sometimes, i questioned myself what i really want.
is this the kinda of life i wanna lead?
is this what i want and so on.
but well.
somehow, i can't find the answers to some questions.
sometimes, you know it is not the best for you, you still cling on, refusing to let go.
you know it is wrong, you still go ahead doing it.
you know it will be much more better for you out there, still you refused to move on.
life is about give and take.
you are born with some things, and without some things.
take for example, if you are born with this certain talent, you will find that you're handicap in some other areas.
at least that's how i feel.
well.
just some random thoughts.
sometimes i wonder, have i make a mistake?
i know there is much more better opportunites out there.
but still, i refused to move on.
why?
blame me for being stubborn that in turn, makes my life miserable for myself.
well, who ask me to be so silly.
hurr hurr.
im emotionally straying.
hurr hurr.
i also don't know how to describe my feeling now.
mixed kinda feelings.
not too good.
some things have been bothering me for quite some time.
some decisions is waiting for me to make.
but well.
anyway, goodnight (:
`simply cant take my mind off you