im having second thoughts again.
sigh.
stay or leave?
but if i stay, no OT.
wad's the diff?
ahh!!!
frustrating!!
sigh.
why am i always having second thoughts?!
-smack myself real hard-
oh well.
faz and aina left ytd.
sigh.
for the past few months, i have been rather dependent on them.
they are just like my big sister and mama.
devi too.
told me she might not be coming back if her interview today is successful.
):
i know nth last forever.
but well.
anyway.
all the best to them =')
as like wad sgt Faz said, "
there is such an invention as HANDPHONE!".
i shall add in "
AND BUS, TRAIN, CABS, CARS, BLUETOOTH, INFARED, MoiMoiAs AND E-MAIL, MSN TOO!!"
lol.
memories stay (:
anyway.
i will be meeting them today!!
wheets!!
but arh.
those 2 guys -hong soon & jerome.
both
anti-social one.
always dun wanna join us.
so saddening.
hahas!!
ok.
got to look for jobs and schools!!
i am pondering over which route to take.
time to think of my future though my results are not out yet.
i don't wanna end up last min again.
urgh!!
i realised as i grow up, there are more decisions to make.
mum no longer ard to help me decide.
im always mummy girl ya know.
lmao!
though dad is always there to clear most of the obstacles in front of me (eg. financial).
but eventually i must spread my wings and soar.
ok.
a step at a time.
anyway.
enough of the rantings.
gonna prepare to go out (:
toodles!
-anyone can teach me how to use photoshop?-