am sick for these few days.
fever on sunday then followed by sore throat.
but who cares, i still feast as per normal when i am in school.
except that when i reached home, i would be like a balloon being deflated.
i got so lethargic.
doesnt matter.
still alive kicking.
anyway.
i am fucking not looking fwd to this weekends.
i don't wanna leave.
god damn it all!
this week started rather badly.
fuck it all!
im getting so bloody pissed!
pissed over everything!
pissed that i actually agreed to go on a HOLIDAY during school term!
pissed that i flared up easily!
pissed that i screwed up my own life!
so many that is going on and im not happy about.
but why and what am i not happy about?
every little things.
my mood nowadays is swinging from one end to the other as days goes by.
this is defintely not a good sign.
the tears is forcing itself out of the eyes.
and i simply hate it!
`oh god, let me get thru it all, and i swear i'll be a good gal!