i am feeling so short-fused the whole day.
damn

pek cek ahhhh!!
woke up at ard 11plus for driving today.
after driving i was damn sad.
as you know i am sick.
i thought i had more or less recover already since i haven been blowing my nose that often compared to the past few days.
nose block is getting better.
who knows.
as i was driving, my hearing started to fail me.
the sound of the engine getting softer and softer.
then only i realized my right ear was blocked!
nb!
driving also not up to standard today.
reversing was pretty alright for me the last lesson.
engine stalled many times today compared to the last few lessons.
fuck man!
i was a bit retard today.
i think must be the medications.
feeling gloomy on the way back.
reached home, read a bit of newspaper, took medications and slept till late evening.
woke up feeling short-fused.
got irritated very easily.
felt like im going to blow up any moment.
i can't help it.
sigh.
driving lesson tmr morning.
hmphf!
im not going to take medications tonight.
i don't care!
i don't to affect my driving again >:/
hmphf!
`promises broken again`