I Got You

Day One

Saturday, February 09, 2008 3:19 AM

Tonight is the beginning of not so easy to pass but no choice night. Baby had left town. She is now on the plane to Australia. She will be arriving ard 6am I guess. As much as I dont look forward to tonight, somehow, eventually the day would arrived and it did. Time is something I cant control )): Sometimes, life is weird. When you are so looking forward to something, it will take very 'long' to come. When you dont look forward to something, it will arrive in a blink of an eye. Well. Maybe it is life here we are talking bout.

Anyway, talked to Baby till like 4plus yesterday morning. She never fails to make me laugh before I sleep man! HAHAHHAS! Sms-ed the whole day. It's a month! HAPPY FIRST MONTH BABY! ((: Not that I forgot, is I dont know if i should take 8th as the day we're together. Cos it's actually more than a month since we're together. Then again, doesnt really matter. We shall take it as the 8th ya baby? ((:

It's really amazing and awesome with baby around for the past one month plus. Life just can't gets any better. I SIMPLY ADORES YOU BABY! ((: Thanks for being there during my darkest period. If weren't for you being around, I guess, I wouldnt have got over it so soon. Thanks for sharing the ups and downs with me. Thanks for being my support all this while. Thanks for the bottle of cranes you folded for me. Thanks for the thoughtfulness and tolerance all this while. Thanks for everything that you've done for me!! ILOVEYOU BABY!!

Oh well. Day 1, day 1, day 1!! Like 5 more days to go! Ahhhhh!! Rhowena!! Be strong!! 5days will pass in a blink of an eye! Out of 2 days, I will be in M'sia, aunty's place. I am going later. Will be back on sunday. So of 5days, 2 days occupied. Then, 13feb, DCN extra lessons in the morning i guess. Then late afternoon or something, meeting Marc out. So another day down. 2 more days to go. During that 2days, shall keep myself occupy. Revise, eat, sleep, shit. Time will flies. I hope.

I once swore that, no matter in which r/s, I never wanna be emtionally or physically dependent on someone for fear that they will leave me. But for this r/s, I give up. I cant do it. I am being too dependent on baby already. Just look at how I behave when she is out of town now )): I am like a big baby yearning for her return soon )): I cant bear to close the offline message baby left for me ):

Anyhow, CNY day 2. So freaking bored. I dont know how la. Really very bored =/ Again, I am gonna repeat myself. This CNY is not like CNY! Oh man! And I lost like 50bucks while playing blackjack. Down in luck this year. Hmmm. Or maybe I didnt wear anything red? Well well. Marc asked me out for a movie last night. Then again, I am simply too lazy to go out though I feel like going out. Ha!

Oh well. Nothing much. I am off to bed soon. I am tired. I fell asleep while watching tv at grand's place. Then I woke up cos Uncle James talked to me. And baby video called me! ((: I was glad I saw her. Never mind that I didnt see her in person. At least I saw her! ((: Smart baby to have done that (:

Okay okay. Toodles!

`More than words, more than love!