
i took a cab home.
feeling dejected.

came online, look at other's blog.
fuck.
i saw sth which i dun wish to see at all.
the sight of it, just make me wanna cry.
what the hell is happening to her?!
-sigh-
another one which i dun wanna read at all.
it aroused the jealousy in me again.
well.
im always the last one you thought of.
so why bother?

i dun need anyone.
i dun wanna be dependent on others.
i dun wan anyone to see the tears i shed.
no point.
wad you can do?
just leave me alone is wad you can do =)

-oh my goodness-