i hate him but still, i love him
Friday, September 01, 2006 9:30 PM
sometimes, i really hate my bro.
wtf.
you know wad i saw when i reached home today?!
FUCK!!
somebody messed up my study table!
somebody digged out sth under my table!
somebody touched my things!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!
FUCK YOU MAN!!
CHEE BYE!!
FUCK OFF MARCUS CHIA!
you sucker!
KNNBCCB!!
you know how much i hate you?!
mummy didnt dig for my stuffs anymore and you still did?!
ccb!
and you didnt put back the things!!
seriously, i hate my bro.
but no matter how i hate him, i still love him.
wad the fuck am i talking abt.
ccb.
how i wish i have a elder bro.
someone who would always give in to me.
someone i can communciate with.
seriously, i am not up to being the eldest sister =(
i dun want.
i wanna be pamper.
but fuck, i cant choose!
so wad have i gotta complain?
cb.
sometimes, i am really damn upset till i am on the verge of crying.
but who the fuck know.
i wanna cry out loud.
i wanna pour all my unhappiness.
everything is pissing me off.
esp him --> MARCUS CHIA!!
sometimes i wonder, why do i have a bro like him?
why do i hope to have a bro in the first place?
why didnt i wish for a sister instead?
and why did my wish come true?
when will my bro ever mature?
when will he start sharing my burden?
i feel like crying when i see my mother.
she is a wonderful mother =')
she nag me, scold me beat me.
but is all for my own good.
this is all random.
this is all pure rubbish.
isolate me for goodness's sake.
i am just too tired.
leave me alone.-you will never get to see the tears i cry-