im getting bored of this job alr.
sigh.
the people are getting lesser and lesser each and everyday.
im getting very bored.
someone here simply just sucks to the core!
i used to have someone to acc me to the toilet last time.
but now.
zzZZzz..
it is not that im scared of going to the toilet alone.
but i have someone to talk to and gossip with (:
lunch is never alone unless my partner, aina or sharina is off.
you see.
i have aina, faz, nuraini, devi and fadilah.
nuraini always dragged me to go smoking break with her.
now?
one pathetic lonesome soul.
lol.
nth but sigh.
sadness overwhelmed me suddenly.
im afraid.
all of a sudden.. .. ..
is it really gonna come true?
like wad roland kor kor said?
no.
i dun wish to think abt it.
I DONT WANT!
just pray hard grandma will be ok.
many things are going on ard me these days (or m i thinking too much?)
soon, i will break down.
but no.
i wont be defeated so easily.
i will not let emotions rule me.
fuck it man.
im going out of control.. .. ..
spare me.