rhowena is no longer the old rhowena anymore.
the old rhowena is a big vain pot.
now the rhowena no longer care abt her image that much anymore.
she
used to apply nail colours every time the old one fades.
you will never see her nails w/o colour.
her nails will be beautifully (self-defined) trimmed.
now?
her nail is always plain and untidy (not of equal length)
hahas.
in the past, she
was strong.
she never let anything upsets her.
even if they do, she would get over it in no time.
in the past, rhowena plays to win.
now rhowena play not to lose.
she jus wanna pass the days peacefully.
everything she does now, doesnt really interest her.
she is stress, so are the people ard her.
this holiday, she didnt seems to enjoy herself.
she felt lonely.
she felt that she is being abandon by the world.
but one thing she is glad, she got wonderful friends she can count on.
they never fails to put a smile on her face (:
trying hard not to let her go off track.
accompanied her out to study, play and shop.
thanks my dear friends (:
thanks for the elephant (:
thanks for remembering, i like ele (:
thanks for the motivations (:
thanks for giving in to me everytime (:
thank you is all i can say (':
-what is the meaning of life for me now-Labels: myself