im sorry for what i've done.i really am.when things like that happened, there are 2 scenerios.
one is to blame others and another is putting the blame on oneself.
people do wrong things in fit of anger.
people do things without thinking bout the consequences.
people forgot bout considering others' feelings.
lessons i've learnt today will be imprinted on my mind always.
forever...my head is hurting like fuck now and hence, im going to bed and hope for a better day.
dearest fairy, if you're lingering somewhere, listening to what im saying now, please take away the hurt and pain i've caused on my parents and my dear turtle. i am willing to do anything in exchange for that. even it means that i have to shorten my life... god bless.