please don't say you know.
you don't even understand me, let alone know me.
you are oblivious to what is happening at home.
you know nuts.
so stop bullshitting.
i don't need you both to understand me.
i just need trust from you.
that is what i am asking for.
i hate you to jump to conclusion without getting the facts right.
it is getting on my nerve.
seriously.
trust and communication are very important in all kinda relationship.
at least to me.
don't you think it is very tiring to doubt someone all the time?
my chest is tight.
my head is heavy.
i need to vent it all out.
but i choose the wrong way to vent my unhappiness.
that's bad i know.
i can't help it though.
i felt numb.
to my special one:im sorry to have make you worry.-physical pain cannot be compare to the pain emotionally-