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You could be a sweet dream,
Or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from
you..
not the same anymore
Saturday, January 27, 2007 11:33 AM

not the same anymore.
not the same old feeling anymore.
i went back to peirce.
the feeling is not there anymore.
i don't feel belonged.
felt outcast.
everything, everywhere are a total stranger to me =/

1 year didnt train the cadets.
1 year didnt scream or scold the cadets.
1 year didnt do lots of things i used to do.
i cant help but felt... weird.
i saw jeremiah, yiting and hong yi.
lol.
yiting was like so shock to see me.
and those juniors who i once train, were shocked that i became gentle.
as in i dun scold or punish them.
well.
i also duno how.
i reckon the sec 1s and sec 2s are able to take my training.
mine also cant take it alr, let alone steve sir.
weaklings.

michelle kong asked if im free to go back for com training.
well.
com training this 2 words, bring back many memories.
most importantly, i forgot how to train alr.
as in the skills and stuffs.
how can i possibly rmb everything after 1 year?

in short, i like our cohorts better.
i like our 'generations' better.
think, without hardship, will there be the rhowena today?
will there be a united peirce combined corp?
times have changed.
saddening ):

ok.
i rmb wad i wanna blog ytd.
smokers.
i dun like ppl to smoke for the reason im selfish.
im selfish not in a sense that i think they are trying to "kill" me indirectly.
but in a way that i hate loneliness.
esp my friends and my loved ones.
i dun wish to see them being passive smokers.
social smoker, that is fine with me.
dun smoke even better.
im not trying to curse them or wadsoever.
i just want them to stay healthy.
i dun wish anything to happen to them one day, and you know.
i wont be able to take it.
i want them to be with me as long as they can.
till i old, till i die.
im selfish.
im afraid of being lonely.

alright.
that should be all.
take care & have a great day (:

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Name: Rhowena Chia(Rho)
Age: 21 years old
Date of Birth: May18 1989
Horoscope Sign: Taurus

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